First Love - Utada Hikaru lyrics...

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doku ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kito naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too

Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever

Translation:
our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

Note: The translation might not be fully correct.

to my beloved uncle..

miss my uncle lately...
he stay at US with his family now....
long time no see them le...that's why i miss him....


beside of this, my mum said something that make me think of him actually..

my bro is going to UK end of this month, for his degree cert...
it takes only 3 months..

then my mum say she's not that rest assured(?) although it's only 3 months...
then she say, that time they're planing and discussing whether wanna send me to US for my degree courses or not, and i stay in M'sia still...finally...
she lagi berat hati.....lolz

and this remind me what my mum said last time...
she said:" actually your uncle hope you can study there, because when you're there, we're connected, at least, for we two family....

"lets see, if i'm not going there, or anyone else in our family, all of us is here but my uncle 4-members family is the only one at oversea....

"he can call us once a week or more, but we're not going US that ofthen for sure, the air tickets is expensive, the phone call to oversea is expensive, and so on...

"which means, we might getting far and far away, not the distance we can counted, but the connection within our heart, our blood..."

alright, the last one is i added in de....but it's true waat..
don't you think so.?

if one of us is there, maybe the one's family members will plan to go there more often, for their children, for their brother......

but right now, just they're there, when he ask us to go there, we need to plan...well, those parent, and those got job....need to ask for holidays, and more....

but if...like ..i'm there, my mum will plan to go there as often as she can whenever she wants to, no matter how much holiday leaves she left....izzit?

i think, "yes"..

and the most important thing, he did care me sssooooo much since i was a baby....
i always thinking like....what can i do to......you know? erm..just like...respond his loves to me...
and, i still get these worst academic result...
WTH.............
i hate myself for this....

disappointed my parent, my uncle, and myself.!!!!!!!!!
WTH.!!!!!!!!!!!

and, what i wanna say is...
"sorry", and
"i love you guys~~~~"
"i'll try my best in everything and trust me please although i said this manytimes before but i never did it...or never make it for.......well...i never.....坚持...but, i will try...no matter for how manytimes...."

"GAMBATE.!!!!!!!!!!!"




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随心...

hmm....
该说什么呢?
我也不晓得..
就是突然向上来type几个字....

昨天, 跟某人的谈话中, 明明就是在谈他的事情, 但我却想到了我的情形...=="
也不算情形啦, 就是回忆而已....

hmm...
不懂他们怎样了...
好想念他们哦~~
O_O

*加个 "们" 给该看到的人看**
LOLxx

xPP



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new shirts~~~

yea~~~
bought new shirts finally~~~~
after so so sssoooooo long time~~
O_O
^____^

both from romp...
actually i saw another one quite nice~
but i didn't buy...
@__@

this time they got many nice d shirts n t-shirts~~~
^^"

but...no money...xDD
xPP




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<绑匪> 首映礼..

SB 拿到了<绑匪>首映礼的票, 但他们一家人要上云顶, 所以给了我跟我哥...
去pavilion..

we reached there around 8pm and i thought it's almost 9
**that movie start at 9pm**

then...we siao siao stand there for awhile then walked away..
and this is the first time i went for a movie's premiere..

before we going back into the shopping mall....*away from the GSC area la*

i saw 08ASQ d 冠军得主...lolz

then we back into the shopping area wasting our time..lol

we back to the GSC area around 8.30pm
but then my bro wanna go toilet AGAIN...thinking what he ate..=="
how can he rush for toilet for ssooo many times a day while i'm not...although we ate the same foods....or what...=="

still...the light bulb which will show us whether we enter the hall yet or not... is not yet light-up-ed....xP

then i'm waiting and waiting and waiting...for my bro and the light....while the guard say we can enter around 8.45pm but we kept on waiting although it's already 8.50pm.....

ow ya...when i'm waiting outside for my bro, i saw one of the myfm DJ.....hmm..
then i was thinking...izzit we'll watch the premiere in the same hall with them?

and the answer: NO

=="
quite disappointed actually....but.....okay waatt~~~
xDD

then..the light bulb is finally light-up-ed...and the movie is...not bad...
is good....
and arr........my bro is clapping his hand too although nobody clapped after him....
after the movie, there's a game period
just one.....and when they asking for those birthday on may...i went toilet since my bro is back and i'm born on feb....

then when i'm back from toilet, i realised there got one person's birthday on feb...
my bro said they asked for those birthday on jan and feb after that...=="

i want tat pillow.....for mother's day present d arhz~~~~
T_____T missed it...xPP

or the T-shirt....since i didn't bought any new shirt since the end of 2009.....
hmm.....i think i really didn't buy any new shirt for 2010 new year.....till now...
sad.........

alright...don't know where am i now....hmm.....
okay...well...,
the movie is really not bad....it worth your tickets
^^"

okay...i'm starting to write nonsences things + don't know what to write + digress-ing (?)

nitez...




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对与错。。。

我们常常听说的, 尤其是父母小时候对我们说的：" 你这样做是错的", "那样是对的".....
但是, 到底何谓对, 何谓错呢?

你认为, 玩耍是错的;
你认为, 读书是对的; ....

但是, 只读书的书呆子, 他们真的会懂世间的丑恶吗?
他们知道世上有骗子, 但他们遇上骗子时, 就能分辨这些人是骗子吗?

跟朋友出去玩, 出去买东西, 求学时期被骗个一两次, 过后大概都没那么容易被骗了吧?
反没出过家门窝在家的人们, 打工时期才被骗, 那损失不是更大吗? 还会被人笑或让工时蒙受更大的损失吧? 到时更糟糕....

言归正传, 我还是想说我身上的...

我在家里排行最小, 我妈也不懂为何就是很习惯性地超爱叫我做东西...
都算了, 先谈 "等"...

每次要出门了, 不管是去吃晚餐还是打包午餐, 或者去逛街, ...
似乎都是我跟我爸在等人..

全家人都要外出时, 我跟爸等我妈跟我哥...
妈都说:" 你们快点准备, 等我好了就可以走了"......大完..她准备好后等人一下子就开麦了...
"还要我等等等, 找不准备现在才准备~~...." 通常她骂的那个都听不到她在骂什么, 就是我一直听听听, 感觉上就是在骂我...超令人火大的...难道她不懂我不喜欢听吗? 她都懂~~~~我就常常跟她说啦, 她也还是一样在骂, 然后我说一句, 她就真的变成骂我了, 还骂得更够力...

哥呢?
呵, 遗传哪~~
不过有点不同, 他是...
我们一早就叫他准备了, 他十次里有九次, 所有人都好了, 要走了, 他才上楼准备....

还有, 爸跟他都一样, 有一个习惯就是, 要出门之前上厕所......又要等...
我也不是没有被人等过, 但自叹不如他们就对了...

今天, 我真能确定我哥遗传到了我妈那一点...
我一点半就开始叫他准备了..不想那么迟出门...
P.S. 要出门的是他, 我只是陪他..
他一直拖拖拖..
然后两点跟我说要看电视, 三点才出门..
我那时连凉都冲好了..

两点半, 跟我说他要过过水, 换件衣就出门, ...
那我就 shutdown 电脑, 他又坐上了沙发...
没关系, 我也看...

两点九, 戏快完了, 我知道我准备需要时间, 就上楼准备去了...
三点, 我下楼等他, 没事做就弹弹琴了..
弹了两遍多的歌曲, 差不多八分钟..

弹着第三遍时, 他终于下来了...就直接说走了..

一首歌有几久?
最多给你四分钟..
我等了你超过十分钟, 不算你看戏打机的时间, 你等我不到两分钟, 竟然大声地反驳我, 跟我发脾气哦?
我顶你..

现在是你想我陪你去, 我还做你移动式闹钟, 可以说是浪费时间等你...
还要听你口气看你脸色?!
屌

你谁哦? 要你等多我最多两分钟, 你等不到一分钟就开门出去, 还叫我不用去了?!
我还冲了凉换好衣了你才说, 你不在一点半时跟我说你自己去?!!
wtf

我等你一个小时多都由得你, 你等我两分钟就有理由摆脸色?
亏我上星期还等足你几天!!!!!!!!!!!!!
这就是辈分小的命运吗?

让妈等两分钟, 被鸟..
让哥等两分钟, 被屌;
没有做错事, 还是无缘无故挨爸妈骂...
他们骂那么多次, 有百分之五十都不是我做的.!!!!!!!!!!!

=="

什么世界啊?
等人被骂, 不等人还是会被骂;
做错被骂, 没做错还是会被骂;
帮人被骂, 不帮人还是会被骂;
就连睡觉也被骂..

顶................................................................="=




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