ky's link...=="

http://cforum6.cari.com.my/viewthread.php?tid=568556&extra=page%3D1&page=1

swt...my friend just sent my this..
there teach us some ways that can calculate maths in faster way....
but i sure i'll forget this right after i close the tab...so that's no point for me to read it seriously now...
i think i'll just try to figure it out....

我的禁忌....

hmm...
为什么每次考完试回家, 你都要问我考试会不会.?
我情愿你问我考试怎样...
酱我就有东西跟你说了...
算了, 反正跟你说这些也没有用的, 你一定会顶我, 然后气氛变很僵...

今天, 我一样考完试回家, 你一样回到家看到我就问我考试会不会做...
我不大惯这样的问题, 所以"照常"说一声 :"ok"....
你却问我 :"ok是怎样.? pass 罢了哦.?!"

!!!!!

你这么说是什么意思啊.?!
听起来超不爽的..
是完全不相信我的意思哦.....?

然后你知道G有考, 又问什么 :"他又会不会做?"

闷啊.....

考完试了一回到家听到这些问题..
可能有些人是蛮高兴的吧, 毕竟"父母有关心你", 但很抱歉, 这些问题对我来说是一种超讨厌的压力..
考试是一种压力, 我不介意这种压力, 但我超介意你这些问题来的压力...

考试的是考前压力,
那些是考后压力..

就好像你..."辛辛苦苦" 或 "轻轻松松" 的考完了试, 想到终于可以大玩特玩了, 但父母突然这样问你,
就足够让我想到, 惨了, 有没有那哪里做错了?
分数够不够拿 A/B......?
...
然后开始担心, 想东想西, 如果成绩不好那该怎么办.?!

=="

所以拜托啦, 那时我的禁忌咯....
以后看到我不要问我讲的问题哦~~~




-END-

vitas

swt...i was accidentally watched today's repeats of AZIO star...
hmm...
now only i know 优客李林 is 林志炫 and 李骥...swt....
and then lin sing vitas' opera2...
GOSH.!!!
i like it.!!
then i go search it on youtube lo..
OMG..
i like this melody..
so much....




-END-

add oil-ing arhz~~

yea...
my maths paper is over~~~
hooray~~~

but orhz...
the exam is just start...
tomorrow still have chemistry paper 3, practical lolz......

then next week have physics practical....
then...OMG...
chem paper 2 and 5.....?!!!!

die.....

add oil add oil la.!!!!!!!!




-END-

曲终人散 - 张宇

又是老歌~~~
但我还没有酱老啦....
xP
今天超级星光大道看到有人唱....
...

"永远".....(?)

"永远"...
'永远' 这个词, 是什么意思呢.?
或许很多人都懂吧, 但, 它又代表着什么呢.?

我觉得, 世上没有东西是可以维持至永远的吧..

友谊.?
哈, 中学时期, 甚至小学时期, 或幼儿时代..
你曾经声称知己的人, 也可以因为一件小事就翻脸吧..
若那时没有人拉低脸认错, 道歉, 那友谊就此告吹...

或许, 也有真正的知己出现过, 在你的人生里..
可能小学就有了,
但, 中学时, 你可能会有新的知己, 小学的可能都没联络了...
上大学时, 又结识了新的朋友, 中学的又少了联络...
然后步入就业群.............

而社会, 更是真心朋友大考验期...
哈哈, 人心难测, 成人心更难测...
没有人会完全明白另一个人的心思, 没有人可以完全看透另一个人的思想....
你最相信的人, 在这时, 反而是最有可能出卖你的人....

爱.?
hmm...
没有人能保证吧...
人, 在追求对方时, 总会对对方保证 "永远..云云.."...
结婚时, 保证一生一世..

但, 现代社会, 离婚率越来越高..
难道他们都没有承诺过吗.?

有,
但人会变...

即使不变, 被你找到了一对厮守到老的初恋情人, 但..
当一方逝世时, 爱, 还存在吗.?
没有人知道, 那只是一种感觉, 谁也说不来...

或许, 现在已没有人在乎什么天长地久, 都只在乎曾经拥有..
那, "永远"也只是形容词...
"曾经拥有"的反义词..

这, 就是现代 "永远" 的存在意义.?

不过呢, 想太多, 没结果....
xD
做人其实简单就好..(?)
开心就好....
不过却也最容易被人骗吧....

hmm....
怎样也是随你喜欢的..
别人也决定不来..
也强逼不来~~~

我也不懂...
也不懂有没有离题....
hmm...




-END-

暗恋 - 陶喆

====================================================

暗戀 - 陶喆

作詞：娃娃
作曲：陶喆/吳慶隆

告訴自己要冷靜
卻又無法不想你
我的懦弱已經開始讓我討厭我自己
是你對我有戒心
還是我沒有自信
可是誰也不能阻止我
我要暗戀你
so lonely
so here I am standing all alone
在某個街頭
有個我在這裡只為你等候
here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有
希望你能瞭解你能夠接受
so lonely
儘管渴望再見你
雖然只是在夢裡
短暫的甜蜜已勝過了一輩子沒有你
就算沒快樂結局
就算從此死了心
我要付出我所有
只要能感動你
我願意
so here I am standing all alone
在某個街頭
有個我在這裡只為你等候
here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有
我要為你怎麼做你才接受
oh~
（怎麼才接受）
我喜歡 我要你 我愛你
（我喜歡 我要你 我愛你）
so here I am standing all alone
在某個街頭
有個我在這裡只為你等候
so here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有
希望你能瞭解你能夠接受我
I am lonely
故事就說到這裡
就算你們再好奇
我想說的都已說完了
其餘是秘密
在那某一個街頭
會流傳某個旋律
那是我在輕輕唱著歌
多愛你就愛你

==========================================================

暗恋...
这是第一首吧..第一首会让我觉得...除了 chorus, 是很好听的.....
是 "除了chorus" 噢...

我也不懂为什么...
就是觉得它的英文...
它的 chorus....
就是有一点不搭...

**我个人觉得啦**...
***如有得罪, 还请包涵呐***

hmm....
better don't write more...
if not..
later his fans or the fans of this song may found this...
then i'll die...
shh~~~~




-END-

sad.....

i asked my mum to wake me up today if they're going to Desa Parkcity...
actually, i just wanna go to the park there..."kid's side(?)"...
that play ground....there're plenty of unique **for me** things i never saw at other park...
but...caused of 'face-c' things....
there still not less people playing there...
so i didn't play there, just walk around...
then go jogging...
**actually i was jogging first, then just went play ground there, then back to jogging area**

then i realised....
OMG.!!!!
i've lost my stamina and my speed.!!!!!!

i think i didn't sport for quite a long time....
it's the only reason i can think of........(?)

i'm a lazy person.....
i can't stick with what i've planned...
so timetable doesn't work on me.....

i said i wanna keep fit....
but i gain my weight...i think....

so..
haiz...

just if i join back those unit beruniform, or what-competition or what la.....
hmm....

haiz...

kay la..
don't know what else to write...better stop here



THE END...(?)

我猜 - 少女系男孩 >> 郭育叡

swt..
it's 我猜我猜我猜猜猜's 人不可貌相 part, and this is one of the participant that day..
swt..
he's a BOY.!!!
but he's ssooo cute...
and this is the first time i put youtube video in here...
hope it work well...
just try, see whether the video will show here or not..
xP

drowning by backstreet boys

==========================================================
DROWNING - Backstreet Boys

Dont pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
I know you've got the power
To make me weak inside
And girl you leave me breathless
But its okay
Cause you are my survival
Now hear me say

I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough

Every time I breathe I take you in
Then my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love
And every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love

Maybe Im a drifter
Maybe not
Cause I have known the saftey
Of floating freely in your arms
I don't need another life line
It's not for me
Cause only you can save me
Oh, can't you see

I cant imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough
(don't seem like long enough yeah)

Cause every time I breathe I take you in
Then my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love
And every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't helo it
Keep me drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
That you know I can't resist
Cause your the air that I breathe

Every time I breathe I take you in
(cause every time I breathe yeah)
Then my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
(baby I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
And every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love

Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love
(drowning)

You've got me drowning
Keep drowning in your love

Baby I can't help it
Can't help it
Can't help it
Oh, no no

Cause ever time I breathe I take you in
(yes I do)
Then my heart beats again
(oh)
Baby I can't help it
(baby I cant help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
And every time I try to rise above
(drowning)
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love
==========================================================

hmm..i like this song since i was still in primary school, i think...
my bro introduce Westlife and Backstreet to me that time..
and they're my favourite western group, and the first group i know....
i think...

but however, i don't know this song name that time..
just realised it's name few months ago when my bro suggest me some songs in youtube...
he's just same as me..
got a bit outdated one...
and likes old songs..

well...not that free now...
wanna watch tv..
xP




THE END..
first..

boring-ing

hmm..so boring...
wanna type something, so keep updating~~~
xD

so wu liao orhz...me...
but i admit im wu liao..
most of the time....

buu baa baa~~

i wanna eat something...but i scare to gain more weight jor....
eat more will keep gaining, but eat less the weight also the same...
no change...

omg...
well...
start my "music blog" ba...
if later i still got this mood.....


END..

movie?

hmm...2012.....?
which movie is that huh?
now, even my piano teacher also talk bout that jor...
swt...

but i haven't watch that before..
hope my dad will buy that dvd someday..
xP

few months ago, i heard from my dad bout those "gossip"..for the end of the world...
i just remember those...what calendar is just until 2012 arr...
erm...
what world war III...
hmm...
don't know la....

just predict 1.....
or "gossip"...
so...
nothing lo...
just write for fun....

but, as everyone knows, that our earth's pollution is getting worst...

news or what always suggest we use our own tupperwear to pack our food, use our own recycle bag when shopping outside, ...
to reduce the uses of plastic bags, or reduce the uses of polystyrene(?)....

but as i know, well, somebody will sure glad to follow this..
however, there will be other people that may feel this is a bit .."bumpkin"(?)....

like those always acting like high-class one......
maybe they're not willing to use that...?
and..i think there are much more people that act like that..than those "normal people"..

hmm...is this worked?
no one knows...
maybe the percentage that uses those things will keep increasing and finally becomes a trend...?
xP
still, nobody knows~~

xP

well, out of topic jor?
as always....
better end here..
before shuo duo cuo duo




THE END

No Title.......?

hmm...
my black-24hrs is over....
but red-24hrs is started...

lolz...
i should study today 1...
but because of that black-24, i didn't start...and lazy jor...
=="
who can help me.?
come forced me to study...
but i also don't like people urge me lolz......

i found my "old diary" the day before yesterday..i used the last few pages as my "rough account book"(?)...
then i found out..i'll bankrupt this year-end...
well, is NEARLY bankrupt...less than RM50...
swt...

lolz...
OMG...
haiz.....
k la, k la....




THE END

nightmare(?) started...

hmm...
it's 21st oct 2009...
my A2 finally start today...
alright, today's paper is maths p4 (applied la), still ok ba..
the 1st/2nd/3rd easiest paper....
but i lost minimum 8 marks in total...
hope i didn't get something wrong in other questions...
then i maybe ..just maybe....can get A ba....
if my maths p3 (pure), is okay also.....
hmm..
don't know le..next wed jiu dong le....
cause maths p3 is on next wed...
=="

hmm...
but i think i better get back into books faster....
since i already wasted much time before this....
that "i want/nid to study jor~~~arrhhhzzz~~~" feel just starts on this sunday...so...
you know la....
exam's here jor but i....
=="

hmm...
think something better..
after this one-month-period, i'm free~~~~
so, just as what 'our zu xian' punya words...
"ku jin gan lai", "chi de ku zhong ku, fang wei ren shang ren", ...
which means, ...well, my english not that good yet (this excuse again..)...so sorry for those don't know what i've write la..
xP
that also bring the meaning like...
since i'll free after this, then i should suffer this month....
aikzz..i don't know la....
blur blur jor...
swt...


k la..





tata..

hoo~~ray~~~~~...?

lolz...
kakaka
kekeke
kkokoko
hahaha
hehehe
huhuhu
hohoho
hihihih
kikikiki
bubububu

nothing la...
just wanna say, my exam is coming...
so im dying...?
nop, but soon..
i think

ka....
no, last nite, i actually not studying..
i've wasting my time on a novel..
<> from jiu ba dao..
OMG....

well, he wrote something bout....
human is "survive" from death....?
everyone that die, no matter how they die, in peace, accident, murder, or else, will "wake up" right after they die, or few minutes after that....

that kind of...."living"......caused the total amount of "alive-death people" **duno how to call**, is finally more than those ..err..."live-human"...?
duno....my english not that good yet...
well...

he just wrote out how the rules changes, what happen around ...normal ppl.....and....A-D ppl.......
from few person's views.......

well...wanna noe the end?
go buy yourself one...
xP
no la, im not sales....

but duno wat to write...
im here actually is to err......
waste my time?
duno, but i'd feel a bit bored with my current past year...
come online awhile...
then get myself a rest...
then can't fall asleep again maybe...caused exam is coming, but im still wasting my time..
so i think i should shut this down.....




THE END..

何谓自找苦吃....?

无聊的我, 尽做些无聊事..

对啦, 就是自找苦吃的那种..

我做了什么.?
就是做中间人..

告诉你哦, 没有能耐的就别做这种蠢事, 但想练你的EQ的, 尽管去做吧..
蛮好的训练来的哦~~

我呢, 就是蛮欠扁的人..
不是有能耐的, 也不是想酱练EQ的, 就只是...
酱讲比较容易明白, 好听就是烂/假好人, 难听就是白痴....

基本上, 我天天被骂的原因, 大概有 70% 是因为......
在我身边的A讲B坏话时, 我会帮B讲一些话, 就算我不是很喜欢B也好...
相反的, 当B讲A坏话时, 我又会傻傻的去帮A讲一些好话, 毕竟没有人是百分百好或坏的嘛...

所以呢, A会不喜欢我, 会误会我对B特好, B也会这样看我, 结果两头不到岸, 赔了夫人又折兵.!!!!

就因为这不懂哪来的怪习惯, 害我这白痴常常自找苦吃.....

但是, 我并不讨厌这怪习惯, 可能也习惯了被人误会, 也习惯了被人骂吧....
=="

而且做人自己开心就好, 何必在乎别人眼光呢.?
总有一天有一个人会明白的吧.?
就算没有人明白也罢, 还是那句, 自己开心, 对得起自己良心就好了.!!!

怪人一个.!!!!




THE END

i'm not ah long

i keep complain-ing in my blog....
but..what else i can do except for complain-ing....?

i'll blog when im happy...or boring...or most probably, sad and disappointed...

when i was small....i think i don't feel anything on you, because i was still a manja kid in kajang..

when im 5~6, i live with you but i go kepong...my kindergarden's there...you're a nice mum i think..

when im 7~12, i still study @ kepong area, desa jaya..you're best mum in the world i know..

when im 13~17, you're a mum that keep controlling me, but all i need in freedom, i enjoy sport, with my friends, snior, and junior, but you don't like 'that kind of' me...you didn't gratz me as i hope you did when i won a medal.....

when im 18~19, you're keep ignoring me, that's all i felt..all i need is your care and attention..but you're ignoring my words, keep remind-ing all my fault...or what....

until now....

why can't you please just try to encourage what im gonna do.?

why are you keep banned my plan or even my dream?

why am i live for?

all i need is not your money, i need your care..

human is not come to the world just to claim something from their parent, parents didn't owe their kids anything and the kids are not ah long or what...
omg...