mix and match..

i'm just so bored with my current life...what a stupid life is this.?
wake up early morning everyday, this is still ok..
back late, i.e. 7pm, still not a problem..

but what about, all alone in the class?
alright, i'm used to it now..almost..
but... those group assignment things, group work....
how come my groupmate is just so hard to contact?
headache-ing............=="

hmm...oh well, i can feel that i'm started to get more and more weird + fake..
how come?
i almost can't stand myself...
so stupid....
wth............

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how to study?
how to revised?
how come everytime i think i got what the lecturer teach, but then i still don't know how to solve the tutorial questions or keep get wrong answer?

the thermodynamics is just more ...cham...
i wanna start to study it by myself, since i totally don't get what the lecturer taught..
but i can't even understand his notes...do you ever saw a lecturer's so-called-note full with the way to prove a formula without even ONE example, nor words that explain when and why, in which condition we got to use which formula, why we need to know that, what we should know, and bla bla bla~......

is that still can counted as a NOTE?
wth...

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it's not a bad day, but not so good to be a good day...too
what should i do? no napping time since i'm just keep online-ing, searching for some useful info but failed with google search.!!!
proved google is not 万能..LoLz....

i said i gonna start my revision on my statics but i haven't, tonight.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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last, but not least, since my eye is tired now...

good luck, everyone including, me...


-wei-

p.s. i think i really got lost...i can't see my future, can't even imagine it..
someone help please? ....................

time..

wow...feel like i'm just got lack of time.....

need time for doing my tutorials..
need time for my assignments...
need time for revise + study + prepare for tests...
need time for REST.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=="


-wei-

W words.......(?)

i am just wondering....

why we were born?

what we live for?

what's the point to study, to work, to learn new things.....?

why should we spent ssoooo much time on things we're not really interested?

why can't we always get what we want tho we'd try our best on it?

why there always people that can get something very easily but they're not appreciate it?

why we do not satisfy with what we already have?

why we always need 'chances' for everything we want?

why must they set some requirement for job but they're not interview all of those who satisfy the requirements and conditions..?

or just.....me, I, that always don't have the lucks in getting their eyes on me, on my letter, ...

wondering............




-wei-

dream..

i just can remember that, i've had a nice dream....
but i think it's not a sweet dream, or happy ending dream....
but i think i like it....

the prob is...i couldn't remember the dream as clear as it is...O_O"
almost forgot when i'm awake....@____@"

xD

but i know i like it........


-wei-

my saturday....

well, i've had an exam on the last saturday, 17th july 2010..and yes, it's the same date as the bon odori held in shah alam...

the math for eng test is...OMG.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how come i don't know + did wrong for the questions.?!!!!!!
My Gosh.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm just quite..confident in that subject but came out.........
wth....T___________T"

guess i spent too much time online.....
stopped it, stupid...
get your head back to your books and notes.!!!

this is just spoilt my mood for the coming plan for that day..
the Bon Odori~!!!

but....guess what?
after i fetched miss Sheena up, she's just...=="
make me laugh all the way till jing's house..
well, she make the laughter the whole trip till shah alam~~!!
xD

there'll be no "moody" word is alive in the present of them, my best old friends~^^"

and, and, and~~~!!!
i didn't got lost that day and that's my very first time drive to shah alam~xD
that's really made my day~^^"
and the way back too..xDD
thanks to my "house's encyclopedia"~^^"

tho we didn't bought much foods there, just 2 ice-kacang-type de ice, with the junk foods brought by sean, i enjoyed this "trip" so much too~
xD

hope you guys did enjoy it~~
i promise i'll go earlier next time~!!! *if i can*
xP



-wei-

20100702 超級星光大道 13.曾沛慈 魏如昀:好久不見

nice nice nice~~~love them ssoooo much~^^"

what i love/ like...

all this is, some of my feeling right now, i got no idea where they came from, but i just wanna write them out..
if you don't have the time, or the mood, for a long long long passage, just ignore it..thanks....



well,

i like the sky
i like the colour
i like the freedom feel

i like the wind
i like the comfortable

i like the water
i like the coolness

i like the winter
i like the views
i like the snow

i like the songs
i like the melody
i like the touching
i like the story

i like the sports
i like the sense of accomplishment

i like the challenges
i like the process
i like the results

i like....i like...i like.....

sometimes, i like to be surrounded..
sometimes, i like to be alone..

everytime when i'm alone, i missed the moment i'm surrounded by my best friends..
everytime when i'd been surrounded by my best friends, i'm glad....

i....i.....i like.............

i like to talk nonsense, when i'm with my best friends..
i like to talk more, when everyone is quiet *when we're in a group*..
i like to keep quiet, when i feel not comfortable..

i like to be a minor character, when there is a leader..
i will be a speaker, when nobody is the leader, tho i'm not willing to.. *but this one i dun guarantee i like it*

i like to join friends' outgoing, when situation is allowed..
i like to do my own thing, when i'm lazy..

i like to stay in my own room:
- when i'm moody
- when i'm lost
- when i need any supports

i like to....i...i like to.............
i would really like to bring my brain to everywhere i am, and everytime i talk to someone...
*where the "someone" can really be anyone*

i like to sit in the corner when all people surround me is strangers
i like to have my own small little corner in every places, every situations...

sometimes, i like to have others' focus on me..
sometimes, i like to avoid everyone around me..

sometimes, i like to prepare my own meal..
sometimes, i like to be a pig..
sometimes, i like to sit and wait..
sometimes, i like to reject any offers that comes to me...
sometimes, i like to have someone lend their hands for me..

that's all for today..



-zeno.wei-

Uni life...

it's started to let us feel the stress more clearly now....
- all assignments, courseworks, tutorials, lab, reports, .....

started to feel tired....
- feel sleepy all the time, feel like wanna lay back on the back right after the alarm is off..
- not willing but have to wake up after 5 but before 6am everyday to make sure there's a parking lot..
- odd week's timetable: i'll just be feel free-er from thursday

started to get bored..
- why must we all in the same group for every assignments and group work? *for tat guy onnly..duno why i gt no good impression on him*
- why i'll be alone always?

started to hope for more time..
- feel like not enough time for everything...especially my piano....average: back at evening time everyday *for odd weeks*, and 'rush' for U works at night..no time for piano...(?)
- i need activities, but no time~!!!
- i need something to distract me from the course at least for just 2hrs per weeks?! *except for facebook, i need outdoor activities....@___@"*

why am i hard to mix around with my other classmate while they seems like just having so much fun there?

why why why~????

why i'm just ssoooooo......__________<


-wei-

recently...

well, my blog is die RECENTLY....

heard few wedding ..anouncements RECENTLY..

i start /+ pass-up the very-first-assignment in my life RECENTLY...

knowing more people in my course RECENTLY....

getting more sampat RECENTLY.....

starts my sleep-earlier-wake-up-much-more-earlier routine RECENTLY...

any else?

getting headache in my course works, lecturers, notes and tests RECENTLY.....

and this is the post for a blog titled "recently".....lolz
wasting people's time..swt

well, i mean no harm...O_O"

i started my first-ever-guitar lesson today as well, tho not as piano class that formal in a rented place nor the house of the teacher....but i'm having fun~~^^"

for the end...

i'm sort of missing you RECENTLY.......




-wei-