after AS......

finally, i perasan bek le....after the AS...
but i juz realise...our lecturer said that....we'll hv another small test in july....?
then trial in august..which is nearly the same time as my practical's exam.....
then finally the A2 in OCT.!!!!!
they're near.!!!!!!!
every time i think of this....i feel stress...but maybe i still in the after-AS-exam-le's mood...
so i still hvn face my note seriously just now...
need study harder and harder and harder le....
but i know, its no used we just keep this phrase around our lips...
I NEED TO STUDY HARD.!!!!!
can't be too relax arhx.!!!!!!!!!!!

kk...back to topic...
that day, after the devil-AS exam is finally over....
we've planned for long time in deciding where to go to celebrate....
there's only 5/6 of us...yy's back already...she didn't take chemistry paper which is in the last day for SN9p and q class...
and another larger + fun-er gang, SN9r class', still got exam in the next day....
but we all don't really got idea bout where to go...
i suggested KL town....which meant sungai wang, low yat, and times square there....
but vanessa can't go....
then...finally...we decided to go....home....
lame.....
but then maggi told me that goh actually want go times square also.....wth......

then...i've went for a hair cut that day....
actually the auntie there was holiday....in every wednesday...but i've forgot bout that...
and that day....i finally cut my "ugly" hair.....which comment-ed by my aunt and mum....
but my mum still keep complained bout that in the second day...
"why you like short hair arhz.?"
"你不短的都不剪啊.?"
wth....
long u complained.....
short you also complained.....
so you wanna cut for me.?
you already controlled more-than-half of my life....
now you wanna control my hair, style, ......also.?
hey, give a little space for me please.....

then....i didn't hang out with friends for the another 2 days of holiday.....if im not mistaken....
i just...keep online-ing......no la, just spent most of my time in youtube watching SOME shows la.....
xD

but i wish i can hang out with them more.....
sorry la guys.....
but i got piano lesson in sat & sun now....
i can't go ..malacca la....

and arhx....
w-t, lc.!!!!!
go badminton arhx.!!!!!!!!!!
or basketball also can.!!!!!!!
i'll find you next week....
this fri and sat i'm not free.....+ forgot le....
xD

k la....
to ALL my friends..
hope our friendship forever la.!!!!!!!!
don't forget me arhx.!!!!




night-2...sweet dre....zzz.......

19+20+21 june 2009

20-06-2009
my uncle is back yesterday.!!!
with aunt, jasmine, and clement.....
xD

we went kajang yesterday night..
my mum keep holding clement in her arms....
he's just few-month-old now.....
so cute~~~
xD

jasmine still the same, full of energy..luckily there still have another child that wont feel tired, yan yan, play with jasmine..izzit every child also like that.?
but i tell you.....i gave up after.....maybe bout an hour..i reached there....
==

they went seremban today afternoon.....i was in my piano-extra class that time...
BYE~~
they went there to celebrate fathers' day...
but they'll back kajang, for sure.....
so....HAPPY FATHERS' DAY~~~ dad and grandpa~~~and all my uncles~~~~

it's too late now....my eye got a bit tired.....
i've updated my friendster profile....finally....
but err....should i create a facebook account.?
all my friends' using facebook now....
if wanna view their photo...need to sign in or sign up......
how arhz.?
but i'm lazy now.....
decide later......

k la...
used my physics lecturer's words...
"its too much for today"....
xD




THE END~~

我希望...

我不讨厌你, 我会尊敬你, 我可以忍你, 可以不反驳你..
但我无法说服我自己, 去接受你的霸道.....
你希望得到我的尊敬, 相对的, 我也渴望你的赞赏.....
但你会得到我的尊敬, 我却得不到你的赞赏..
为什么, 难道都是我的错吗.?
我曾经尽量地迁就你, 曾经压抑自己不反驳你....
但你呢.?
可能你有不经意的称赞我, 但我无法记忆起你的那份心意....
我为你做过的事情, 你只是用嘴角, 敷衍般的道谢....
我稍微对你交代的事情, 怀着开玩笑的语气, 说多了两句...
你就脸黑黑....
你就那么喜欢天黑黑那首歌吗.?
又或者是你不喜欢听我的声音.?
我那么得令你反感吗.?
我尽力的想得到你的偏爱, 却只得到一霎那满足.....
听到你不合逻辑的猜测, 想为哥理论, 却换来你的白眼...
为什么, 你就不能考虑一下我的意见, 客观的想想再下定论.?
我的信用就那么低吗.?
你不可能永远都是对的, 圣人也有错的一天, 你应该考虑别人所有的意见吧.?
我只想让你做个最好的决定, 不会那么容易做出错误的决定, 不会再多一个仇视你的人.....
为什么你就会变得仇视我了呢.?
接受别人的意见有那么难吗.?
承认错误, 总比别人讨厌好吧.?
为什么我反而被你讨厌呢.?
不管我多么的不反驳, 你总会直逼我开口, 你就不能不得寸进尺吗.?
让你, 也让我有个台阶可下, 那不好吗.?
虽然你总会让我不开心, 让我生气, 让我非常不服气想去顶你的嘴, 不尊敬我, 不嘉赏我, 不赞扬我...
但我还是会选择, 不去讨厌你, 尽量不反驳你.......
我还是会尊敬你....
但我希望有一天, 你也会学会尊敬别人.....


包括我....







...我还不饿叻.........

2nd of jun...

lolz...
i'm crazy...
yesterday have the....NS' flashback.....
today think about my last two years in secondary school.....
i miss you all~~~~~~~~
when can we grouped again to play...err....handball, basketball, netball, ..........?
haiz.....

nothing...

yup, i'm crazy...
talk much with my mother....
but NO argue....
walau....
is this the first time.?
don't really know....
=="

lolz...
it's been long time....i didn't sing in the living room....for hours
i think i'm mad.......

time to say.....





bye..

1st of jun~~

kaka...
long time no take photo le...
why?
'cause too ugly le.....
xP

this few days....
don't know why...
suddenly missing those friends and things happened in NS...
aikzz....maybe i too bored....
or maybe i'm too fat.....
in NS camp, no EXAM....just play, eat, sleep, trained *i like this*, sport *and this too*, .....
it's fun.!!

if there was no EXAM in our life...sure our...at least... my life will be better.!!
world may gone crazy....

haiz.....
should i create an account in facebook?
everyone's using...and my mail box keep receiving those mail that ask me to sign up to view my friends' profile...and bla-3.....

haiz...
nothing to write....
astro suddenly can't open le...
no tv, no movie, no series............

oh ya...today i went 1U...
alone...
bought a metronomes......
very expensive...oh my gosh....
157 bucks.!!!
but that one paid by card....
then i paid back my mum 50 bucks...
so, for me, that metronomes costs 50 bucks...only...

then, before i bought that, i roam the popular.......
i saw the Airman....or wat...i forgot the name...20% discount....
it's the 4th or 5th times i saw that book.....and.....at last...i took it...
*still feel strange to my english....
before i reached the counter...i saw another book...by Dan Brown.....titled Da Vincci Code....
yup.. it is famous....but i haven't read...so was the movie......
then i bought both the novels.....
xP
costs 62 bucks...in total....walau....
sam tong.......

so....i spent 112 bucks today......
haiz...........
need to save more for my next spend....
poor english....better end earlier to prevent more mistake in this post....
=="





THE END....
again and again~~