avatar...

wow...watched AVATAR finally...
all friends that watched this movie is keep in rating "best" as i heard.....or what..........
and, i watched it finally......
with secondary friends, LC, and ZJ...
hmm....
not bad actually...the main char....xD quite good looking...xP
yea~~
who say can't watched lengzai lenglui in the movie d le?
no one izzit?
xD
like those that go watched movies becaused of jay chou and else....it's the same~~~
but the different is, i don't know who is the actor actually, i don't even know what is this movie about before i watched it.....
i just heard the name before......xD
the place they, the avatars live, is omg beautiful....like grow in the night, and......aikss...you go watch yourself then you'll know lolz....xP
hmm...bad guy die at last, and good ones get the life they want....so....xD
don't know what i wanna write...just........xD

"xD"


-wei-

x'mas~~~

as what i said in the previous post...
my mum is bringing me to her friend's house, at johor...
dad is the driver for sure...but my bro is not following.....why?
he said he got plenty works for the FYP..=="
but as i know, from the calls he called mum, he's stay in his friend's house i think....

actually, mum planned to stay one night there..
when we reach there, it's evening...not enough time to singapore..**reason i followed them to johor..lolz**
so, we'll go singapore at the second day...day after christmas...=="
they said...

first day....journey in the car..lolz
then having dinner at johor...mum's friend brought us there...omg full i tell you...
the food is superd nice...but the tauke.....got a weird 'pi qi'....
beside the chicken we ordered, the popular food there, all other dishes is ordered like....this:

tauke: need a fish?
we : yes
tauke: thai or curry or..?
we: curry..
tauke: okay.....what else you want? vege?
we: yes
tauke: okay...and? one taufu?
we: err...okay....

done...finished ordered.....didn't ask what vege we want, macam many punya taufu we want....swt....
but, hou choi....the dishes is quite nice....
**own opinion, the fish is okok only..but the "adults" like it most**

swt...i'll fat till i beh tahan if everynight also have dinner like this...

second day...went singapore....they just shoppping there actually.....me and dad is just "wasted" our time in travelling using buses, MRT, only.......
my leg need much rest when they're shopping there, then me and dad finally found a chair in the mall......=="

when we're decided to back to johor, it's raining...then, we followed the "underpass"..(?) reach the MRT station...
and, i lost the aunty's ebuzz card.....i'm so sorry, aunty...
erm....yup....i'd also bought a new shirt in metrojaya...johor punya la....'cause my parent decided to stay one more night there....and i didn't prepared that much cloth..=="

third day, we back to kajang and kl after we having breakfast wit that auntie....

p.s. i've ate more and more and more food for almost EVERY meal there....=="


but..not a bad "trip"...xD


-wei-

x'mas eve..

yea~~
erm......
nothing la...

i thought mum is asking us go her friend's house 24 dec 2009 actually...
but then she tell me 25dec only we go.....okay........
so...
my collegemate is planned to have dinner together at **rendezvous** don't know did i spell it correctly..cheras there wor...

so, san may, yan, meizhen, angel, me, baoly, goh, and sim yee gathered there...
baoly and i wait at angel house 'cause she's fetching us there..thanks, angel..

erm...it's the first time i saw the poker-like-mahjong...omg....meizhen brought it there, but i didn't play..xP

after our dinner there, we're going to pavillion for a movie...
angel dropped me and baoly first to buy the tickets....but all of them is still finding for parking lot..xP

quite many people there..swt...
we've lined up for quite a long period...we still haven't bought the tickets when all of them are there..lolz

then, we went to the ground floor i think, to take picture and walk around.....**i'm the second**
then, we're late......for awhile only la...for the movie...
"sherlock holmes" **hope i didn't spell it wrongly..again...**

quite nice i tell you....some scenes, funny scenes, will suddenly pop out....sometimes can laugh die me....gua....
don't know le...too long time ago..(?)
okay la...i'm ah po ma.........................
can't remember so many detailed things le la...............=="

then?
followed angel's car back home lolz...swt....
the movie ended at 0030 nia....
no countdown and most of them is sleepy that time...lolz

and that's my turn to sleep....?
nop, i'm wathing pps till ..around 0500...swt.....



-wei-

penang trip.....Part IV last......summary

-wake u earliest i think..but no one awake still....so not willing to climb up......
lai chang-ing...
-yan awake...
follow she climb up then..xD
-wash hair...(most important things i'll do beside brushing my teeth..)
-playing cards wif yan waiting they all awake..
-ky awake....lets go werehouse sales....
but hvn open yet...although it's 10++am jor..
-bek hotel pack things....
-check out around 12nn
-drive then having lunch around ferri thr...
-omg punya taste nt gd....
-drive till missed ferri punya lu kou....straight away goin to penang bridge..
yea, bye bye wif penang.......
-robson, van, yan, smay follow my car...
we're nt goin to ipoh.....juz passby...
so....bye bye to angel, ky, v, evonne, and yy
so...straight away heading to kl~~
-stop at duno whr punya perhentian, robson drive....
-stop petrol add oil..xD and reload t&g, and toilet, and 'shopping' for them...
-stop at duno whr punya perhentian, i drive..
-stop at ulu bernam thr, van drive, i slp...xP
thx van~~
-afta subang toll..i drive....nearly go wrong way....
sry la guys....
thx dad...
-hantar they all till van's hse...
-i bek....
smay's spec box wif me....keep for her first....sure gt 'next time' to meet d~~~
xD


miss u guys~~~~~~~


reach home...on9 awhile...realise no pic to see...watch "the four" till 12++am...slp..
xP



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penang trip.. Part III summary

day 3...........
wake up early again...but this time is coz of phone's alarm...yy call me one...but she slp bek...lolz...
then yan also wake up...so i 'climb up lo....since gtppl teman jor...
then....wsh my hair...brsh and so and so...
then walk here walk thr jor yan ajak go downstair...so we go lo...
ntg to do....sit at swimming pool thr.....
afta 9am.....call van..ask whether she wanna swm...
then bla bla bla...
bek upstair at duno-wat time...
tey almost all awake jor....
then breakfast at
-then go queenbay waste our time...sinc hj they say later go bek ice kacang thr eat...
-ky's car gt prob, so meet wif them later jor...
-go ice kacang thr....nt bad....thr punya thing...
-bek apartment....chag cloth for beach.!!!
xD
-walk beach thr...
-play jet ski, rm2 each....we gt 9 ppl...lolz...20++mins oli..
-play at beach, taking photo........
-duno-how-go-in-gold-sands-hotel-punya-swimming-pool play jor~~
-tking photos...
-till 7~8pm i think...4gt....then walk bek apartment...
ow ya..bought slipper last nite....
-steambout time~~~hj and peigy and robson prepared punya....xD
-chit chatting....
-few sleep jor..
-yy gt drunk/gt high a bit......2nd baoly's here
-playing card games..
-mafia's nice.!!!! play till nt willing to slp
-sleep.......
-sleep most shuang this nite...

day 3 end...

penang trip.....Part II

day two......3dec2009

around 4.38am, we (our room d few ppl) heard a loud sound "nyew~~pom"...
then i heard many ppl talking punya voice.....but i didn't climb up go 8..
then...i suddeny realise i go no blanket...and i'm wearing short pant.!!!
it's cold till~~~~~~~~almost beh tahan, hou choi i got my 'pillow'...car punya...

-morning, can't rei fall asleep again and finaly wake up at 7.37....
boring till i walk here wlk thr hope sum1 will wake up also...teman me chat or wat also can....but...no one awake.........
till 9sumthg only they start wake up i think....poor me....
then afta tat oli i noe, yan also early wake up punya person lai d....swt...i should sleep same room wif her, at least gt sum1 teman to chat or play or wat when we wake up.....==
too late.....
-lunch on opposite shop of hotel...
i eat chau lou xu fen, but hey duno call tat wat mi tai mu....lolz...and sya ais....bottle punya..swt....
-then asking road to kek lok si temple wif tourist road map..lolz...they go ask hotel counter ppl then others was taking picture....
-hv our 'big family pic'thr...
-then i drive.....yea~~thx for our gps angel...we found the way..xD
-meet hj and peigy, go penang asam laksa, tn drive up to kek lok i again, another part...this time evonne drive up thr
-taking pic thr...
-v drive down..
-then we go buy to chan....gt one shop sell dou sha bing they all say nice one...then gt xing ren bing, xiang bing and else..then go lunch at opposite punya shop..but all seems closed jor..tat day..
so juz few of them eat lunch oli..we juz ate one bowl of laksa, so wedin eat lo...
some of them eat dou sha bing that they juz bought...lolz...
then we**van, rob, yy, me** go xin xiang buy 2nd round, i bought sak qi ma, then go bek tat shop buy xing ren bing, coz tey say nice.....(but i nt tat lik, thr d gt one i-du-lik-punya-smell, 'berry-lik thg on cake punya smell..omg)
-g ice kacang thr..but closed......so come bek other time ba
-then go apartment thr.....
-arrange thgs....
-nite, go bek gurney drive punya stall thr having ou dinner....things nt bad..xD
-gt curr laksa, ma lat min, chopstick, chau kuay tiew, zha gei pei (fried chicken's skin), satay, rojak, yau yu ong choi, kek apom, .....tats all i can rmb...
-finish jor go gurney plaza buy drink (heineken) and peant..(but we din eat tat..lolz)
-bek apartment....mandi and else..
-drive and survey go beach, drink, chat, then play games....fun.!!!!!!!!
-bek apartment....i slp first coz headache for 2 days...
tat nite slp wif yan and yy
and decided nt goin to ipoh wif them....

end of day 2...

penang trip~~~[ 2-5dec 2009] Part I

final year trip~~~
participant...(?):
-angel
-yan
-smay
-evonne**duno how to spell**
-v
-van
-ky
-robson
-yy
-me

lolz...really is 九个女仔一只鬼.....
==
but our case is nine girls and one guy la....xD


FIRST DAY:

i wake up in the morning....but 'lai chuang' as usually....
suddenly, dad coe in morning call....but i still got time to sleep....so i just tell him i'll wake up later....
then mum come in fo another wake up call.....but then she realised she's too early to ask me to wake up actually...then she go out too.....

later, dad suddenl knock my door thn ask me..."u wanna try drive there(penang).?"
i was...."huh.?!"
**half awake..
then dd ask me to consider myself......
then awhile later...mum come in.....
"ur dad is asking you, whether you wanna try to drive to penang on yor own.? u dare or not?"
LOLX.!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was thinking....."is this my dream? i'm dreaming? haven't wake up orhz?"
lolz.....

then i'm thinking........considering................
i' not sure the way to penang, and my bro's friend drove there before and ended up keep complaining the road there is small, driver there is rude enough, and bla-3.......so was wen hon...lolz

so.....i don't know.....then i said "i think i take bus there better"....

8.00am....
i tell my dad we can go fetch my friends already....but i think it's a bit too early for them....?
then yy haven't reach smksb there, just me and dad and angel is in the kembara......and i'm still thinking wanna try to drive there or not.....

then i ask angel, she tell me the same road as dad told me to go penang....so...i say "yes" to dad....
"i'll drive there....."
then bla-3 and we back home to change big saga then go fetch yy jor...
then.!!!
i've forget.!!!
still got v to fetch...xP
then angel find help with her sis' friend i think...then we found the way to v's house finally...
then v and evonne is in my car.......
ngek-3, start our 'tour' to penang~~~~
yea~~~

then..find har road, drive har drive har already on the highway jor...xD
then after i stop at petrol station there under yy's request, when we're goin to continue our trip, angel they saw ky's car.!!!!!
lolz....but i didn't saw la.....don't know which and what car she drive....lolz

k la...gtg first...summary out first..:
-drive till ipoh, switch driver to v, then gt rain on the way..
-reach penang, w8 hj and peigy for mor than one hour at petrol station wif no petrol punya..lolz..afta we belok the wrong way afta the penang bridge....
-heading to gurney plaza follow hj car...
-watch movie (2012 /ninja and assassin)..separate into 3 grps tat time...
me, ky, san may, robson go 2012 ; angel, v, evonne go for ninja an assassin ; yan, van, smay go gaigai..; tat couple go pak tuo la..of coz...lolz
-having our dinner at gurney drive punya sho, walk a distance from gurney plaza..
-heading to our hotel(red rock hotel) finally.....bathing, watchng, chatting, and sleeping...
but ky, evonne, angel they go supper at mamak-like there wor...then bungkus jor tandori chicken bek...
-sleeping~~~end of one day....

how to remove? =="

lolz...accidentally click punya..don't know how to remove, just ignore this...

yan's birthday -- Part II

we then went desa parkcity for our lunch..
@ BBQ Chicken there..
**if not mistaken**

there's 9 people if i'm not mistaken..
the angel ordered don't-know-what..
left us 8 person there, ordered 2 family set...

when the french fried is served, sim yee suddenly say "wow, so big.?"
but the waitress is just right beside her, then the waitress say "caused it's for 4 person d arhz"....
lolz....
we don't know she'll really answer it.!!!
so all of us laugh die...swt

then is the salad/ 'smash potato'...i don't know what it called..
swt

then is our main dishes, the chicken~~
xD

got 2 drumsticks in red d orhz....seems quite unique, so our table punya, kao dong start with that in red d....

but then...all of them say that's spicy..kinda, super duper spicy..
but i think thats ok ok only..
maybe it's becaused of i just eat few ba.....
and almost didn't ate the chicken's skin..
**all sauce on skin ma..**

after that, we bertolak to sunway...
angel lead us the way...

found parking, then go meet them...
but they **ah v, van, yan, ..** all haven't have their lunch..
they thought wanna wait for us for lunch..but then, we eat jor only go there...
sorry la...xP
then we split into 2~3 groups lo...

one go for lunch, the others go shopping...
then i follow angel them d group....ended up follow robson, ivan, and goh...
then ky, angel them one group..
van, ah v, yan them one group
baoly, sim yee, green them another group...
lolz...

walk har walk har yao meet har, walk har walk har yao split har....
xP

then me and goh them go cinema..planned to watch 2012 d, but it's showing...
then no others movie will show that time...all need to wait...
then we go arcade...
there punya arcade not that fun, for me...
haiz...

then we go meet angel them lo...
ended up sit on a chair there, discussing places for our dinner and yan's muffin..swt....
**no skating...T.T"**

finally, we're going back to 1U there.. for dinner..
then all having their sit in those drivers' car...lolz
then...long story here...

we're GET LOST.!!!!!
O_O
PJ's road are ssoooo~~ horrible...
we went the wrong way, then U-turn-ing back...
on the 'bridge', we can have the 'view' for roads down there...
walaoA.!!!
since that time is just so ppular for trafic jam...down there is ALL red.!!
so horrible..
down there got one big road, front there split into 3/4 junction, then infront of us there, split into 3 junctions....
ALL full of cars..and RED light.!!
OMG.!!!!

then i finally get help from house..
i called mum, caused she used that road to home from her office, then she let our house's enclopedia, my dad, get the phone and teach us how to get back to 1U there...
swt...
but then goh ask his dad and robson asking baoly them...
quite blur..then baoly them said U-turn to lead us, but they're gone.....on their way to meet big group jor...
so, left goh's dad and my dad..
goh's dad have different 'story' from my dad's version...
lolz...
but i still trust my dad more...........**ren zhi chang qing ba..?**

then finally...my dad's direction lead us the correct way.!!!!!!
we're out of lost.!!!!!
hurray~~~~~
**no any side meaning...please don't misund...thx**

then i get angel's direction to find them...in the shell petrol station....
sorry la guys....we're no lucks on that day, 4 of us got no 6th senses.....
lolz..
then we reach the..what.....?
korean punya bbq.....don't know, quite confused with the lunch one....**name, i mean**

then...after that quite-expensive-and-personally-not-that-like punya dinner, yan's muffins with alphabets : H, A, P, P, Y, B, D, A, Y, Y, A, N..
the muffins taste good.!!!
xD

then arhz...hmm....
sim yee's car gonna go cathay cinema watch 2012, ask whether we want follow..then angel say yes..and i follow..lolz...
when the drivers are chatting and discussing, van's estima just right beside us, so i just guessing who's on van's car..**back seat**
just play and play and play and guess lo....but i guess wrong...swt.....
should be: yan is the one follow whatever i do in the beginning, which means the nearer to me one; then san may is the one kacau-kacau beside her, which means the far from me one...
then suddenly i heard robson's "heaar", followed by angel's shout..
i thought is robson frighten angel, but then they both seems 'blaiming' baoly...
then i know what happened..lolz

then we changed seat to sim yee's car..
heading to cathay cinema**the curve there**..
but..BUT.!!!!!
the cinema is CLOSED.!!!!!
lolx.!!!!!
swt...
i didn't watch that movie...again...am i no yuan fen with that movie in cinema?
T.T"

then we all...or maybe THEY ALL is suitable..taking picture in the curve punya walk-way there...
becaused of my long+ugly hair+fatty acid in my body, i refuse to take more picture with them that night..sorry la...if this let you guys feel not that comfortable...

then....we're back...since all shop is closed...but we'd forgot bout, mamak is still on.!!!
xP
maybe they want back home already....nobody remember that..xD

then baoly back first, then is me and angel's turn..since i parked kembara there, so i drive home after that...

ow ya....my weirdf for y is start from that day punya...omg me...
**i think nobody und this sentence ba, except me..xP**
***just can say that i hate this***

then....back homw, around 1something am....then finally i can have my sweet dream..xD

P.S. i sleep until 12~1pm that day i forgot...again..
xD
who ask me now only post...xP




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yan's birthday.. part I

lolz...almost one week jor only i post this..
xP
sorry la...also nobody read de...xP

yan's birthday ngam ngam is tuesday, which is the day after further applied exam..
and MOST of the big group people punya last day is on monday too..

so, her birthday is on the good ...day..?
so weird, to say like this..
lolz..

hmm..
they've planned to go sunway..
i long time didn't go jor lu...
i think i went there two or three times only...lolz

i told van them i wanna sleep for 12 hours that night, then only i'll satisfy...
caused i already rush-midnight-car for many days.!!!!
almost the whole week.!!
swt...

but ended up, i can't fall asleep on monday night.!!!!
i online till ..around 1am that night when i'm just reach home around 11pm.!!!!

then, i rolled here rolled there on my bed till 3am something only i can sleep.!!!
don't know why....

then..tuesday morning, i woke up around 9am.!!!!
which means i just sleep for 6 hours that night.!!!
just half of my promised.!!!
**i told van i won't go anywhere if i din't sleep for 12hours that night**

but i got go with them also la..cannot put aeroplane la...
yan's birthday wor...

i called pei around 10am..
she picked up the phone, with the....cleary-haven't-awake-sound...then suddenly ask me in shock...
"you infront of my house now.?!!"

i'm shocked too, "ow, nop.!! i'm still in my house, just wanna ask what time i gonna go your house there"....

caused they go her house fetch her..
saya tumpang juga..

then...i arrived there arouns 11.30am....we said 11am...
then i scare i'm late
but then..i wait there.......till 1pm or more..only they arrived.....
pei already done her lunch that time..swt..

then we both sit WHon's car....
swt.!!!
i thought the one in his car *behind* is xiao v.!!!
but then..
pei asked :" where is V.?"...
i was...
huh.?!!

then only i realised, that one sit beside me and say hi to us is not V....
funny?
i think so..
she's just sit right beside me and i say hi "brightly" to her with face-to-face when i open WHon's car door.!!
but i didn't realised she's not V.!!!
but someone i don't know....
lolz...

too long..cont part II ...

Do People Secretly Hate You -- II

continue-ing.......

i still wondering....is SY ..**lets use the word 'H' for this kind of...feeling(?) ba..**
H me?

i felt that...again...
lolz...
when can i fight with this feeling?

i hate this.!!!!
why i don't dare to ask.?!
why can't i be that kind of...just speak whatever i want, do whatever i hope to..?
why i'll keep thinking something like..."no, i cannot do this", "i shouldn't talk", "i can't share my minds", "it's not the time for me to say anything.!!!", ......
why.?!

i hate myself....
and this is the reason...

one of the reasons....

everytime most of the time, i regret what i said, and what i did, ...
but there's nothing i can change....
i did it and i said it.....

when is this weird war starts.?
where is its ending?
i hope this weird war's ending is tomorrow, or even 5mins more from now.........

i hope i know the result now, no matter the result i'll get is a good ending, or sad ending....

i want the result NOW.!!!

i hate this weird feeling..
i hate whatever i had in my mind
i hate myself.....

if you're like to know me more, i'm sorry, i hope you'll just ask me...
or else it's hard to let me tell you those things on my own without any 'supported situation'...
lolz...

that's why, whenever my friends ask me why i'm so "cool", i don't know how to reply....
and i can tell you now that, i'm scared...
i scare if i know a new friend now, the percentage for the "weird feeling" to 'attack' me is higher..
the percentage for this to happen, i think, is directly proportional to the number of friends i have....

oh gosh...
sometimes i really hope that i'm totally alone...
but i'll envy others when they're chatting with their friends happily...

so..i don't know what i really want...

either,
have a nice days for knowing new friends, then down few months for the weird feeling...

or,
staying alone from the beginning, until the end.........

if you were me, which kind of life will you choose?

i dont' know, i really got no idea on this...

when im 14, form 2 yrs, i changed secondary school from SMKTE to SMKSB..
then i tell myself that, i wanna stay alone...until im graduated from my high school...
but, i can't.!!
i failed.!!

even i keep quiet and sit there alone, there'll always someone that very friendly approach you to say hi and intro to you....

well, i know i like social...i like to being surrounded by friends, all the time..
i like to being the top in few things, like sport, or kawad......

i wanna to be more popular, i want everyone know who is LWH.!!!!

but...yea, i tried my best on these activities, i have had my nicest memories within this few years, but also, i've had that weird feeling all the time, too....

why i failed.?!
why can't i against it?
why must i keep myself in the small black room i created years ago secretly in my heart?
why can't i just live like my others friends.?!
like whatever they did, the sun will still shine on them, the spotlight will always on them, they'll always be the centre of the group, the main character of others' stories.?!

Do People Secretly Hate You

i created a new account on facebook..
finally..yea, FINALLY....
everybody wrote that word on my wall...
OMG......

i saw a link on vanessa's there, titled "do people secretly hate you.?" or so...
then, i get my result...

My result:

Self Doubter
The question is-do you really even like yourself? Other people would like to get to know you more but your lack of self confidence can get in the way. Get out there!

swt...
quite true izzit?
i think it is...
everytime i felt unconfortable that i think who and who is not that like me.....
or even hate me....
but they're not actually...
why?

coz im not confidence?
sort of...i think.....
i hope everyone in the world will like me more, but i don't even like myself....
so, that's impossible..
moreover, there'll always be someone in the world that don't like you...
this is sure.....
but........

everytime, i'll be the listener when my friends are talking, chatting, bluffing, playing, ...
i like to be in that role...
but sometimes, i don't like it at all, i could feel like...
i'd been forgotten, i can't mix with them....

but, whenever there're someone else told me that kind of ...secret..., i'll ask them to join, just sit there, sure they can be part of the topic or what......
but, when the problem dropped back to myself here......i realised that i can't..
now i know why they're prefer to leave the place, than trying to ..join them......

i'm stupid, yea, maybe i'm crazy too...
maybe you'll say i think too much, yea, i admit, but then?
i can't stop thinking that way.!!!
that's a habit i think..
a WORST habit i hope i never have..

everytime, when i saw ..some of my friends..., i'm wondering....
why they can just as happy as a kid, play as fun as they can?
i hope i'm that kind of person.!!!
i want to be one of them.!!!!

i would like to join them more, but on the other side, i scare...
i always thinking bout, how if ALL of my friends don't like me?
or they're just acting friendly infront of me?!!
coz i feel myself is....soo.....weird, can't be trusted, selfish, somemore, 我觉得我很假.....
**my eng too bad, so i just manage to write it in chinese...**

everytime we chatting around, there'll be some topic like "which kind of person that you don't like.?", or "how do you think/ do you like that XXX?"
we're quite "enjoy" our topic..**coz we're bad i'm bad..**

but somehow, everytime after we end that topic, i'll start thinking something like....is XXY or XYX or YXX hate/ don't like me?

last time, before my A-Level course started, i "felt" KS ..err...**let use the word 'hate' for this kind of situation ba..** hate me....
for almost one year or more....lolz
then...well, honestly, i do felt that kind of feeling all the time..
and almost everyone of my friends or even those who're not that closed to me, i'll think of the same way....
i'll feel something like.....
they hate me.!!
then i can 'down' for few days....or more.........

why.?
Why.?
WHY.?!!!!

who can help me?
can someone save me?
i don't think so, there're just one person, me, myself, can help me......

too long...continue next post ba...?

tatatala~~~~~

hmm.....
all stp paper is gone~~~
left one paper now...
on friday...
but i don't have the mood to study already
how nia.?
i don't know....

just now..
after my further pure maths, it's raining
again

so we **big gang** wait beside canteen 2 lo..
then WHon back, from cc....

he fetch us to our car
swt....
then maggi fetch ivan go get his own car, and i follow WHon car go park infront his house lo...
so i no need to drive to KL....
i don't like to drive there....lolz

then when im waiting in WHon's house, maggi arrive TS...lolz
the big gang changed their plan..
they're heading SW to singk...
left us 3 guys will be in TS, follow our 'original' plan.........xP
no la..
actually we planned to watch 2 movies...
2012 and MJ's This Is It...
but then..
caused of the showing time....
we're just watch the 7.20pm-MJ...
2012 fly~~~
T.T"

that 'movie' is still ok la...
im just go there see leng zai only..
LOLZ..
**their dancers**

for those MJ's super fans, like Goh, he like it verryyy~~ much..
he's watching this for the 2nd times....
xD

then maggi...i don't know...

hmm...

tats all...
we walk here walk there until 10 sumthing if im not mistaken.....

ow ya, before that, caused Whon and i is late, my hand is ...been...smashed..? by maggi..lolz...
i let her smash my palm, but she hit my arm.!!!
OMG.!!
my bone's there.!!!
its pain.!!!!
@.@"
nevermind, who ask that's our fault...
lolz..
but not all our fault la, got trafic jam...bt she don't care...
fine...
xP



END...

3rd week 1st day

lolz...
die die die.!!!!!
what i memorised didn't out,
what i got no confident and blur and blank on it out.!!!!
OMG.....

coming another stp p4...
but i think i'll more concentrate in fm1 ba.....
jia you jia you jia you~~~~~



-END-

thanks dad..

wow..again..
dad called back and ask me whether i want a mp4 or not..
last time is mp3..

and..as you know, i don't know how to respond and replied ok lo.....
then say yes le ba..i think...

btw, i like it, thanks, dad..

the purple is ..brilliant...
xD

i'm still worried bout which purple colour is that...

ok la, i know my english is totally sucks to those reading this blog just now...
**or maybe there's no one reading this blog too..**

but i'll still keep updating it..xP
until i forget or lazy till ..........
omg

thanks ya...

**back to my way to hell**



-END-

3rd week of A2

wow...
1st week gt 1 paper
2nd week gt 2 papers in 2 days
3rd week gt 3 papers in 2 days..
which means i gt 8 papers for then next 2 weeks...
=="
and they're the tough-est paper....

i die in 3rd week...my chem p2 p5 and phy p3...
swt...

and the coming week is hell....
im now reporting in to hell...
i gt phy p4 on monday
chem p4 on wednesday **if nt mistaken**
f.p.m on thursday..
for those who know what paper is this, i think they'll definetely know how i feel now..
xP
then phy p1 on friday....

and the next monday afta that, my last week for A2, i gt
phy p2 p5, AND f.a.m
swt...
don't know who planing this timetable one...
so cruel and so........
=="
suak....



better get back to my revision..
TATA.....

ky's link...=="

http://cforum6.cari.com.my/viewthread.php?tid=568556&extra=page%3D1&page=1

swt...my friend just sent my this..
there teach us some ways that can calculate maths in faster way....
but i sure i'll forget this right after i close the tab...so that's no point for me to read it seriously now...
i think i'll just try to figure it out....

我的禁忌....

hmm...
为什么每次考完试回家, 你都要问我考试会不会.?
我情愿你问我考试怎样...
酱我就有东西跟你说了...
算了, 反正跟你说这些也没有用的, 你一定会顶我, 然后气氛变很僵...

今天, 我一样考完试回家, 你一样回到家看到我就问我考试会不会做...
我不大惯这样的问题, 所以"照常"说一声 :"ok"....
你却问我 :"ok是怎样.? pass 罢了哦.?!"

!!!!!

你这么说是什么意思啊.?!
听起来超不爽的..
是完全不相信我的意思哦.....?

然后你知道G有考, 又问什么 :"他又会不会做?"

闷啊.....

考完试了一回到家听到这些问题..
可能有些人是蛮高兴的吧, 毕竟"父母有关心你", 但很抱歉, 这些问题对我来说是一种超讨厌的压力..
考试是一种压力, 我不介意这种压力, 但我超介意你这些问题来的压力...

考试的是考前压力,
那些是考后压力..

就好像你..."辛辛苦苦" 或 "轻轻松松" 的考完了试, 想到终于可以大玩特玩了, 但父母突然这样问你,
就足够让我想到, 惨了, 有没有那哪里做错了?
分数够不够拿 A/B......?
...
然后开始担心, 想东想西, 如果成绩不好那该怎么办.?!

=="

所以拜托啦, 那时我的禁忌咯....
以后看到我不要问我讲的问题哦~~~




-END-

vitas

swt...i was accidentally watched today's repeats of AZIO star...
hmm...
now only i know 优客李林 is 林志炫 and 李骥...swt....
and then lin sing vitas' opera2...
GOSH.!!!
i like it.!!
then i go search it on youtube lo..
OMG..
i like this melody..
so much....




-END-

add oil-ing arhz~~

yea...
my maths paper is over~~~
hooray~~~

but orhz...
the exam is just start...
tomorrow still have chemistry paper 3, practical lolz......

then next week have physics practical....
then...OMG...
chem paper 2 and 5.....?!!!!

die.....

add oil add oil la.!!!!!!!!




-END-

曲终人散 - 张宇

又是老歌~~~
但我还没有酱老啦....
xP
今天超级星光大道看到有人唱....
...

"永远".....(?)

"永远"...
'永远' 这个词, 是什么意思呢.?
或许很多人都懂吧, 但, 它又代表着什么呢.?

我觉得, 世上没有东西是可以维持至永远的吧..

友谊.?
哈, 中学时期, 甚至小学时期, 或幼儿时代..
你曾经声称知己的人, 也可以因为一件小事就翻脸吧..
若那时没有人拉低脸认错, 道歉, 那友谊就此告吹...

或许, 也有真正的知己出现过, 在你的人生里..
可能小学就有了,
但, 中学时, 你可能会有新的知己, 小学的可能都没联络了...
上大学时, 又结识了新的朋友, 中学的又少了联络...
然后步入就业群.............

而社会, 更是真心朋友大考验期...
哈哈, 人心难测, 成人心更难测...
没有人会完全明白另一个人的心思, 没有人可以完全看透另一个人的思想....
你最相信的人, 在这时, 反而是最有可能出卖你的人....

爱.?
hmm...
没有人能保证吧...
人, 在追求对方时, 总会对对方保证 "永远..云云.."...
结婚时, 保证一生一世..

但, 现代社会, 离婚率越来越高..
难道他们都没有承诺过吗.?

有,
但人会变...

即使不变, 被你找到了一对厮守到老的初恋情人, 但..
当一方逝世时, 爱, 还存在吗.?
没有人知道, 那只是一种感觉, 谁也说不来...

或许, 现在已没有人在乎什么天长地久, 都只在乎曾经拥有..
那, "永远"也只是形容词...
"曾经拥有"的反义词..

这, 就是现代 "永远" 的存在意义.?

不过呢, 想太多, 没结果....
xD
做人其实简单就好..(?)
开心就好....
不过却也最容易被人骗吧....

hmm....
怎样也是随你喜欢的..
别人也决定不来..
也强逼不来~~~

我也不懂...
也不懂有没有离题....
hmm...




-END-

暗恋 - 陶喆

====================================================

暗戀 - 陶喆

作詞：娃娃
作曲：陶喆/吳慶隆

告訴自己要冷靜
卻又無法不想你
我的懦弱已經開始讓我討厭我自己
是你對我有戒心
還是我沒有自信
可是誰也不能阻止我
我要暗戀你
so lonely
so here I am standing all alone
在某個街頭
有個我在這裡只為你等候
here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有
希望你能瞭解你能夠接受
so lonely
儘管渴望再見你
雖然只是在夢裡
短暫的甜蜜已勝過了一輩子沒有你
就算沒快樂結局
就算從此死了心
我要付出我所有
只要能感動你
我願意
so here I am standing all alone
在某個街頭
有個我在這裡只為你等候
here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有
我要為你怎麼做你才接受
oh~
（怎麼才接受）
我喜歡 我要你 我愛你
（我喜歡 我要你 我愛你）
so here I am standing all alone
在某個街頭
有個我在這裡只為你等候
so here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有
希望你能瞭解你能夠接受我
I am lonely
故事就說到這裡
就算你們再好奇
我想說的都已說完了
其餘是秘密
在那某一個街頭
會流傳某個旋律
那是我在輕輕唱著歌
多愛你就愛你

==========================================================

暗恋...
这是第一首吧..第一首会让我觉得...除了 chorus, 是很好听的.....
是 "除了chorus" 噢...

我也不懂为什么...
就是觉得它的英文...
它的 chorus....
就是有一点不搭...

**我个人觉得啦**...
***如有得罪, 还请包涵呐***

hmm....
better don't write more...
if not..
later his fans or the fans of this song may found this...
then i'll die...
shh~~~~




-END-

sad.....

i asked my mum to wake me up today if they're going to Desa Parkcity...
actually, i just wanna go to the park there..."kid's side(?)"...
that play ground....there're plenty of unique **for me** things i never saw at other park...
but...caused of 'face-c' things....
there still not less people playing there...
so i didn't play there, just walk around...
then go jogging...
**actually i was jogging first, then just went play ground there, then back to jogging area**

then i realised....
OMG.!!!!
i've lost my stamina and my speed.!!!!!!

i think i didn't sport for quite a long time....
it's the only reason i can think of........(?)

i'm a lazy person.....
i can't stick with what i've planned...
so timetable doesn't work on me.....

i said i wanna keep fit....
but i gain my weight...i think....

so..
haiz...

just if i join back those unit beruniform, or what-competition or what la.....
hmm....

haiz...

kay la..
don't know what else to write...better stop here



THE END...(?)

我猜 - 少女系男孩 >> 郭育叡

swt..
it's 我猜我猜我猜猜猜's 人不可貌相 part, and this is one of the participant that day..
swt..
he's a BOY.!!!
but he's ssooo cute...
and this is the first time i put youtube video in here...
hope it work well...
just try, see whether the video will show here or not..
xP

drowning by backstreet boys

==========================================================
DROWNING - Backstreet Boys

Dont pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
I know you've got the power
To make me weak inside
And girl you leave me breathless
But its okay
Cause you are my survival
Now hear me say

I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough

Every time I breathe I take you in
Then my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love
And every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love

Maybe Im a drifter
Maybe not
Cause I have known the saftey
Of floating freely in your arms
I don't need another life line
It's not for me
Cause only you can save me
Oh, can't you see

I cant imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough
(don't seem like long enough yeah)

Cause every time I breathe I take you in
Then my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love
And every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't helo it
Keep me drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
That you know I can't resist
Cause your the air that I breathe

Every time I breathe I take you in
(cause every time I breathe yeah)
Then my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
(baby I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
And every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love

Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love
(drowning)

You've got me drowning
Keep drowning in your love

Baby I can't help it
Can't help it
Can't help it
Oh, no no

Cause ever time I breathe I take you in
(yes I do)
Then my heart beats again
(oh)
Baby I can't help it
(baby I cant help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
And every time I try to rise above
(drowning)
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love
==========================================================

hmm..i like this song since i was still in primary school, i think...
my bro introduce Westlife and Backstreet to me that time..
and they're my favourite western group, and the first group i know....
i think...

but however, i don't know this song name that time..
just realised it's name few months ago when my bro suggest me some songs in youtube...
he's just same as me..
got a bit outdated one...
and likes old songs..

well...not that free now...
wanna watch tv..
xP




THE END..
first..

boring-ing

hmm..so boring...
wanna type something, so keep updating~~~
xD

so wu liao orhz...me...
but i admit im wu liao..
most of the time....

buu baa baa~~

i wanna eat something...but i scare to gain more weight jor....
eat more will keep gaining, but eat less the weight also the same...
no change...

omg...
well...
start my "music blog" ba...
if later i still got this mood.....


END..

movie?

hmm...2012.....?
which movie is that huh?
now, even my piano teacher also talk bout that jor...
swt...

but i haven't watch that before..
hope my dad will buy that dvd someday..
xP

few months ago, i heard from my dad bout those "gossip"..for the end of the world...
i just remember those...what calendar is just until 2012 arr...
erm...
what world war III...
hmm...
don't know la....

just predict 1.....
or "gossip"...
so...
nothing lo...
just write for fun....

but, as everyone knows, that our earth's pollution is getting worst...

news or what always suggest we use our own tupperwear to pack our food, use our own recycle bag when shopping outside, ...
to reduce the uses of plastic bags, or reduce the uses of polystyrene(?)....

but as i know, well, somebody will sure glad to follow this..
however, there will be other people that may feel this is a bit .."bumpkin"(?)....

like those always acting like high-class one......
maybe they're not willing to use that...?
and..i think there are much more people that act like that..than those "normal people"..

hmm...is this worked?
no one knows...
maybe the percentage that uses those things will keep increasing and finally becomes a trend...?
xP
still, nobody knows~~

xP

well, out of topic jor?
as always....
better end here..
before shuo duo cuo duo




THE END

No Title.......?

hmm...
my black-24hrs is over....
but red-24hrs is started...

lolz...
i should study today 1...
but because of that black-24, i didn't start...and lazy jor...
=="
who can help me.?
come forced me to study...
but i also don't like people urge me lolz......

i found my "old diary" the day before yesterday..i used the last few pages as my "rough account book"(?)...
then i found out..i'll bankrupt this year-end...
well, is NEARLY bankrupt...less than RM50...
swt...

lolz...
OMG...
haiz.....
k la, k la....




THE END

nightmare(?) started...

hmm...
it's 21st oct 2009...
my A2 finally start today...
alright, today's paper is maths p4 (applied la), still ok ba..
the 1st/2nd/3rd easiest paper....
but i lost minimum 8 marks in total...
hope i didn't get something wrong in other questions...
then i maybe ..just maybe....can get A ba....
if my maths p3 (pure), is okay also.....
hmm..
don't know le..next wed jiu dong le....
cause maths p3 is on next wed...
=="

hmm...
but i think i better get back into books faster....
since i already wasted much time before this....
that "i want/nid to study jor~~~arrhhhzzz~~~" feel just starts on this sunday...so...
you know la....
exam's here jor but i....
=="

hmm...
think something better..
after this one-month-period, i'm free~~~~
so, just as what 'our zu xian' punya words...
"ku jin gan lai", "chi de ku zhong ku, fang wei ren shang ren", ...
which means, ...well, my english not that good yet (this excuse again..)...so sorry for those don't know what i've write la..
xP
that also bring the meaning like...
since i'll free after this, then i should suffer this month....
aikzz..i don't know la....
blur blur jor...
swt...


k la..





tata..

hoo~~ray~~~~~...?

lolz...
kakaka
kekeke
kkokoko
hahaha
hehehe
huhuhu
hohoho
hihihih
kikikiki
bubububu

nothing la...
just wanna say, my exam is coming...
so im dying...?
nop, but soon..
i think

ka....
no, last nite, i actually not studying..
i've wasting my time on a novel..
<> from jiu ba dao..
OMG....

well, he wrote something bout....
human is "survive" from death....?
everyone that die, no matter how they die, in peace, accident, murder, or else, will "wake up" right after they die, or few minutes after that....

that kind of...."living"......caused the total amount of "alive-death people" **duno how to call**, is finally more than those ..err..."live-human"...?
duno....my english not that good yet...
well...

he just wrote out how the rules changes, what happen around ...normal ppl.....and....A-D ppl.......
from few person's views.......

well...wanna noe the end?
go buy yourself one...
xP
no la, im not sales....

but duno wat to write...
im here actually is to err......
waste my time?
duno, but i'd feel a bit bored with my current past year...
come online awhile...
then get myself a rest...
then can't fall asleep again maybe...caused exam is coming, but im still wasting my time..
so i think i should shut this down.....




THE END..

何谓自找苦吃....?

无聊的我, 尽做些无聊事..

对啦, 就是自找苦吃的那种..

我做了什么.?
就是做中间人..

告诉你哦, 没有能耐的就别做这种蠢事, 但想练你的EQ的, 尽管去做吧..
蛮好的训练来的哦~~

我呢, 就是蛮欠扁的人..
不是有能耐的, 也不是想酱练EQ的, 就只是...
酱讲比较容易明白, 好听就是烂/假好人, 难听就是白痴....

基本上, 我天天被骂的原因, 大概有 70% 是因为......
在我身边的A讲B坏话时, 我会帮B讲一些话, 就算我不是很喜欢B也好...
相反的, 当B讲A坏话时, 我又会傻傻的去帮A讲一些好话, 毕竟没有人是百分百好或坏的嘛...

所以呢, A会不喜欢我, 会误会我对B特好, B也会这样看我, 结果两头不到岸, 赔了夫人又折兵.!!!!

就因为这不懂哪来的怪习惯, 害我这白痴常常自找苦吃.....

但是, 我并不讨厌这怪习惯, 可能也习惯了被人误会, 也习惯了被人骂吧....
=="

而且做人自己开心就好, 何必在乎别人眼光呢.?
总有一天有一个人会明白的吧.?
就算没有人明白也罢, 还是那句, 自己开心, 对得起自己良心就好了.!!!

怪人一个.!!!!




THE END

i'm not ah long

i keep complain-ing in my blog....
but..what else i can do except for complain-ing....?

i'll blog when im happy...or boring...or most probably, sad and disappointed...

when i was small....i think i don't feel anything on you, because i was still a manja kid in kajang..

when im 5~6, i live with you but i go kepong...my kindergarden's there...you're a nice mum i think..

when im 7~12, i still study @ kepong area, desa jaya..you're best mum in the world i know..

when im 13~17, you're a mum that keep controlling me, but all i need in freedom, i enjoy sport, with my friends, snior, and junior, but you don't like 'that kind of' me...you didn't gratz me as i hope you did when i won a medal.....

when im 18~19, you're keep ignoring me, that's all i felt..all i need is your care and attention..but you're ignoring my words, keep remind-ing all my fault...or what....

until now....

why can't you please just try to encourage what im gonna do.?

why are you keep banned my plan or even my dream?

why am i live for?

all i need is not your money, i need your care..

human is not come to the world just to claim something from their parent, parents didn't owe their kids anything and the kids are not ah long or what...
omg...

28.09.09

hmm...
went pasar malam today....
xD
wear till very 'uu way'...
dad and mum went 'auntie kurus' there for their dinner..
brother say he want go pasar malam...so i follow him lo...

ow....we don't have any idea for our dinner, so we walk here and there only..
after we buy some biscuit, that 3 for 5bucks 1.....
i saw KS...
it's the first time i saw her in our housing area, well, in segambut, after secondary school.....
lolz....she make me feel that i'm fat.!!!!!
so i'm kii siao-ing bout keep fit now....

I WANT EVERCISE.!!!

I WANT KEEP FIT.!!!

kay, by the way, i didn't approach them (KW and another 1 girl is there also), 'cause my outlook now TOO 'uu way'...
xP
no face to face them...
so i walk quickily away from there...

alright, i didn't saw them after that...somehow that's good...

when we're going to leave the pasar malam area, back to our house, i saw another 1 quite 'strange' punya face....*in pasar malam*...
'cause long time no see already...and that day is his birthday...
right, that's PG..
and...also....i didn't go say "hi" or "happy birthday" to him, too...
uu way'...
again..
xD



all right, that's all for today...
nitez....




THE END

心の歌 I

hmm...
写了很久的, 今天才post...

##

虽然我说过, 很多很多次了, 一切已成过去, 但, 我依然放不开....


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下雨 - 李宇春

不经意的想起　曾经是一样的天气
下雨天的城市间 还有一样的心情
以为早已忘记　曾经和你的约定
又想起这雨季 呼吸相同空气
不相信　我真的拥有这样的勇气　
不相信　再见一面和这坏的天气
不确定　那一刻我们真的动了心
不曾怀疑　这样的确定
突然之间一场大雨 让我们又回到原地
这天空　还有这雨天的心情
突然之间一场大雨　让我们又回到原地
让时间　停住在这雨天的心情

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那个月里, 我与爸互换手机, 我只放了歌进去, 却没有放照片, 我以为, 可以了...
那电话的收信箱, 没有与你的过去, 我以为, 可以了...
无法预料的日子...

有一天, 忍不住了, 还是和你通信了, 从一无所有的记忆里, 有了一些久违的..回忆...又一如往常, 三~四天, 中断了.....xP
我又再过回平常的日子...一天一天的过...

过了一个月, 爸说让我用那架手机, 我继续用着...用着那只有 1% 她的记忆的手机, 又用了几个月...至于间中我有没有与她联络, 我不记得了, 只知道, 我成功了一半.!!

最近, 把手机坏了(因该蛮久了), 我换回给他, 用回那...有 80% 她的回忆的 W550i....原本, 是没事的, 可那无法更换记忆卡的笨系统, 一直一直一直地提醒着我: 信息箱快爆满啦.!!!
我, 又必须面对与她的对话, 令信息箱爆满的元凶....

"这次, 我, 必须删掉了.!!!"
我对自己说..

我无法直接按 "delete all message", 因为里面还有许多来自其他朋友的祝福, 我只得一一打记号, 把要删除的都打勾勾...

"下定了决心要做的, 就不要再犹豫.!!!"
我再对自己说...

半闭眼下, 名字已向 "确定" 键施了压....


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独家记忆 - 陈小春

作曲：陶昌廷
填詞：易家揚
編曲：Terry Chan
監製：李安修


忘記分開後的第幾天
起喜歡一個人　看下大雨
沒聯絡　孤單就像連鎖反應
想要快樂都沒力氣

雷雨世界像場災難電影
讓現在的我　可憐到底
對不起　誰也沒有時光機器
已經結束的　沒有商量的餘地

我希望你　是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底　不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你　是給我一半的愛情

我喜歡你　是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行　從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你　絕口不提　沒問題

雷雨世界像場災難電影
讓現在的我　可憐到底
對不起　誰也沒有時光機器
已經結束的　沒有商量的餘地

我希望你　是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底　不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你　是給我一半的愛情

我喜歡你　是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行　從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你　絕口不提　沒關系

我希望你　是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底　不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你　是給我一半的愛情
我喜歡你　是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行　從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你　絕口不提　沒限期

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证据, 没了..
藉口, 没了..
什么, 都没了.....吗.?

只剩下, 屡擦不掉的, 深藏脑海海底的记忆了...
这, 是只有我知道的,
我,
的 独家记忆....





th3 3nd...

中学 ♥ 忆 - 我的senior

hmm...

我只记得很像是去.....中华国中吧......又很像不是..

很 fish, 却很爽的........



那次啊, 我记得有去的有 FY, KS, W-T, KW, CH, BP, ...

hmm...

我们要去练 kawad 时, 我托 FY 帮我收手提, 结果取回时, 发现 contact list 多了她的电话号码, 还有生日日期呢.!!
=="

对啦, FY 就是我的其中一个 senior 啦, 那个我刚加入不久, 就拉着我去找别的 senior, 问他们我像不像那个 "wen bin"....
我当然就吓到啦, 无端端被她拉来拉去....xD

他们的答案都一致 "不像啦.!!" 或 "哪里像....."
xD
我原本不懂她讲着谁, 以为是另一个 senior, BP.....
我心想, "一点都不像.!!!"
xP

过后, 应该是过了一年吧, 忘了, 去 bola jaring 的比赛时才知道她讲的 "wen bin" 是谁.....
别一间学校的选手...=="

那次的加入, 让我有一个完全不同的中学生涯....

应该是第一次的 activity 吧, 他们叫我们新加入的这一 badge kawad...
**我最老吧, 我中二了, 在新人的 badge**
休息时, 又一个 senior, SY, 问我喜不喜欢 kawad...
我想都不想 "喜欢啊.!!"
xD
她很像 stunned 了一下, 笑一笑, 点一点头走开了....
xD
**很像还有问多两句, 但我忘了..**

很像是因为她(FY) 觉得我像那个 WB, 所以天天作弄我...=="
所以我也跟她比较熟....
xP

过后呢, 开始比较 active 了, 都是那个 W-T 惹的祸...
xP
所以跟 senior 们合作的机会更多了..
一起练习, 比赛, 参加了很多不同的比赛, 我都超喜欢跟想念的.!!!
有 bola baling, bola jaring, kawad, .....很像不多种类, 但都参加蛮多次的....
xP

跟他们比赛的日子, 是我最快乐的回忆了....
最可惜的, 是我们都没有再联络了...
有也不多....

FY 要出国了, 去 UK, 读书....
KS 又没有再见了, 都遇不到....
其他的更不用说了....

这一篇写太久了, 下一次再继续吧....

加油吧.!!! 各位.!!!!!

友谊万岁.!!!!!!!!!!!





THE END..

中一 ♥ 忆

中一那年, 我还没转校, 就读 SMKTE..
不过呢, 我都没有太多的回忆了...
最记得的, 就是 PL 那个大头鬼了....
跟我最熟的, 我其中一个知己...xD
酱她应该很爽了吧.? 还是死命在打喷嚏呢.?
xP

hmm...我第一个知己呢, 就是小学考入学试后, 跟我妈车回的 YS 了...
当时真的吓坏我了, 无端端有陌生的小孩跟着我妈......**那时候比现在还笨一点嘛**
xD

好了, over 了...现在要谈中学的啦~~~

除此之外呢, 就是学校对面的店了..
有一间卖精品的, 还有卖珍珠奶茶哦~~
另一间呢, 就是文具店, 还有卖一些多数男孩玩的卡牌呢....
我们复印东西/ binding 都是去那间店的...

还有哦, 应该是每逢星期四, 那里都会有 pasar malam 的哦~~~
那个 kebab 很香的~~~~~~我只吃过一次......
有点遗憾呢~~
xD

那边有一间 corner 店我忘了叫什么名字, 它的 logo 很像 M&M 的哦~~
红色的...

hmm....
有几次我都想回小学回忆一下的, 但不知什的, 就是没有胆进门.....xP

我婆婆家很靠近小学跟中学的....
前面还有个大草场呢~~~
那些玩意儿现在都换完了.....
岁月流逝, 一切也渐渐地在改变......
hmm....

我还是比较喜欢以前的东西...
过分念旧的人啊...
xP

中一毕业典礼呢, 他们拍班级照, 我给了钱却没拿到, 那时突然又不懂脱了哪条根, 没有跟班长说, 结果现在没有中一那年, 唯一在 SMKTE 的班级照了.....
唯一遗憾哪.......

after 中一呢, 我就转到了比较靠近我家的 SMKSB 了...
我本人开始在学校里 active 的几年吧....
**本人认为....**

哈哈, 增添~~~~

我记得了哦~~
我还是 pengawas 呢.!!
percubaan 的, 过后没有买到青色校服...
还好哦, 如果买到了, 我看我去 SMKSB 就必须要加入图书管理员了...还要买过一条短裙呢...
SMKTE 的巡查员装哦, 是青衣, 白裙的哦...
SMKSB 的巡查员装呢, 是蓝衣, 深蓝裙..
SMKSB 的图书管理员呢, 就是青衣, 深青裙的哦~~

还有还有, 我中一加入的是 kadet polis 哦.!!!
我超爱的, 但脚伤好了之后, 找不到他们聚会的地方, 就没有去了, 另一个遗憾哪...

P.S. I 我现在也很爱, 可能更爱 pengakap 哦~~
如果可以两个都参加就好了, 但 SB 没有 kadet polis, 有的时候又只给男生参加...herk.!!!!!!!

P.S. II 有 kadet polis 的时候已经是 form4/ 5 了.......=="




THE END..

little...cutie..?

we found a bird under my little saga @ 17-08-09
we took care of it then.....for sure...
he(maybe) can't fly
featherless

then we (me and bro) took it to the nearest vet....@ 18-08-09
the doc said it's ok, just keep feed him....then ok...
then we're planning to buy him the bird food ...and maybe a cage...

but then, he's gone @19-08-09
when i'm just back from school
i just can't found him...
dad say he's gone when i ask him.....
at night, dad said he saw a bird's dead body out there, maybe it's little cutie.....

but then, me and bro still didn't saw that body out there...
don't know where dad saw it...

good luck in your next life ya(maybe), little cutie~~~~
gambate

we all love you actually, why are you leaving...
and, we miss you now.....



THE END..

20-08-2009

piano practical
suck
omg
wth
did stupid-est mistake...
feel like no face to face my teacher.....
==
sorry
everybody.....

simplified ....

11-08-09
kenbara's tayar stole by a/some idiot
which they'll decide to steal a "black city"'s boss car's tayar....
not a cop...

2nd times, blogger got "play" with me again..
maybe it's my network problem......
modem restart when i press "publish post"
with no any saved draft....
omg....

12-08-09
spent more money.!!!!!!!
not on books.!!
i prefer my money spend on whatever-kind of books or CD or DVD or VCD than clothes.!!!!!
==

need to 'use belt' all the time---eat less, then i could spend less.........?
i think i can't, but i'll try....

k, too late now..
i've found two nearly-half-black-moon things below my eyes...
can't stay awake too late at night for few days or even weeks now....

good night~~~






THE END

09-10.08.09

090809
sun

my piano class is replaced yesterday..so i was free today...xD
we reached kajang around 2pm i think..it's quite late.....omg...
well, ah gong still in good condition, i'm glad bout that...xD
i'd spent most of my time in the small room with my cousins and "breaking dawn"..
but then i 'beh tahan' then felt asleep.....
around 4.30pm, i asked my mum to take me to the garden there to learn + playing the skate i bought..
well, i think i get how to play it, it's awesome.!!
but i still can't say i "know" how to play it, 'cause ...it's still not "smooth" enough...
don't know how to say, just.....fun.!!!
xD


10.08.09
mon

i've went to college earlier today, my class starts at 9am, but i arrived there around 7.30am...
to make sure i could get a parking lot nearer to the gate 2 or 3.....
'cause my little saga have...sick, and haven't get out from his hospital, i hope he can get well soon..
he supposed to be back home today night....i'm waiting for you~~~~
xD
the AS result is released today...
i went CIT with maggi to check for it....
and.....T.T"
not my expected result......
worst than that.........
i get d for chemistry, a for mathematics, and c for physics.....
i feel like i'm the stupid-est.....
to get a c for physics....
how can i get a result like that.!!!!!!!
i think i'll resit both chem and phys
although i don't expect too much for chemistry......
there're things to do....
study more if decided to take more paper in A2....
i'll die........
rush.!!!!!!!!!!!
2 more months.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





no games, sports, novels, TVs, psp, ....
but i don't think i could really ignore those favourite act.....
anywhere...
bless me....
THE END......

cont next time when i'm in better mood...

well, i've spent too much from update the previous post, then forget what i wanna write for this post.......

yea, anywhere..
just viewed back an email, bout the blood type anim, they're EXTREMELY cute.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@@"
moreover, i think i'm AB.....
it's quite accurate...well, for me....

just enjoying my corner in a room where others doing their stuff......or else...
scare to get any mistake when driving...........
curi tulang sometimes......

haiz...don't know la...
but it's extremely funny, i promised...
although i saw it for times already....and long time ago....?

then, i checked the email my bro forward-ed....
bout horoscope...
there said i'm what.?
i just can remember the...


well
fine

no mood to blog right now
got a stupid fella think i'll be the best if i'm a nerd
although i'm too free too...
i noe




nite

so.....which, where, and what......?

lately, i've figured out that, to become a pilot or cadet pilot as well...
is not that easy....**lolz...i knew this long time ago**
so, i've decided to take aircraft engineering after my A-level.....

besides for aircraft engineering, psychology also in my list...
but then, if i choose psychology, i'll never have the chance to get back into the ....well, engineering or cadet pilot's field.....or else......

so, the A2 paper is coming..but i still don't know which to choose....

hmm....

yea, as what i said, A2 is coming...
but...guess what.?
i still "goyang-goyang kaki" here...
like holiday soon....
wth....
who can drag me to my books.?
not the novels, but the text, tutorial, notes, past years, ....
for at least, 2 months from now on.?!!!!!!!
i'll call he/she as god.!!!!!
and i can do whateva they want.!!!!!
although i don't think it's ALL...shh~~~

well...i keep watching, eating, sleeping, reading (novels), doing just SOME tutorials, .......
i DID enjoying...didn't i.?
how could i waste my time like this.?!!!!!!
haiz....
just...
GAMBATE nia~~~~~~

alright...i've out of my topic AGAIN...
just wanna say, if i'm going to take aircraft engineering, i don't know where should i go for the course..
moreover, the fees..........
OMG....
can someone help me now.?!!!!!!!
what should i take.?
elec engineering.?
mecha.?
don't know........
after all, i still hope i could have the chance to study what i really want......
==
god bless me.....






TT
END..

broken strings - james morrison & nelly furtado

Broken Strings – James Morrison and Nelly Furtado

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all ok

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie's worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late (too late)

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all ok

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lie's worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before .. yeah

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

lolz...

act, i DID edit and updated this post, but there got some problem when publishing the post, and i've forgot what i wrote, and...i'm lazy......so you know.....just enjoy the lyrics.....xD

If today was your last day - nickelback

i heard this song in astro 705....
i've forgot what that channel's name.....like hitz or else......

that mv is kinda meaningful....
and so i like it....
xD

the lyrics quite long...hope i can remember it in the shortest time....?


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If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback


My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

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that's it....
how if today was your last day.?
just like everyone ask you the questions :
what will you do if you just have 24-hours last.?
who will be the one you want to spend your last hour with.?
how you wanna spend your last minute.?

haiz...don't know....just pretend that there was no grammar mistake in my blog....

anywhere, it's all the similar question.....
4W1H we knew since our...maybe in primary school...?
what, where, when, who, and how.....

so...if someone ask me this question or similar one......
sure my answer changes in time.....
but if can, i sure wanna say :" I don't know"...

xD
wth~~~


kk, my mum's back...
see ya~~




THE END..

bad day >> to mummy...

lolz...
i hate a stupid guy today....
wth....

want i do something for him..k, i'll do it...
then?
show to stupid-est face for me ...
wt.....

he seldom come living room actually, and he come down today...
for assignment...
yea, he is the "prince" in my house...
then...?

we went "jusco" in desa parkcity....
i bought a ..megaminx...? and a photo album, a birthday card for uncle's birthday..., and few things we'll use everyday.....or else...i don't know la, my poor english....
xP

ooh ya, although i got the solution for my 4x4 rubik cube, but i still can't solve it...
omg...

k, back to the fella.....
he used the excuse "i'm rushing for my assignment", then come down stair "overlord" the dining table....but actually is the whole living room....
guess what.?

i stayed in living room almost everyday, enjoy myself there....like imagining there's the biggest karaoke room, my performance stage, watching tv, lying on the whole sofa alone, and so on.....

but today, while i just sang few phrase...the PRINCE said :"i don't like people sing suddenly"..
wth....you don't like then you can go upstair, i don't care.!!!

i sing everyday, why don't you said before.?!
you can't just simply black-ing you face and say like that k.!!!!
wth.....

yes, a bad day....
when we're dining out there, in a restaurant...
there's full of cigaratte smoke smell.!!!
why they can't smell it.?!
i smell till beh tahan, i told my mum, she heard with no further reaction nor action...
so.?
i 暗槌 myself la.!! just sit there lo.....what can i do.?

caused of the smell, i just don't speak, don't joke nor chat.....with a little bit 包青天脸 (black-face..?)..
then my mum suddenly said :"i feel sien when saw her face"....
t***.....
i didn't 'fatt lan zha', didn't score others.....i don't even say a word.!!!!
just "stretch" my finger under the table out of you all's eyesight.!!!!

hey mum, why you just like to call my name when you need someone do something like homeworks or run errand.?
k, this time, you used the reason "your brother's doing assignment"...
how bout last time when i'm rushing my works, and you DID call me up to 3 or more times to do something for you.?!
i told you im busy, but what's your reaction.?
JUST keep calling me after 30 seconds.!!!!!

this is unfair you know.?

everytime he didn't go out with us, you'll always think bout him and keep asking to buy something for him.....
how bout me?
i need you care too.!!!!!!

few days ago when we're in a restaurant at ipoh, i sat beside my brother...just two seat beeside you...and three for him...
when the dishes is placed quite far from US, you just asked whether HE can get it or not, how bout me.?
when i'm asking you to get it for me, you even answered me that..you've forget bout me.....
my heart half-broken....but i know that, you won't know its breaking....

yea, maybe sometimes i did let you felt that i can take care of myself sometimes, but please remember that, NOT all the time...

when my brother done something good that make you satisfied...you praised him...MOST OF THE TIME..
when i did something well, i told you and you did "encourage" me with "smile" on your face...

maybe you didn't notice this...but i wish i could let you know that.....YOU DID THAT....

but i just didn't tell you, do you know why?
caused, everytime....k, most of the time i tell you this kind of ...your reaction....you will SURE said you didn't...and you won't....

why.?

honestly, i don't need the answer.. 'cos i know....there will be no answer from you....never ever.....





hmm....
i don't think there's improvement in my eng language.........
==

end....

after AS......

finally, i perasan bek le....after the AS...
but i juz realise...our lecturer said that....we'll hv another small test in july....?
then trial in august..which is nearly the same time as my practical's exam.....
then finally the A2 in OCT.!!!!!
they're near.!!!!!!!
every time i think of this....i feel stress...but maybe i still in the after-AS-exam-le's mood...
so i still hvn face my note seriously just now...
need study harder and harder and harder le....
but i know, its no used we just keep this phrase around our lips...
I NEED TO STUDY HARD.!!!!!
can't be too relax arhx.!!!!!!!!!!!

kk...back to topic...
that day, after the devil-AS exam is finally over....
we've planned for long time in deciding where to go to celebrate....
there's only 5/6 of us...yy's back already...she didn't take chemistry paper which is in the last day for SN9p and q class...
and another larger + fun-er gang, SN9r class', still got exam in the next day....
but we all don't really got idea bout where to go...
i suggested KL town....which meant sungai wang, low yat, and times square there....
but vanessa can't go....
then...finally...we decided to go....home....
lame.....
but then maggi told me that goh actually want go times square also.....wth......

then...i've went for a hair cut that day....
actually the auntie there was holiday....in every wednesday...but i've forgot bout that...
and that day....i finally cut my "ugly" hair.....which comment-ed by my aunt and mum....
but my mum still keep complained bout that in the second day...
"why you like short hair arhz.?"
"你不短的都不剪啊.?"
wth....
long u complained.....
short you also complained.....
so you wanna cut for me.?
you already controlled more-than-half of my life....
now you wanna control my hair, style, ......also.?
hey, give a little space for me please.....

then....i didn't hang out with friends for the another 2 days of holiday.....if im not mistaken....
i just...keep online-ing......no la, just spent most of my time in youtube watching SOME shows la.....
xD

but i wish i can hang out with them more.....
sorry la guys.....
but i got piano lesson in sat & sun now....
i can't go ..malacca la....

and arhx....
w-t, lc.!!!!!
go badminton arhx.!!!!!!!!!!
or basketball also can.!!!!!!!
i'll find you next week....
this fri and sat i'm not free.....+ forgot le....
xD

k la....
to ALL my friends..
hope our friendship forever la.!!!!!!!!
don't forget me arhx.!!!!




night-2...sweet dre....zzz.......

19+20+21 june 2009

20-06-2009
my uncle is back yesterday.!!!
with aunt, jasmine, and clement.....
xD

we went kajang yesterday night..
my mum keep holding clement in her arms....
he's just few-month-old now.....
so cute~~~
xD

jasmine still the same, full of energy..luckily there still have another child that wont feel tired, yan yan, play with jasmine..izzit every child also like that.?
but i tell you.....i gave up after.....maybe bout an hour..i reached there....
==

they went seremban today afternoon.....i was in my piano-extra class that time...
BYE~~
they went there to celebrate fathers' day...
but they'll back kajang, for sure.....
so....HAPPY FATHERS' DAY~~~ dad and grandpa~~~and all my uncles~~~~

it's too late now....my eye got a bit tired.....
i've updated my friendster profile....finally....
but err....should i create a facebook account.?
all my friends' using facebook now....
if wanna view their photo...need to sign in or sign up......
how arhz.?
but i'm lazy now.....
decide later......

k la...
used my physics lecturer's words...
"its too much for today"....
xD




THE END~~

我希望...

我不讨厌你, 我会尊敬你, 我可以忍你, 可以不反驳你..
但我无法说服我自己, 去接受你的霸道.....
你希望得到我的尊敬, 相对的, 我也渴望你的赞赏.....
但你会得到我的尊敬, 我却得不到你的赞赏..
为什么, 难道都是我的错吗.?
我曾经尽量地迁就你, 曾经压抑自己不反驳你....
但你呢.?
可能你有不经意的称赞我, 但我无法记忆起你的那份心意....
我为你做过的事情, 你只是用嘴角, 敷衍般的道谢....
我稍微对你交代的事情, 怀着开玩笑的语气, 说多了两句...
你就脸黑黑....
你就那么喜欢天黑黑那首歌吗.?
又或者是你不喜欢听我的声音.?
我那么得令你反感吗.?
我尽力的想得到你的偏爱, 却只得到一霎那满足.....
听到你不合逻辑的猜测, 想为哥理论, 却换来你的白眼...
为什么, 你就不能考虑一下我的意见, 客观的想想再下定论.?
我的信用就那么低吗.?
你不可能永远都是对的, 圣人也有错的一天, 你应该考虑别人所有的意见吧.?
我只想让你做个最好的决定, 不会那么容易做出错误的决定, 不会再多一个仇视你的人.....
为什么你就会变得仇视我了呢.?
接受别人的意见有那么难吗.?
承认错误, 总比别人讨厌好吧.?
为什么我反而被你讨厌呢.?
不管我多么的不反驳, 你总会直逼我开口, 你就不能不得寸进尺吗.?
让你, 也让我有个台阶可下, 那不好吗.?
虽然你总会让我不开心, 让我生气, 让我非常不服气想去顶你的嘴, 不尊敬我, 不嘉赏我, 不赞扬我...
但我还是会选择, 不去讨厌你, 尽量不反驳你.......
我还是会尊敬你....
但我希望有一天, 你也会学会尊敬别人.....


包括我....







...我还不饿叻.........

2nd of jun...

lolz...
i'm crazy...
yesterday have the....NS' flashback.....
today think about my last two years in secondary school.....
i miss you all~~~~~~~~
when can we grouped again to play...err....handball, basketball, netball, ..........?
haiz.....

nothing...

yup, i'm crazy...
talk much with my mother....
but NO argue....
walau....
is this the first time.?
don't really know....
=="

lolz...
it's been long time....i didn't sing in the living room....for hours
i think i'm mad.......

time to say.....





bye..

1st of jun~~

kaka...
long time no take photo le...
why?
'cause too ugly le.....
xP

this few days....
don't know why...
suddenly missing those friends and things happened in NS...
aikzz....maybe i too bored....
or maybe i'm too fat.....
in NS camp, no EXAM....just play, eat, sleep, trained *i like this*, sport *and this too*, .....
it's fun.!!

if there was no EXAM in our life...sure our...at least... my life will be better.!!
world may gone crazy....

haiz.....
should i create an account in facebook?
everyone's using...and my mail box keep receiving those mail that ask me to sign up to view my friends' profile...and bla-3.....

haiz...
nothing to write....
astro suddenly can't open le...
no tv, no movie, no series............

oh ya...today i went 1U...
alone...
bought a metronomes......
very expensive...oh my gosh....
157 bucks.!!!
but that one paid by card....
then i paid back my mum 50 bucks...
so, for me, that metronomes costs 50 bucks...only...

then, before i bought that, i roam the popular.......
i saw the Airman....or wat...i forgot the name...20% discount....
it's the 4th or 5th times i saw that book.....and.....at last...i took it...
*still feel strange to my english....
before i reached the counter...i saw another book...by Dan Brown.....titled Da Vincci Code....
yup.. it is famous....but i haven't read...so was the movie......
then i bought both the novels.....
xP
costs 62 bucks...in total....walau....
sam tong.......

so....i spent 112 bucks today......
haiz...........
need to save more for my next spend....
poor english....better end earlier to prevent more mistake in this post....
=="





THE END....
again and again~~

the two singer i searched recently..

don't know why...
i've searched for a song named "love story" by Taylor Swift..
wow...not bad...xD
i like it..

and today, i searched for her songs...
she's awesome...wrote good songs...and beautiful..
xD
talented...xD
the way she sing is also.....amazing...

just take McD's : I'm lov' it~~~

xD


btw, there also a singer named "zhang yun jing" in taiwan..
won the competition "super idol"..

in my opinion, her singing technique is not that good but not bad too..
but her appearance quite good~~
i like her appearance...
admire-ing~~~
xD




that's all for today...
THE END..

what i did today....

there're 3 more paper left..
begins on the next two weeks' monday..

it's the night of thursday...
totally no idea of how i spent the whole day today..
just wasted...

i've slept, ate, reading novel....and now online-ing...

although it is good when there are holidays...
but we'll easily feel lazy and waste our time till there're still 2/3 days remains....
==

and err..
don't know what to write...
as a result, i come here today is to waste my time..
xD





the end..

i met you..finally

finally, i met you yesterday...
no other reasons, just promised, so i went there....*izzit?

honestly, if i'm not standing there, waiting for you coming out, i may not recognize you..
==

yea, long time no see, huh..
xP

as you know, i'm not that..pro...in chatting...i mean, face-to-face conversation...
so, actually we just laughing all the time...
==

err...don't know...
maybe we better just sms..than meet..
seems more comfortable..
or..just hang out with more people..

mm...
anywhere, i'm glad to see you again..
don't know what else can i write...

hope that, just keep in touch...
AND, i hope i'm not the one to find you...again...
why me.?
==

i tried, i've been put my mobile phone away for a long time...as a result..
yup, you didn't find me...neither i..sure i am, 'cause i've put it away...

there are still many things in my heart that i hope i can wrote it all out, but...
my hand ask my brain don't......
and finally, my hand win....
==

so err....





have a good day..
THE END..

fly-dream-sky....

i wanna touch the sky...

from scientific angle(?)..
it's impossible...
coz.....there's nothing i can touch......in the sky...

i wanna dive into the sea...
where.?
i don't know but i ....
just wanna have a try.....?
xD

i wanna climb....a mountain..
because..
i never tried before...
sounds nice....?

i wanna sing...
sing out loud....
in a forest...
but i scare i'll meet.......spirits.....
caused i've make a lot of noise.........?

i wanna cry..
it's too horrible...
for anythings
everyday...

i wanna play
everything i can play
and everything i can learn
and expert on it...

i wanna eat...
all delicious foods
for every country..
around the world..

i wanna scream..
on top of a mountain
which have a nice view
just after the sunrise....

i wanna try..
everythings..
a new haircut, a new style...
any sports, any activities...

i wanna...
i wanna....
....
i have thousands..or even millions wants....

but...

i wanna fly..
fly up high...
it's not a joke..
i always hope there is a chance, for me....
to fly, with my own....

not buying an air ticket, and sitting on the seat, waiting for the plane to depart.....

it's just my dream...

but,
i'll try my best
to let it come true...






sky.......
please,
wait for me..

wasting my time...

i HATE exam...
but i LIKE to learn something new..

maybe i CANT did my best when applying something i know in real life..
but that DOESNT mean i dont know..

i have my point and you have your own point when argue-ing....
why dont i try to consider your point and vice versa.?
please DONT expect your point is always right.....

everytime you fall, DONT give up...
keep trying to find the way out.!!




haiz...
my brain can't "turn" edi...
xD




end

lol.......wth

thng..............
why she must be like that....
everytime, when i'm in err...quite good d mood.....
she must say something to ......

that's MY result....not hers....
but guess what....
she thought i WON'T felt sad when i get a bad exam result....
for her....we DON'T care bout our result.!!
wth....

it's my exam, it's my result and the 1 studying is me....but her point is...
the one who paid the fees is she.............
d***

im worrying my result, AS is coming.....it's just one month left.....
what can i do.?
keep studying without any other activities.?
NO.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why
for most of the parents......
why we must keep studying...?
for your face.?
to..."waste" your money.?
or as what you said......
for our own good.?

if it's for our own good.........
government also stated, we should care bout sport, activities beside of study........

for me, i just hope that i .......
nothing..
it's ok...
i shouldn't blaim..i know....
but i just.....


sorry.....






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