swt....

my piano lesson this week is....OMG-ly bad....
how can i play till as worst as like tat arhz?
T____T"

disappointed....i know my teacher is disappointed too.....haiz....
when i say 'i got not enough time to practice', i know it's an excuse....if i wanna practice, sure i got time, but im lazy only......

....
........

really can't stand this.....gambate nia.!!!!!!!!
>"<


-z-wei-

18-19 june 2010 >> genting trip

yea~~~summary here:
xP

lazy to type as long as last time....xDD

i have had fun with my cousin on friday night~^^"
sponsor by mum, and crazy enough jor~~~xDD

we almost spent all the credit on basketball machine...xP
the highest scores on that night >> around 330points...i can't remember well...xP

it's sssooooo fun~maybe caused im too bored in U..then finally i crazy for the whole night..
spending money, sweating in cold weather there, and so on...xP

but as you know, we shouldn't be spend ssoooo much money in this right?
so i promised this is the last for me...xP
^^"

thanks for crazy with me, peng-2~~xD
and yan-2.....xPP


-wei-

twilight saga - eclipse..

well, no photo..xP

i not yet watch the "New Moon", which is the 2nd in twilight saga...O_O
and this movie, "Eclipse" will be in cinema on 30th june if not mistaken..should i watch then?
@_@"

xPP

and the Harry Potter.!!!!
the 6th year's "HP and the Half Blood Prince".!!!!
i haven't watch also.!!!!
arhz~~~~~
T____T"

-wei-


p.s. starting to feel there're many, many things waiting for me to do now...print those notes, documents, practice, ...........O_O"

gambate arhz~~~.!!!!

what i want?

i was thinking.........but i'm still thinking, by the way.....

what should i do?
what i really want?
why am i taking ME?

then suddenly remember.....i took ME, just becaused the requirement for the job aircraft engineer included ME....

but, why i wanna be an aircraft engineer?

hmm....maybe it's because this job is nearer to aeroplane i think....

and that time, when the airlines need cadet pilot, maybe my chance will be bigger....
but now i think of my age...

when i done my bachelor, lets assume i got no failed, no re-sit, i'll be 24yo...then if i get myself a job for airlines successfully, will there be another 2~3yrs for the contract *if got*..?
walau~~then i'll be no longer fits the requirement izzit?
O_O

hmm...then i was thinking....why don't i just try to be the flight attendant.??
then i think of my outlook...........
=___________="" <
my mum say:" why don't you just go and have a try?"
me:"..........don't know, i'll go if there're someone go with me......"

mum:" no need look for others to accompany you there d la~you should go alone somehow...."
me:"but interview need wear formal........"

mum:"go buy la~"
me:"........."

haiz.......
not bout the formal or what la.....
just.....feel weird if really wanna go alone.....is there anyone free to accompany me if i really wanna go?
if there are, they won't saw this passage too....xD
except for THAT ONE, i think....xP

to THAT ONE:" ei~~~~~stp baka detsu~~~~~~~~wanna go?"
xDDDDD

p.s. nt the um punya, of coz....xP

but i think THAT ONE nt on9-ing thoo.....

btw, my course is still fine, till now *the first week only la...xP*, but the parking is suck....=="



-wei-

zeno-wei

well....i'd used this name ssoooo frequent....

zeno-wei

why i use a name that just like the combination of two names: zeno, and wei?
i got no idea, if still wanna say, i think this is becaused,
when i just discovered the "zeno" from a magazine i think, i've found that one of my secondary senior is using that nickname as well..and so...i'm thinking another nice nickname for myself..
but still......well..

then i finally choose the second word in my full name, "wei", maybe caused i think this is quite cool..although i think when there're anyone calling me this name outside, he/she will be just like calling anyone there..LOLx

and at the end, i got no idea bout any other nice nickname to be used, i choose to combine them first, until i get myself another one.....


-zeno & wei-

p.s. shhhh~~don't tell anyone~~~~!! xP
xD

水瓶座(?) 的我...

==================================================================
可惜我是水瓶座 - 杨千嬅

原来你这样珍惜我
从前在热恋中都未听讲过
别说这种行货哪里留得住我
到底是为什么分手你很清楚

如可笨到底但到底还是我
谁人待我好待我差太清楚
想继续装傻却又无力受折磨
心里羡慕那些人
盲目到不计后果

我就回去别引出我泪水
尤其明知水瓶座最爱是流泪
若然道别是下一句
可以闭上了你的嘴
无谓再会要是再会更加心碎

要是回去没有止痛药水
拿来长岛冰茶换我半晚安睡
十年后或现在失去
反正到最尾也唏嘘
够绝情我都赶我自己出去

犹如最结实的堡垒
原来在逐点崩溃逐点粉碎
极固执的如我也会捱不下去
每天扮著幸福始终有些心虚

如可笨到底但到底还是我
谁人待我好待我差太清楚
想继续装傻却又无力受折磨
心里羡慕有些人
盲目到不计后果

我就回去别引出我泪水
尤其明知水瓶座最爱是流泪
若然道别是下一句
可以闭上了你的嘴
无谓再会要是再会更加心碎

要是回去没有止痛药水
拿来长岛冰茶换我半晚安睡
十年后或现在失去
反正到最尾也唏嘘
够绝情我都赶我自己出去

===================================================================

我记得我第一次听到这首歌时, 我就爱上了它..
是因为......这是给水瓶座的歌吧~~?
xD

我想我那时最爱的, 应该就是 "尤其明知水瓶座最爱是流泪"..
我想大部分认识我的人大概都会觉得我....不容易哭...吧.?
但是, 不知道叻..就觉得这首歌蛮适合我的...

还有另一段, "犹如最结实的堡垒 原来在逐点崩溃逐点粉碎".....

每个人都有弱点吧, 不管那个人平时看起来是多么的...刚强?...还是应该说坚强....=="
什么 "我不会哭", 都是假的...

别人, 刚认识我, 或不认识我的人, 应该都会觉得我蛮....酷的吧?
不是赞美自己的那种, 是很难相处那一类..
但一切都是伪装....?
一种潜意识里不想与人混太近的自我保护.....?
我也不是很清楚...

但是, 我清楚知道一个人独处时,
大家兴高采烈在交谈, 只有你一个人坐在旁边看, 搭不了话,
大家自然而然就座时, 不善交谈的你一个人坐在角落时,
那种寂寞, 孤独, 与被遗忘的感觉...

我都知道...不善于交际, 习惯沉默, 其实也不是一件好事..

小学毕业后, 我照常过着我一贯的生活...
中学转校时, 我清楚知道我有两个知己..
中学毕业时, 我多了一个小学认识的知己，与一个无所不谈的知心好友...

朋友呢?
我有很多...

有一天, 与妈妈的言论中, 她发现了一点我自己也没有发现的重点:
你的好朋友呢?

我想开口回答时, 我犹豫了...

是的, 我有很多的朋友, 也可以是好朋友..
因为我不会只呆在一个朋友之间组成的 "小组", 我都跑来跑去, 哪里都可以的 "无组论"...
可是, 小组间的良辰知己要出外旅行时, 有特别节目时, 很少会有想到我的, 都是他们小组里的"定期会员"..

所以, 我犹豫了......

"为什么我当初不好好呆在一个小组里", 我开始问自己...
没错, 我现在是有很多的 "朋友", 也认识很多人, 却没有几个是可以谈心的...
如果没有刻意去找他们, 他们也不会想到我, 来找我聊天....

我到头来只有 "我认识很多人" 这短短的, 没有意义的六个字....

当我独处时, 这些全都会很自然的浮现在我脑海里, 把我那不比拳头大的脑袋都塞得满满的...
我都会有想哭的冲动.....
我不比外表看得到的那样刚强, 我不需要那虚伪的, 没有意义的 "朋友" 两个字, 我需要的, 是真正值得我关心, 也会主动关心我的知心朋友...

没错, 我害怕的, 是孤独, 虽然我从来都没有对任何人说过...
没错, 我的确说过, 我习惯孤独, 但是习惯, 不代表喜欢..
没错, 我承认过, 我喜欢一个人, 但不是有人可以陪我的时候....
没错, 我说过许多许多, 但, 不代表那全部都是我真心想要的....


-wei-