i'm not ah long

i keep complain-ing in my blog....
but..what else i can do except for complain-ing....?

i'll blog when im happy...or boring...or most probably, sad and disappointed...

when i was small....i think i don't feel anything on you, because i was still a manja kid in kajang..

when im 5~6, i live with you but i go kepong...my kindergarden's there...you're a nice mum i think..

when im 7~12, i still study @ kepong area, desa jaya..you're best mum in the world i know..

when im 13~17, you're a mum that keep controlling me, but all i need in freedom, i enjoy sport, with my friends, snior, and junior, but you don't like 'that kind of' me...you didn't gratz me as i hope you did when i won a medal.....

when im 18~19, you're keep ignoring me, that's all i felt..all i need is your care and attention..but you're ignoring my words, keep remind-ing all my fault...or what....

until now....

why can't you please just try to encourage what im gonna do.?

why are you keep banned my plan or even my dream?

why am i live for?

all i need is not your money, i need your care..

human is not come to the world just to claim something from their parent, parents didn't owe their kids anything and the kids are not ah long or what...
omg...