Wednesday, November 17, 2010

my FIRST job....

@16 Nov 2010, i started my first ever job..
briefing on 15Nov la~xP

it's bout telemarket de, for the CS consultant survey for TnG..

she said that we should completed max 25 survey per day, at first, we thought she wants us to make 25 calls, but then we just knew she wants completed survey...hahaaha~die~

on the first day, we did 12 and 14 surveys per person..LOL *me n w-t, she intro this job to me de..*
it's still ttooooo far from the aim she gave us..T^T

so, as i calculated, if we wanna done this on the coming week, we should done 28 surveys per day....i think....O______O"
yeap, which frozen me...xDDD

=="

hmm...no mood to comtinue d...........post another post...




-wei-

Saturday, October 30, 2010

revive~?

found out that my blog had died for such a long long time~xDD
sorry ya~

conclusion, i'm in my holiday mood till mid of jan le~xD

my uncle is back from US for 9days, and i'll be stay at kajang until the day he back there~xP

and i'm a bit bored here accompany my mum and uncle..

xD
xP

miss ya~


-zeno-

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

recently~

hahhahaa~~too long time din update my blog edi~~xDD
what i did this few weeks? xDDD

exam over on xx-09-2010, then shopping time~~~xDDD
then? pps~~xDD
then is travel time~~xDDD

alright, movie i watched: The Return of Chen Zhen, Step Up 3*finally~xD*
drama: Coffee Prince (Korea), Glee*just start*

shopping place i went..?: mainly kl area..LOL
xD

travel place? xDD : Port Dickson + Melacca

xDD
im broke now~!!!!!!!!!! xDDD
=="

gonna find job..any jobs to gai siu? xP


-wei-

Thursday, September 16, 2010

friends and family~

hahaa~~best friends = family~~~~^^"
LoL

erm..got a bit weird..should be:
friends are just like a big family?
nope......???
don't know, my english too bad..LoL

haha~maybe i'm a bit addicted in family games..LoL
xD


-wei-

p.s. feel ssoooo sick now...maybe this is one of the new reason to be lazy and not studying? =="
save me
and bless me

Friday, September 10, 2010

100910

went to sk's house woth w-t, zj, lc, pl...
they wanna go swimming..LOLzz
felt like not that willing to go for swimming actually, but since i rejected them for times, so.....go with them lolz

we out about 6.30pm i think, then went for our dinner at manjalara Al-duno-wat-mamak..
and i had roti pisang with teh-o-ice-limau, ....
then, heading to sk's house~

LOLx~!!!! her dog ah belle is that kind of..superb active dog~!! wth, keep running here and there, playing her ball, ......=="
LOL
geng...

then? swimming time~~~
not bad, i didn't swim for years, i think~^^"
it's quite fun~xD
BUT....
i lost my beloved necklace, my universal studio....T____________T"
haiz...

but, still ok la...maybe i can try to find the same necklace anywhere le?
tho i don't think i can find it..T____T"


-wei-

Thursday, September 2, 2010

haiz~~

swt...
missya
O_o"
=="

Friday, August 27, 2010

NS gathering~~ ^^"

wow~3 yrs din meet jor~!!!!
xD
with kai chin la~LoL

hmm........it's fun...done
swwtttt~~no la~
my blog will always be long long story d la~~~xD

i got classes on the morning, almost forget i have tutorial for this week, and guitar lesson...swt~
then, that guitar lesson extend jor another 1hr for replacement or so..
so i just straightaway go TS after my class...mana tau~
that road from klcc parking entrance there, jammed till KL traffic light there..LOL
then reach there around...3.15pm i guess?
then ..then...met that stp PY first as she reached there before 11am..xDDD

ssoooo ngam cham d people....=="
but she's my buddy since f4 *or 3?* , no doubt..xDD
we'd even "parked" infront her house main entrance just to 'keng gai'..xD
talk bout our recent life la~xD
alright, back to the topic..

that fella said she's thirsty, *she just ate ya know?!* but i ignored her at first..xP
then passed-by the MPH, as you know, there's a starbuck in MPH..it's just smell ssoooo nice~xD
she said nothing, reach cinema area, she said she's thirst again....i suggested starbuck, she say no money, i asked whether she wanna watch step up 3D, she answered:"no money"...
well, then keep going, there're stall that selling snack and drinks, she walk around, said :"lets go starbuck la.."
i was like..."what the....you not say no money geh miie?!"
but then, okay lo~let's go....
then, reached MPH..
PY:"i got no money eh, let go other place la"
me:" ........"

then, after few rounds we walked...back to the stall there again, and she bought something there...
LoL...so, what's the point we lepak-ing?? =="

alright, then we really did lepak from 2~4th floors...then stayed at 4th floor as they almost reach, and i told them we're at 4th floor...
then, amy reached, that PY was lagi bising....................=="
beh tahan for the 1st time on that night..

KC and CG was jamming outside..xDDD
for ssooo long time..=="
but safe-ly reached also~xD
but, lagi don't know where to go....walked here chat there, discussing here, pointing there, ....
ended up went to gasoline...*PY n KC suggested*

PY and CG, the most 'qian bian er ren zhu' ...=="
one keep on beat the one sat beside her, kick the one infront; another one keep talking and laughing...................................................=="
swwtttt

KC, still, sat in the corner, like me last time..haha~but not this time..*i mean the seat*
AT, beh taha.....alright, not just AT, but all of us, KC, AT, and me....was beh tahan they 2 for the whole night....
but after that don't know why is become we all beh tahan AT and CG this 'tiny' group..xD
just kidding~~LoL
xPP

erm...well, we're blurring there again after we leave gasoline....no idea bout where to go again..
AT seems like about to go, but then stay with us still..LoL
and CL not coming also jor..=="
ow, by the way, AT was became the Justice Pao *from CG, not me* after received that calls..LoL
but we still taking photos there..while the justice arrived...LoL

finally, the second round, since that neway is ttoooo expensive that night, 44 per head..LOL
so we're GOING to pavillion, but ended up, McD
swtt..xD
so now you know why going pavillion was capslock-ed..xP

in McD...swwttt no idea why i'm sooo full that night, just had one lunch, but quite full, even my beloved french fried also i can't finished?!!! WTH?!!
swtt
really got prob..=="
they was healing their stomach..xD
LoL
*im not from bio course, so i just noe to type stomach..LoL*

then...photograph sessions....after that CG's funny act~xDDDD
laugh die us....O_x

then...then...then........?
PY's alarm activated...we're leaving~xD
that CG...=="
suan la, ignore it..

KC from shah alam, fetching CG from pj...LoL
sounds far
then i fetch the rest..=="

that 2 was IN MY CAR!!!
wth........hou choi my hair haven't grew long enough....still ok..=="
no hair fall was found..LoL

then, dropped AT, PY's turn....
i should dump her in setapak..xDD
but i didn't..=="
we chat ALL the way back, bout our U life...it's horrible, i'm not the only one who got this feeling towards our U life...=="
but then i even parked there just to continue our topic..
LoL
we should hang out always so that there is someone that can hear we 'san' to..life should be easier....(?)
finally, i reached home, then found out i was the last to reached home..LOL

but..still ok la...just...my mum said :" you shouldn't out for that frequent, you're more gou li now..2 months back late 3times"
LoL..so i think i cannot attend my a-lvl-mate's farewell the next day jor...

BUT.!!!! 3 times in 2 months wor~!!!!
it's not much kay?!!!!!
=="
if 3 times in 1 months then ok la, i'll definitely grounded myself...but it's 2 months le~~~
=="

haizz.........suan la....this is my mum...=="

sweet dream, all my friends~^^"


-wei-

Friday, August 20, 2010

my friday.....

well, woke up in the morning, with sleepy mood...
i gt lai chuang, mum called me up one...xPP

it really did make my day as i depart late but there are still many empty parking left~^^"
maybe it's bcoz of sem end jor~~^^"

back home right after the 1-hr class, where our lecturer ended the class earlier, then after we discussed the statics assignment thing~^^"

reached home with hyper happy + active "emotion(?)"
i even sapu-ed the lantai, both up and downstair's, and i washed the beloved saga, took a bath, and kept the shirts, ....

i'm still happy-ever-after..

then i received my best pal's message, which tell she's free now, can play basketball already..
excited then asked another 2 frenz..tho just one that go with us, but, I'M still HAPPY~^^"

then we went for second round as KY suggested...badminton~^^"

now's the first part.....ONE STUPID MALAY AUNTIE drive out junction just kept her head, her eyes on her right while i'm heading to her right
WTF, her car kept going out WITHOUT stopping.!!
DAMN IT.....

beloved saga's bumber have a wide-long scratch, AND I"M JUST SO STUPID TO TAKE HER HP NO.!!!!!!!
WTF HAPPENED TO ME?!!!!

alright, it's still okay, our journey to zj's house continued..as she said 'yes' for badminton..

had an excellent time on this evening~^^"

alright, after fetching they all back, it's my turn...
and this is where the second main part happened...

my BRILLIANT mum asked me to park my car in with NICE-EVER attitude..
while i'm asking whether they wanna drive saga out later with sincerely happy voice...

then my mood slides down extremely fast, i don't know where and when did i stepped on her tail as i just reached home while she reached after i out just now, i just saw her the first time after i back from school on 10sumthg am.... how come she can talk with me like that as i really got no idea bout what i did wrong?!!!
i swept the floor for her somemore!!!

she kept her NICE-EVER voice to talk to me the whole time and since she did this to me, and my mood is not that good now as i'm going to tell them bout the scratch on saga..
then she ask:" can you mind your voice when you talking to others?"

WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DUDE YOU.!!!!!
DAMN
THNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT....

you DID it first and caused my mood down, then only i DID this to you as i want to show you how irritated is that to others.!!!
then you ask me like you never did it and you just know i'm the one who start it.?!!!
WTF

is it everything on the earth, in our life, must be balanced?
now i trust it...

I'm happy from early morning, then a bit down for one person;
I'm crazily happy the whole afternoon and evening, but damn moody now at night..

SUGGESTIONs:
we should always bring a mirror, a light bulb, a recorder, and a notepad with pen. why?

see into your mirror everytime before you're going to complain others' attitude, appearance, their looks, and all;

switch on ur light bulb and read your shadow carefully when you're going to give comments and share experiences;

record your voice and every words you said when you're not agree with their's;

mark down all the things others complain and everything you complaint about with pen in your notepad, as you can reminds yourself and parts you can improve all the time..

Monday, August 16, 2010

title-less no2

wow~~~
nothing de, just feel like wanna say "wow~"
then i typed...LoLz...

still...don't know what to write, don't know what to type.......

nitez~~(?)


-wei-

世上最远的距离。。。

老掉牙的一句话 :
"世上最远的距离不是南跟北, 是我站在你面前你却不知道我爱你"

可是我觉得, 世上最远的距离, 是:
两个相爱的人不能在一起....

同意吗?
你不同意也无所谓, 反正就只是有感而发的一句而已....


-wei-

Saturday, August 14, 2010

this coming week.....

i'm having fun as i learnt or learning new things~

but it's those thing that i can understand well la..LOLz

guitar is fun~!!
pop songs by piano is best~!!!

but i got to practice my classical as well~~

and the most important thing......
STUDY HARD and DONE WELL in your exam~!!!!!!!!!

THERMO~!!!!!!!
assignments~!!
coursework~!!!
oral presentations~!!!!!!!!!

the works i gonna do within the coming week...LOL

headache-ing when think of this..=="


-wei-

tell my why~

realised i'm going to switch on the pc everytime when i feel free, and when i got nothing in my mind, and when i'm just get back from U....

why?

i think i know why, but i hope there's another answer for this....anyone knows?
if yes, please let me know then..^^"

by the way, hope i'm not going to addicted by online-service...LOLzz
then hope there's nothing wrong with my eyesight......

thanks..

night....


-wei-

Thursday, August 12, 2010

im broke(?)..LoL

changed ALL the guitar strings last night, finally~^^"
hope i didn't caused any spoil or scars or else on it...O_O"
if i did, SORRY~~~@_____@"

did i said that, i bought a new guitar tuner in yamaha kepong village?
but before that, it's the day before that, i went to 1U kepong...to buy a new jeans..
but then i'd been attracted by the guitar song book in the popular over there....

end up, i'd spent...70 + 55 + ......more than or almost, rm 150....O_O"
I'M BANKRAPT~~~~T____________T"
hp credit haven't reload somemore.......T___________T"


-wei-

Sunday, August 8, 2010

no comments..? xD

my blog is just goin more and more "quiet" recently, not pointed to my posts la, is comments..xDD
maybe caused i didn't hard sell my blog...
still, i prefer having some private space that just few of my friends knew it's exists......^^"

Saturday, August 7, 2010

lazy

i'm just feel ssooo lazy to do any coursework today.......@____@"
anyone can help? LoLzzz

Friday, August 6, 2010

what about now....? ^^" westlife version~!!!

Westlife - What About Now Lyrics

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace
Shadows fade into the light
I am by your side,
Where love will find you

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

Now that we’re here,
Now that we’ve come this far,
Just hold on
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

my day.......

i have had a haircut just now right after dinner with family...
mum's is followed....

guess what?
we both get shock...

i asked the hairstylist to decide a hairstyle that might suit me for me...

then she open the book infront of me, show me one of the model's pic..
she said:" like this ok? one side short, another long..."

*my eyes rolled bigger on the photo*

she said:" err, for sure, won't be short short like this la, will be longer..."

then i replied "okay" to her....

*day-dream for minutes..*

get back my focus on her work......

*eye rolled bigger and bigger and round-er....*

"walauA.!!!! this is so called: won't be that short.?!!!!!"
this is the voice in my heart.......

so...you know la...you'll definitely get shock by my hair.....now la...xD
few months more then i don't know la~~

-wei-

p.s. i think i've had a best day ever within this few weeks~~~~^^"
ow..erm....i think yesterday is another best day too~xDDDD
i like this two days...
but this two days is not a perfect good day for me also...
maybe i should drink more "GOODDAY" milk.......O______o"
xDDD

=========================================================

shun bian ti ti my yesterday~~

i've went the curve NEWAY singk with Angel, KY, and angel's friends....xDD
i did enjoy it~!!!!!

nice nice nice and still, NICE~!!!!!
xDDDDDDD

singk is the best activity just like sport in my life~!!!!!!
singk is in my category of MUSIC which is: I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW I LIVE WITHOUT MUSIC~!!!!!!!xDDDDD

Thursday, August 5, 2010

my notes........(?)

realise something this few days...
but my conclusion : sorry to everyone..

many things to rush with, many coursework to do, many people to deal with......

my head's gonna explode i think...

good luck to everyone and especially to myself..

i'm not a good friend, not a good student, not a good person..
for my friends, my U, and the world..

can YOU live as i never existed?
i think it's a YES.


-wei-
August 5, 2010

Thursday, July 29, 2010

mix and match..

i'm just so bored with my current life...what a stupid life is this.?
wake up early morning everyday, this is still ok..
back late, i.e. 7pm, still not a problem..

but what about, all alone in the class?
alright, i'm used to it now..almost..
but... those group assignment things, group work....
how come my groupmate is just so hard to contact?
headache-ing............=="

hmm...oh well, i can feel that i'm started to get more and more weird + fake..
how come?
i almost can't stand myself...
so stupid....
wth............

========================================================================

how to study?
how to revised?
how come everytime i think i got what the lecturer teach, but then i still don't know how to solve the tutorial questions or keep get wrong answer?

the thermodynamics is just more ...cham...
i wanna start to study it by myself, since i totally don't get what the lecturer taught..
but i can't even understand his notes...do you ever saw a lecturer's so-called-note full with the way to prove a formula without even ONE example, nor words that explain when and why, in which condition we got to use which formula, why we need to know that, what we should know, and bla bla bla~......

is that still can counted as a NOTE?
wth...

========================================================================

it's not a bad day, but not so good to be a good day...too
what should i do? no napping time since i'm just keep online-ing, searching for some useful info but failed with google search.!!!
proved google is not 万能..LoLz....

i said i gonna start my revision on my statics but i haven't, tonight.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

========================================================================

last, but not least, since my eye is tired now...

good luck, everyone including, me...


-wei-

p.s. i think i really got lost...i can't see my future, can't even imagine it..
someone help please? ....................

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

time..

wow...feel like i'm just got lack of time.....

need time for doing my tutorials..
need time for my assignments...
need time for revise + study + prepare for tests...
need time for REST.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=="


-wei-

Thursday, July 22, 2010

W words.......(?)

i am just wondering....

why we were born?

what we live for?

what's the point to study, to work, to learn new things.....?

why should we spent ssoooo much time on things we're not really interested?

why can't we always get what we want tho we'd try our best on it?

why there always people that can get something very easily but they're not appreciate it?

why we do not satisfy with what we already have?

why we always need 'chances' for everything we want?

why must they set some requirement for job but they're not interview all of those who satisfy the requirements and conditions..?

or just.....me, I, that always don't have the lucks in getting their eyes on me, on my letter, ...

wondering............




-wei-

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

dream..

i just can remember that, i've had a nice dream....
but i think it's not a sweet dream, or happy ending dream....
but i think i like it....

the prob is...i couldn't remember the dream as clear as it is...O_O"
almost forgot when i'm awake....@____@"

xD

but i know i like it........


-wei-

Monday, July 19, 2010

my saturday....

well, i've had an exam on the last saturday, 17th july 2010..and yes, it's the same date as the bon odori held in shah alam...

the math for eng test is...OMG.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how come i don't know + did wrong for the questions.?!!!!!!
My Gosh.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm just quite..confident in that subject but came out.........
wth....T___________T"

guess i spent too much time online.....
stopped it, stupid...
get your head back to your books and notes.!!!

this is just spoilt my mood for the coming plan for that day..
the Bon Odori~!!!

but....guess what?
after i fetched miss Sheena up, she's just...=="
make me laugh all the way till jing's house..
well, she make the laughter the whole trip till shah alam~~!!
xD

there'll be no "moody" word is alive in the present of them, my best old friends~^^"

and, and, and~~~!!!
i didn't got lost that day and that's my very first time drive to shah alam~xD
that's really made my day~^^"
and the way back too..xDD
thanks to my "house's encyclopedia"~^^"

tho we didn't bought much foods there, just 2 ice-kacang-type de ice, with the junk foods brought by sean, i enjoyed this "trip" so much too~
xD

hope you guys did enjoy it~~
i promise i'll go earlier next time~!!! *if i can*
xP



-wei-

Thursday, July 15, 2010

20100702 超級星光大道 13.曾沛慈 魏如昀:好久不見



nice nice nice~~~love them ssoooo much~^^"

what i love/ like...

all this is, some of my feeling right now, i got no idea where they came from, but i just wanna write them out..
if you don't have the time, or the mood, for a long long long passage, just ignore it..thanks....



well,

i like the sky
i like the colour
i like the freedom feel

i like the wind
i like the comfortable

i like the water
i like the coolness

i like the winter
i like the views
i like the snow

i like the songs
i like the melody
i like the touching
i like the story

i like the sports
i like the sense of accomplishment

i like the challenges
i like the process
i like the results

i like....i like...i like.....

sometimes, i like to be surrounded..
sometimes, i like to be alone..

everytime when i'm alone, i missed the moment i'm surrounded by my best friends..
everytime when i'd been surrounded by my best friends, i'm glad....

i....i.....i like.............

i like to talk nonsense, when i'm with my best friends..
i like to talk more, when everyone is quiet *when we're in a group*..
i like to keep quiet, when i feel not comfortable..

i like to be a minor character, when there is a leader..
i will be a speaker, when nobody is the leader, tho i'm not willing to.. *but this one i dun guarantee i like it*

i like to join friends' outgoing, when situation is allowed..
i like to do my own thing, when i'm lazy..

i like to stay in my own room:
- when i'm moody
- when i'm lost
- when i need any supports

i like to....i...i like to.............
i would really like to bring my brain to everywhere i am, and everytime i talk to someone...
*where the "someone" can really be anyone*

i like to sit in the corner when all people surround me is strangers
i like to have my own small little corner in every places, every situations...

sometimes, i like to have others' focus on me..
sometimes, i like to avoid everyone around me..

sometimes, i like to prepare my own meal..
sometimes, i like to be a pig..
sometimes, i like to sit and wait..
sometimes, i like to reject any offers that comes to me...
sometimes, i like to have someone lend their hands for me..

that's all for today..



-zeno.wei-

Uni life...

it's started to let us feel the stress more clearly now....
- all assignments, courseworks, tutorials, lab, reports, .....

started to feel tired....
- feel sleepy all the time, feel like wanna lay back on the back right after the alarm is off..
- not willing but have to wake up after 5 but before 6am everyday to make sure there's a parking lot..
- odd week's timetable: i'll just be feel free-er from thursday

started to get bored..
- why must we all in the same group for every assignments and group work? *for tat guy onnly..duno why i gt no good impression on him*
- why i'll be alone always?

started to hope for more time..
- feel like not enough time for everything...especially my piano....average: back at evening time everyday *for odd weeks*, and 'rush' for U works at night..no time for piano...(?)
- i need activities, but no time~!!!
- i need something to distract me from the course at least for just 2hrs per weeks?! *except for facebook, i need outdoor activities....@___@"*

why am i hard to mix around with my other classmate while they seems like just having so much fun there?

why why why~????

why i'm just ssoooooo......__________<


-wei-

Friday, July 2, 2010

recently...

well, my blog is die RECENTLY....

heard few wedding ..anouncements RECENTLY..

i start /+ pass-up the very-first-assignment in my life RECENTLY...

knowing more people in my course RECENTLY....

getting more sampat RECENTLY.....

starts my sleep-earlier-wake-up-much-more-earlier routine RECENTLY...

any else?

getting headache in my course works, lecturers, notes and tests RECENTLY.....

and this is the post for a blog titled "recently".....lolz
wasting people's time..swt

well, i mean no harm...O_O"

i started my first-ever-guitar lesson today as well, tho not as piano class that formal in a rented place nor the house of the teacher....but i'm having fun~~^^"

for the end...

i'm sort of missing you RECENTLY.......




-wei-

Monday, June 21, 2010

swt....

my piano lesson this week is....OMG-ly bad....
how can i play till as worst as like tat arhz?
T____T"

disappointed....i know my teacher is disappointed too.....haiz....
when i say 'i got not enough time to practice', i know it's an excuse....if i wanna practice, sure i got time, but im lazy only......

....
........

really can't stand this.....gambate nia.!!!!!!!!
>"<


-z-wei-

18-19 june 2010 >> genting trip

yea~~~summary here:
xP

lazy to type as long as last time....xDD

i have had fun with my cousin on friday night~^^"
sponsor by mum, and crazy enough jor~~~xDD

we almost spent all the credit on basketball machine...xP
the highest scores on that night >> around 330points...i can't remember well...xP

it's sssooooo fun~maybe caused im too bored in U..then finally i crazy for the whole night..
spending money, sweating in cold weather there, and so on...xP

but as you know, we shouldn't be spend ssoooo much money in this right?
so i promised this is the last for me...xP
^^"

thanks for crazy with me, peng-2~~xD
and yan-2.....xPP


-wei-

Thursday, June 10, 2010

twilight saga - eclipse..

well, no photo..xP

i not yet watch the "New Moon", which is the 2nd in twilight saga...O_O
and this movie, "Eclipse" will be in cinema on 30th june if not mistaken..should i watch then?
@_@"

xPP

and the Harry Potter.!!!!
the 6th year's "HP and the Half Blood Prince".!!!!
i haven't watch also.!!!!
arhz~~~~~
T____T"

-wei-


p.s. starting to feel there're many, many things waiting for me to do now...print those notes, documents, practice, ...........O_O"

gambate arhz~~~.!!!!

Friday, June 4, 2010

what i want?

i was thinking.........but i'm still thinking, by the way.....

what should i do?
what i really want?
why am i taking ME?

then suddenly remember.....i took ME, just becaused the requirement for the job aircraft engineer included ME....

but, why i wanna be an aircraft engineer?

hmm....maybe it's because this job is nearer to aeroplane i think....

and that time, when the airlines need cadet pilot, maybe my chance will be bigger....
but now i think of my age...

when i done my bachelor, lets assume i got no failed, no re-sit, i'll be 24yo...then if i get myself a job for airlines successfully, will there be another 2~3yrs for the contract *if got*..?
walau~~then i'll be no longer fits the requirement izzit?
O_O

hmm...then i was thinking....why don't i just try to be the flight attendant.??
then i think of my outlook...........
=___________="" <
my mum say:" why don't you just go and have a try?"
me:"..........don't know, i'll go if there're someone go with me......"

mum:" no need look for others to accompany you there d la~you should go alone somehow...."
me:"but interview need wear formal........"

mum:"go buy la~"
me:"........."

haiz.......
not bout the formal or what la.....
just.....feel weird if really wanna go alone.....is there anyone free to accompany me if i really wanna go?
if there are, they won't saw this passage too....xD
except for THAT ONE, i think....xP

to THAT ONE:" ei~~~~~stp baka detsu~~~~~~~~wanna go?"
xDDDDD

p.s. nt the um punya, of coz....xP

but i think THAT ONE nt on9-ing thoo.....

btw, my course is still fine, till now *the first week only la...xP*, but the parking is suck....=="



-wei-

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

zeno-wei

well....i'd used this name ssoooo frequent....

zeno-wei

why i use a name that just like the combination of two names: zeno, and wei?
i got no idea, if still wanna say, i think this is becaused,
when i just discovered the "zeno" from a magazine i think, i've found that one of my secondary senior is using that nickname as well..and so...i'm thinking another nice nickname for myself..
but still......well..

then i finally choose the second word in my full name, "wei", maybe caused i think this is quite cool..although i think when there're anyone calling me this name outside, he/she will be just like calling anyone there..LOLx

and at the end, i got no idea bout any other nice nickname to be used, i choose to combine them first, until i get myself another one.....


-zeno & wei-

p.s. shhhh~~don't tell anyone~~~~!! xP
xD

水瓶座(?) 的我...

==================================================================
可惜我是水瓶座 - 杨千嬅

原来你这样珍惜
从前在热恋中都未听讲过
别说这种行货哪里留得住
到底为什么分手你很清楚

如可笨到底但到底还
谁人待好待差太清楚
想继续装傻却又无力受折磨
心里羡慕那些人
盲目到不计后果

就回去别引出泪水
尤其明知水瓶座最爱流泪
若然道别下一句
可以闭上了你的嘴
无谓再会要再会更加心碎

回去没有止痛药水
拿来长岛冰茶换半晚安睡
十年后或现在失去
反正到最尾也唏嘘
够绝情都赶自己出去

犹如最结实的堡垒
原来在逐点崩溃逐点粉碎
极固执的如也会捱不下去
每天扮著幸福始终有些心虚

如可笨到底但到底还
谁人待好待差太清楚
想继续装傻却又无力受折磨
心里羡慕有些人
盲目到不计后果

就回去别引出泪水
尤其明知水瓶座最爱流泪
若然道别下一句
可以闭上了你的嘴
无谓再会要再会更加心碎

回去没有止痛药水
拿来长岛冰茶换半晚安睡
十年后或现在失去
反正到最尾也唏嘘
够绝情都赶自己出去

===================================================================

我记得我第一次听到这首歌时, 我就爱上了它..
是因为......这是给水瓶座的歌吧~~?
xD

我想我那时最爱的, 应该就是 "尤其明知水瓶座最爱是流泪"..
我想大部分认识我的人大概都会觉得我....不容易哭...吧.?
但是, 不知道叻..就觉得这首歌蛮适合我的...

还有另一段, "犹如最结实的堡垒 原来在逐点崩溃逐点粉碎".....

每个人都有弱点吧, 不管那个人平时看起来是多么的...刚强?...还是应该说坚强....=="
什么 "我不会哭", 都是假的...

别人, 刚认识我, 或不认识我的人, 应该都会觉得我蛮....酷的吧?
不是赞美自己的那种, 是很难相处那一类..
但一切都是伪装....?
一种潜意识里不想与人混太近的自我保护.....?
我也不是很清楚...

但是, 我清楚知道一个人独处时,
大家兴高采烈在交谈, 只有你一个人坐在旁边看, 搭不了话,
大家自然而然就座时, 不善交谈的你一个人坐在角落时,
那种寂寞, 孤独, 与被遗忘的感觉...

我都知道...不善于交际, 习惯沉默, 其实也不是一件好事..

小学毕业后, 我照常过着我一贯的生活...
中学转校时, 我清楚知道我有两个知己..
中学毕业时, 我多了一个小学认识的知己,与一个无所不谈的知心好友...

朋友呢?
我有很多...

有一天, 与妈妈的言论中, 她发现了一点我自己也没有发现的重点:
你的好朋友呢?

我想开口回答时, 我犹豫了...

是的, 我有很多的朋友, 也可以是好朋友..
因为我不会只呆在一个朋友之间组成的 "小组", 我都跑来跑去, 哪里都可以的 "无组论"...
可是, 小组间的良辰知己要出外旅行时, 有特别节目时, 很少会有想到我的, 都是他们小组里的"定期会员"..

所以, 我犹豫了......

"为什么我当初不好好呆在一个小组里", 我开始问自己...
没错, 我现在是有很多的 "朋友", 也认识很多人, 却没有几个是可以谈心的...
如果没有刻意去找他们, 他们也不会想到我, 来找我聊天....

我到头来只有 "我认识很多人" 这短短的, 没有意义的六个字....

当我独处时, 这些全都会很自然的浮现在我脑海里, 把我那不比拳头大的脑袋都塞得满满的...
我都会有想哭的冲动.....
我不比外表看得到的那样刚强, 我不需要那虚伪的, 没有意义的 "朋友" 两个字, 我需要的, 是真正值得我关心, 也会主动关心我的知心朋友...

没错, 我害怕的, 是孤独, 虽然我从来都没有对任何人说过...
没错, 我的确说过, 我习惯孤独, 但是习惯, 不代表喜欢..
没错, 我承认过, 我喜欢一个人, 但不是有人可以陪我的时候....
没错, 我说过许多许多, 但, 不代表那全部都是我真心想要的....


-wei-

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

First Love - Utada Hikaru lyrics...

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doku ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kito naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too

Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever

Translation:
our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

Note: The translation might not be fully correct.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

to my beloved uncle..

miss my uncle lately...
he stay at US with his family now....
long time no see them le...that's why i miss him....


beside of this, my mum said something that make me think of him actually..

my bro is going to UK end of this month, for his degree cert...
it takes only 3 months..

then my mum say she's not that rest assured(?) although it's only 3 months...
then she say, that time they're planing and discussing whether wanna send me to US for my degree courses or not, and i stay in M'sia still...finally...
she lagi berat hati.....lolz

and this remind me what my mum said last time...
she said:" actually your uncle hope you can study there, because when you're there, we're connected, at least, for we two family....

"lets see, if i'm not going there, or anyone else in our family, all of us is here but my uncle 4-members family is the only one at oversea....

"he can call us once a week or more, but we're not going US that ofthen for sure, the air tickets is expensive, the phone call to oversea is expensive, and so on...

"which means, we might getting far and far away, not the distance we can counted, but the connection within our heart, our blood..."

alright, the last one is i added in de....but it's true waat..
don't you think so.?

if one of us is there, maybe the one's family members will plan to go there more often, for their children, for their brother......

but right now, just they're there, when he ask us to go there, we need to plan...well, those parent, and those got job....need to ask for holidays, and more....

but if...like ..i'm there, my mum will plan to go there as often as she can whenever she wants to, no matter how much holiday leaves she left....izzit?

i think, "yes"..

and the most important thing, he did care me sssooooo much since i was a baby....
i always thinking like....what can i do to......you know? erm..just like...respond his loves to me...
and, i still get these worst academic result...
WTH.............
i hate myself for this....

disappointed my parent, my uncle, and myself.!!!!!!!!!
WTH.!!!!!!!!!!!

and, what i wanna say is...
"sorry", and
"i love you guys~~~~"
"i'll try my best in everything and trust me please although i said this manytimes before but i never did it...or never make it for.......well...i never.....坚持...but, i will try...no matter for how manytimes...."

"GAMBATE.!!!!!!!!!!!"




-wei-

随心...

hmm....
该说什么呢?
我也不晓得..
就是突然向上来type几个字....

昨天, 跟某人的谈话中, 明明就是在谈他的事情, 但我却想到了我的情形...=="
也不算情形啦, 就是回忆而已....

hmm...
不懂他们怎样了...
好想念他们哦~~
O_O

*加个 "们" 给该看到的人看**
LOLxx

xPP



-wei-

Monday, May 10, 2010

new shirts~~~

yea~~~
bought new shirts finally~~~~
after so so sssoooooo long time~~
O_O
^____^

both from romp...
actually i saw another one quite nice~
but i didn't buy...
@__@

this time they got many nice d shirts n t-shirts~~~
^^"

but...no money...xDD
xPP




-wei-

Sunday, May 9, 2010

<绑匪> 首映礼..


SB 拿到了<绑匪>首映礼的票, 但他们一家人要上云顶, 所以给了我跟我哥...
去pavilion..

we reached there around 8pm and i thought it's almost 9
**that movie start at 9pm**

then...we siao siao stand there for awhile then walked away..
and this is the first time i went for a movie's premiere..

before we going back into the shopping mall....*away from the GSC area la*

i saw 08ASQ d 冠军得主...lolz

then we back into the shopping area wasting our time..lol

we back to the GSC area around 8.30pm
but then my bro wanna go toilet AGAIN...thinking what he ate..=="
how can he rush for toilet for ssooo many times a day while i'm not...although we ate the same foods....or what...=="

still...the light bulb which will show us whether we enter the hall yet or not... is not yet light-up-ed....xP

then i'm waiting and waiting and waiting...for my bro and the light....while the guard say we can enter around 8.45pm but we kept on waiting although it's already 8.50pm.....

ow ya...when i'm waiting outside for my bro, i saw one of the myfm DJ.....hmm..
then i was thinking...izzit we'll watch the premiere in the same hall with them?

and the answer: NO

=="
quite disappointed actually....but.....okay waatt~~~
xDD

then..the light bulb is finally light-up-ed...and the movie is...not bad...
is good....
and arr........my bro is clapping his hand too although nobody clapped after him....
after the movie, there's a game period
just one.....and when they asking for those birthday on may...i went toilet since my bro is back and i'm born on feb....

then when i'm back from toilet, i realised there got one person's birthday on feb...
my bro said they asked for those birthday on jan and feb after that...=="

i want tat pillow.....for mother's day present d arhz~~~~
T_____T missed it...xPP

or the T-shirt....since i didn't bought any new shirt since the end of 2009.....
hmm.....i think i really didn't buy any new shirt for 2010 new year.....till now...
sad.........

alright...don't know where am i now....hmm.....
okay...well...,
the movie is really not bad....it worth your tickets
^^"

okay...i'm starting to write nonsences things + don't know what to write + digress-ing (?)

nitez...




-wei-

Monday, May 3, 2010

对与错。。。

我们常常听说的, 尤其是父母小时候对我们说的:" 你这样做是错的", "那样是对的".....
但是, 到底何谓对, 何谓错呢?

你认为, 玩耍是错的;
你认为, 读书是对的; ....

但是, 只读书的书呆子, 他们真的会懂世间的丑恶吗?
他们知道世上有骗子, 但他们遇上骗子时, 就能分辨这些人是骗子吗?

跟朋友出去玩, 出去买东西, 求学时期被骗个一两次, 过后大概都没那么容易被骗了吧?
反没出过家门窝在家的人们, 打工时期才被骗, 那损失不是更大吗? 还会被人笑或让工时蒙受更大的损失吧? 到时更糟糕....

言归正传, 我还是想说我身上的...

我在家里排行最小, 我妈也不懂为何就是很习惯性地超爱叫我做东西...
都算了, 先谈 "等"...

每次要出门了, 不管是去吃晚餐还是打包午餐, 或者去逛街, ...
似乎都是我跟我爸在等人..

全家人都要外出时, 我跟爸等我妈跟我哥...
妈都说:" 你们快点准备, 等我好了就可以走了"......大完..她准备好后等人一下子就开麦了...
"还要我等等等, 找不准备现在才准备~~...." 通常她骂的那个都听不到她在骂什么, 就是我一直听听听, 感觉上就是在骂我...超令人火大的...难道她不懂我不喜欢听吗? 她都懂~~~~我就常常跟她说啦, 她也还是一样在骂, 然后我说一句, 她就真的变成骂我了, 还骂得更够力...

哥呢?
呵, 遗传哪~~
不过有点不同, 他是...
我们一早就叫他准备了, 他十次里有九次, 所有人都好了, 要走了, 他才上楼准备....

还有, 爸跟他都一样, 有一个习惯就是, 要出门之前上厕所......又要等...
我也不是没有被人等过, 但自叹不如他们就对了...

今天, 我真能确定我哥遗传到了我妈那一点...
我一点半就开始叫他准备了..不想那么迟出门...
P.S. 要出门的是他, 我只是陪他..
他一直拖拖拖..
然后两点跟我说要看电视, 三点才出门..
我那时连凉都冲好了..

两点半, 跟我说他要过过水, 换件衣就出门, ...
那我就 shutdown 电脑, 他又坐上了沙发...
没关系, 我也看...

两点九, 戏快完了, 我知道我准备需要时间, 就上楼准备去了...
三点, 我下楼等他, 没事做就弹弹琴了..
弹了两遍多的歌曲, 差不多八分钟..

弹着第三遍时, 他终于下来了...就直接说走了..

一首歌有几久?
最多给你四分钟..
我等了你超过十分钟, 不算你看戏打机的时间, 你等我不到两分钟, 竟然大声地反驳我, 跟我发脾气哦?
我顶你..

现在是你想我陪你去, 我还做你移动式闹钟, 可以说是浪费时间等你...
还要听你口气看你脸色?!


你谁哦? 要你等多我最多两分钟, 你等不到一分钟就开门出去, 还叫我不用去了?!
我还冲了凉换好衣了你才说, 你不在一点半时跟我说你自己去?!!
wtf

我等你一个小时多都由得你, 你等我两分钟就有理由摆脸色?
亏我上星期还等足你几天!!!!!!!!!!!!!
这就是辈分小的命运吗?

让妈等两分钟, 被鸟..
让哥等两分钟, 被屌;
没有做错事, 还是无缘无故挨爸妈骂...
他们骂那么多次, 有百分之五十都不是我做的.!!!!!!!!!!!

=="

什么世界啊?
等人被骂, 不等人还是会被骂;
做错被骂, 没做错还是会被骂;
帮人被骂, 不帮人还是会被骂;
就连睡觉也被骂..

顶................................................................="=




-wei-

Saturday, April 24, 2010

timing prob.......? + dreams..?

lolz...
how come everytime i want record, sure my dad went into the kitchen and start making noise d arhz?
T____T
forced me to wait for the next time for recording....lolx
maybe next time when i'm rich enough, i can buy a house with 'soundproofed room'..?
*隔音室*

then a whole drumset, my piano, and guitars inside the room~~~~
^^" .v,,
wow~~~~~~

nice dream

lolz

wow....nice nice nice.....
whatever dreams are nice.......
LOLx

haiz........



-wei-

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

don't give up...............?

izzit everyone also need to learn to give up what they really want?
and this is life............?

why?

and, i got few sample answers...
LOL
but i'll type in chinese...xPP

1. 世上有无数的千里马, 却只有少数的伯乐..
2. 天时地利人和....缺一不可, 是很难的..
3. 个人资质...有天份却无后天努力; 没天份单靠后天的努力却始终没有很好的成绩....
4. 无知音人...毕竟人很多时候还是需要有人的支持, 才有动力坚持走下去....
...

actually i got 2 only...but seems too short and so i........cin cai added 2 more..xPP

as in my case......the ambitions i got since 13 *i think*......till now......
i got 3...

for the first one, i think i got no hope already, since i'm ssoooo dumb and get the OMG result for my A-level, which is my last hope for this ambition..and i got no money to study that course..LOLzz

for the second's, still...ok ba.......it's a bit related to the course i take and gonna start end of may..
hope i can FOCUS well on it.....
GAMBATE.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for the third.........this is the most impossible ambition to.....well....what?
don't know..maybe i should write ALL my post in chinese?
=="
this one.....i got try on this and...i'm still trying my best to get near to this but still....not that possible for me i think...
i'll still take it as my hobby...until i found someone get the same ambition as me and....there's a chance although i'm that kind of people who'll just sit there and wait for the chances to reach me.. which means, it's better to be one of my hobby...

well, what i wanna say is, although we might not have the chances for our dream to come true, but we still can try, no matter for how many times, how many deny or decline or what we'll get with that....
as our dream still there, there're hope..........
just....

don't ever give up your dream with some idiot reasons.....everyone have the chances.!!!!!!!!!!
believe it and believe yourself..
you can do it.!!!!!!!
>"<
xPPPPPPP




-wei-

colors of the wind

Colors of The Wind

you think I'm just an ignorant savange
and you've been so many places, I guess it must be so
but still I cannot see, if the savage one is me
how can there be so much that you don't know, you don't know

you think you own whatever land you land on
the earth is just a dead thing you can claim
but I know every rock and tree and creature
has a life, has a spirit, has a name

you think the only people who are people
are the people who look and think like you
but if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
you'll learn things you never knew, you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
or asked the grinning boobcat why he grinned
can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
can you paint with all the colours of the wind
can you paint with all the colours of the wind

come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
come roll in all the riches all around you
and for once, never wonder what they worth

the rainstorm and river are my brothers
the heron and the otter are my friends
and we are all connected to each other
in a circle, in a hope, that never ends

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
or let the eager tell you where he's been
can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
can you paint with all the colours of the wind
can you paint with all the colours of the wind

how high does a sycamore grow
if you cut it down, then you'll never know
and you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
for whether we are white or copper skinned
we need to sing with all the voices of the mountain
we need to paint with all the colours of the wind

you can own the earth and still
all you'll own is earth until
you can paint with all the colours of the wind

i'm trying to remeber thiese lyrics now...=="

"Reflection".....
lazy to type it out and confused bout which version's lyrics is original version or......don't know
=="
blur



-wei-

Thursday, April 15, 2010

我不想做的事...(?)

都站起来了, 都走过来了, 拿一拿听筒听一下很麻烦吗?

白痴哦....

如果那个人是找你有事, 工作上有事跟你说, 你叫我就酱盖了电话, 那错的是我吧?!

无聊, 人家来我们家找你, 不想见又是要我说谎.....自己出去看一下很难哦?
还找我当替死鬼, 为了你说无谓的谎言..................

超讨厌的, 别叫我做这种蠢事了好不好?!!

=="

Monday, April 12, 2010

what happened to out dear-2 earth?

OMG.....
we did manything to hurt our earth right?

SURE.!!!

OMG....
if not, how come this few days d weather can be sssoooooo~~hot?!!!
oh my gosh.....

feel like wanna bath for every 5 minutes.!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=="

HELP~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~arhz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

don't open aircond for ssooooo long time ba~
don't drive ssoooo much wasting petrol + worst-ing the air pollution arhz~
don't sing in the bathroom while u're bathing **although i did it everyday..LOL** wasting the water arhz~
don't... don't.....don't................

don't 38 here la~

LOL




-wei-

Sunday, April 11, 2010

piano class...

wow...
quite 期待 today d piano class actually....'cause i can get few more songs' pieces~~~xDD

but orhz...

还是跟以前一样, 去到那边手指就硬了.....弹得超烂的......都快没脸去见老师了...
T_____T

对不起, ms choong..
=="

在家明明就还好的....算了, 一切都是藉口, 必须练习多一点啊.!!!!!!!
baka ne...

hmm....
好过意不去哦....
对不起.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_________T



-wei-

Saturday, April 10, 2010

i'm ssooo excited bout _______recently..

what i did during this so-called-holidays?

hmm....this question appear for times in my msn windows....lolx

and my common answer: sleeping, eating, watching, on9-ing, .....

=="

somehow, i found out now that, after or before, i don't know, i decided to meet the orthodontist, i'm starting to surf the net for searching some music pieces...and copy them out...yup, i HAND-COPY...stupid right? but.......i'm stupid....xP

then, when i copying the chinese song named "够爱", which is one of the "X-family" and "K.O.3anGuo" theme song, i finally gave up and print it out with dad's printer..ROFL

don't know why, i'm just....suddenly feel ssoooo interested in music..
i wanna learn guitar, play more songs with my own piano, and more....

AND, i ask my friend to join for the Uni's music club together....ow ya, our course hvn start yet..=="

which means, i'm ssoooo excited bout joining the music club.....lolx

dun und wat im talking bout? well, im nt goin to explain...xP

hmm...it's enough for today, it's time to continue watching the "x-family"..lolx



-wei-

thinking...

wanna transfer more video into my MP4~~xD
that one i said before, my dad bought for me d...

well, now my plan's changed....
**not bout the video n mp4 la...=="**

bout the guitar and courses....

since i'm going to wear braces, no $$, then i need to wait + save more $$ so i can buy a new + nice + cool d guitar for myself~~ xPP

so, just wait~~for the $$ come?
hmm....thinking.........


-wei-

P.S. too long time not here, so come drop-by again only...xP

P.P.S. ky, when u get my link.? ==" although i know i gave you b4, but.....how can u still gt d? =="

P.P.P.S. what is "p.p.s." and "p.p.p.s."? dun ask me...xPP

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

just post it here so i wont forget..xP

those link i think i'll forget easily..lolz
http://xcool.5d6d.com/

http://www.freewebs.com/remseppiano/allsheetmusic.htm

Monday, April 5, 2010

met dentist....T____T

well, guess what?
i've lost 2 of my teeth.!!!!!

T_T
preparation for wearing braces...

maybe wednesday, i'll lost another 2....
OMG...
and wait for next tuesday for the braces..
so i think i wont be out from now onwards....
if can

lolx



-wei-

Saturday, April 3, 2010

met orthodontist....

erm...how to say?
can be counted as i've been cheated,
but can't say like that too....=="
blur..

well, just, i tell my mum i would like to get the suggestion or asking something or what bout the ..braces....
en....

but then, my cousin bro wanna "wash his teeth", he said..
then we're going together...

there was....full of people you know.?!
OMG...

we ended up Q'up for more than 2hours...
spent one hour in parkson window shopping...

then, cousin bro's turn first, then mine...
well, this costs us 240 in total....OMG

then went upstair for the orthodontist..
i thought we're going to checked by the 'dentist' and then only we make a dicision for whether i'm going to do it or not..but
you know.?

the 'dentist' straightaway did the model for me and, there was no return.!!!!!!!!!
Oh My Gosh.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wth is this?

so, it's my mistake to suggest my mum to bring me there,

my fault to say "yes" when mum asking : you wanna wait for one and a half hours for the check'up?

my another fault to say "ow" when mum ask : you wanna leave with only checking the teeth after waited for almost 3hours?

OMG....
so, do you understand what i wrote in the first few lines of this post?
=="


-wei-

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

the SOMEBODY...

well, didn't saw your pic, your news, and didn't chat with you for quite a long time....
and i think i can pretty sure it's ended.....
but now....
i'm not sure...again....

why?
hmm...just becaused of the messages?
i don't know, just thinking......

this is not bad, although it's quite bad....
hmm....

just feel like wanna write something i can understand while i hope others don't...
lolz


-wei-

Monday, March 29, 2010

DS - 终极三国 K.O.3anGuo



OMG.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i like this drama verryyyyyy much~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

becaused of?

hmm....
the 刘备/脩 (Liu Bei/ Xiu) starred by 陈德修 (Chen De Xiu)
AND 孙尚香/叶赫那拉‧宇香 (Sun Shang Xiang/ Ye Yu Xiang) starred by 曾沛慈 (Pets Ceng)

I like them very much.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@@"
xDD

pets is ssoooo leng lui + cute~~~xD

this couple attract me most in this drama...LOLX
xP

however, i wanna find the DVD of this series, but all i found is the part 1 & 2 only, where this series got 3 parts.....
53 episodes.....xP

hope there's a new series for this K.O.-series-drama...
WITH Pets Ceng AND Xiu.!!!!
ROFL
otherwise i think i'm not that interested in it that much...swt


-wei-

突然有感触。。

刚刚有跟哥聊聊, 聊到了'死'可怕不可怕..
然后我想到了前一阵子我想过的...


I
死后是个什么都没有的世界,但我们还有感觉,还能思考。。

II
死后变成鬼魂,还有个模糊的形体,还有思考能力,还有轮回。。。

III
死后一无所有,漆黑的世界,没有形体,没有言语,没有感觉,没有想法。。

而这其中, III 是我们公认最可怕的世界...
可能你会说:" 有什么可怕了.? 都么有想法了害怕什么.?"
可是我所谓的怕, 不是死后会怕, 是现在想到很可怕.!!!!

对, 可能到时我是没有感觉了, 那又怎样?
不怎样啊...
可是我现在, 有感觉有想法的现在, 想到了以后那漆黑的一片, 那莫名的孤寂与暗黑的一无所有......
这让我 down 了好一阵子...
但现在我想的是: 何必去在意, 人最重要的, 不是 "现在" 吗.?
只要我现在很快乐, 我曾经快乐......
xD

所以, 别想太多啦~~朋友~~~~~~
xD

P.S. 虽然我总是想太多, 但重要的是最后都想得开啦....=="
加油吧, 各位...还有我自己~~~~xD



-wei-

Sunday, March 28, 2010

it's late night..

well, it's really quite late already, although i'm not going to sleep, but youtube-ing......
but i still not in the mood to change this blog's layout..xP


-wei-

help~~~~?

haiz....hope there's someone that can teach me how to can the layout, or even just tell me how can the image i posted can be fully showed....=="
sad.....


-wei-

海派甜心..

lolz...i forgot bout this already...
like what i said in the post i posted few days, i might missed some drama i watched in the drama list i watched with pps....
walau....how come i seems like write till ssooo 乱 d?
=="

alright, what i wanna say is, i watched this drama with pps, but it's not in the drama list in the previous post...

hmm....
i went back kajang like usual, every sunday, then i saw my aunt is watching this drama

from what my cousin bro said, they watched till 12th ep now, then suddenly i heard my mum and aunt asking :"is this is the last ep?"
lolz...xD



my opinion
:this drama is not that bad too, but it's quite bored after ep10*if not mistaken* after the 林达浪 turn back to 薛海 identity.....lolz

:but orhz, quite funny thing is, when i just started to feel comfortable for the 林达浪 image, he changed back, it's nice....but then, when he finally changed back into the 林达浪 image....OMG, don't know why i can't accept it...xP
keep thinking :he will change back to the handsome image right?

xD




-wei-

Friday, March 26, 2010

我在想。。

我在想..
如果世上真的存在着转世轮回这些东西...
那一个人死后, 就会投胎吧..?

据记载, 童话与传统, 有八道轮回吧?
那人死后, 就不一定会投胎再世为人了吧?
可以是昆虫, 可以是动物, 更可以是植物...

自从我们家有亲人去世后, 我常常会特别在意身边的生物, 都会在想:
它会不会是我亲人的再世啊?

这种念头让我很难随意, 也很难让我在不经意的导致某些生物去世时, 没有自责的念头..
是困扰吗?
也不是啦..
就常常很犹豫不决, 不想杀生, 却也不希望在房间里看到昆虫..

不经意弄/害死了一只蚂蚁, 就能令我懊悔好一阵子....

到底他们过得都还好吗.?
他们快乐吗?
吃得好睡得好吗?

希望都还好吧....^____^"



-wei-

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

what i did recently?

hmm....as my course haven't start yet, and the theory exam is ended, it's my holiday~~~yea~~~~

and, what i did?

mostly....pps
lolz

few drama and movie i watched with pps...just feel like wanna list them out...but time..i forget already la, not so pro..
just list those i can remember..

watched:
>> 痞子英雄 - tw
>> 是美男阿 - kor
>> 花样男子 - kor
>> 终极三国 - tw
>> 瘦身男女 - hk
>> 精装追女子 -hk
>>> 娱乐百分百 - tw
>> Good Luck - jpn
>> 麻辣教师 - jpn

now watching:
>> 终极一班 - tw
>> 秋香怒点唐伯虎 - hk
>>> 超级星光大道II - tw

wanna watch:
>> 终极一家 - tw

O_O
just finished the K.O.3anGuo
迷上了 东城卫-陈德修 & 曾沛慈
@.@"



-wei-

Saturday, March 20, 2010

DS - 韩版花样男子

lllooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeee this drama ssoooooo much.!!!!!!!!

love 金贤重 ssoooo much.!!!!! ssooo leng zai..xP
xD



erm...eye gt a bit pain le...cont. next time ba..=="

drAmA series (DS) - 是美男阿

long time didn't come update my blog le...=="
just.....write some dramas that i watched recently in pps...xD
those drama i loooooovvvvveee sssoooo much~~~xD



this is the second korea movie i watch using pps....xD
i'll post the others on new posts la~~

it's ssooo funny and ...hope they can be together....@.@"



by the way, i think he's ssoooo cute....but one of my friend don't think so...don't know why...xP











it's RECOMMENDED.!!!!
xD


-wei-

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

希望...............无望............................

人生总有许多的无奈, 就看你如何去面对..

而我, 如今面对的, 是选择..
我要选科, 再选大学; 选对路, 再选将来..

很多人都知道的吧? 我的志愿是飞机司, 可我的学习态度导致我的成绩惨不忍睹...
看来是无望了...

之前想说, 不如就干脆去试下面试空中小姐了, 回到房间打开了衣橱, 发现到我的衣服和身材....
又是无望了....

我要减肥了.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我要买新衣.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

无望了...

想过出国读书, 可要选的科是蛮难读的, 怕浪费了父母的心血, 期待...
也还没考需要的 TOEFL, 来不及了, 选回最有可能的 UTAR, 拿 Mechanical Engineering.....
haiz.......
希望还有希望吧, 我会继续努力, 好好加油拿到好成绩的.!!!!




-wei-

20th birthday...=="

今年的年初四, 17-02-2010, 是本人的大日记啦~~俳塞...
唔, 也蛮无聊的...
差不多年年都一样的啦...没有什么不同..
原本说好了早上要去唱K的, 哥昨晚又说三个人很像有点...闷..?
所以我早上也没有去叫他啦, 他过后却来问我为什么没叫醒他....

过后的打算是, 去看电影, 72家租客...
结果没看成, 去了 RedBox 唱K...
够无聊吧...

还是跟哥哥还有表弟去呢.!!
xD
也不错啊..我蛮喜欢这样的...
就是不大习惯有朋友跟我庆祝啦, 也没人跟我庆祝...xD
xP

唱到 8pm 才散人呢, 我们...原本是到 7.30pm 的....xD
然后吃了 McD 才回家..

W-T 原本说要来的, 我中午无意间看到了她们在 facebook 的留言, 说几个人来, 穿褒了...xP
但我没跟她们说我知道了, 别揭穿人嘛....xP

她们带了一"粒"蛋糕来, 蜡烛都快息完了...xP
一不到半分钟的时间, 唱完生日歌, 吹熄了蜡烛....xD
lolz

过后在客厅玩锄第.....
爸上楼睡了后, 开始玩 banlap....lolx
赢了RM10........不大好意思呐................=="
谢啦, 我的损友....xD


-wei-

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

bodyguards and assassins


went kepong jusco today, with bro..

we've planned to watch B&A today, the showing time here is 7pm, and we reached day around 5.30pm

we have had our dinner there, and bro ordered his favourite like usual, the cheese baked rice....=="
and i tried the herbal-duck-soup-beehun..=="
ok ok only.....xP
then...wait for almost 30minutes up there only can go in..=="
seating, i mean..

then...the movie is not bad....i like it somehow, although all die.....
as what my bro said :" since this is played what happened as state in history, should be all die..."
lolz...
still, like nicholas most.....xD
but orhz, if the movie is in the languages what the actor said when ...acting..., i'll like it more and more and more......
xP
-wei-

W-cousin bek......

W is back from UK for a period, but me and my brother just met her on last friday....
we drove to connaught, my uncle's house there to find her...in my memory, i thought my aunt and uncle is......not that "kind" person.....xP

then....i know i'm wrong bout that....
when we're reached there..**my bro asked me to drive...lolz**
my aunt is okay la...got things to chat at least...then my uncle just sat there alone...seems like taking a nap....

well, we saw our cousin sis, W, which is 18days elder than my bro....

we then went McD for our lunch, it's almost 3pm, and....we bought our lunch at value-lunch-price too...xD
i wanna pay the bill....i told my cousin that's treat by my dad too, not me, but she paid it.....somehow...thanks

after we had our lunch and chat in McD, we finally decided to go back oour uncle's house...and i thought we'll just back home that time....but.....................

we chat more in uncle's house, with the presence of my aunt, she is sssooooo polite you know, we chat and gossip for longer time than we did in McD, without my aunt....
she said almost all my cousin sis' friends also she know them....she can even chat with them when they called my cousin......O_O
xD

then....we went singk at jusco cheras selatan punya greenbox....i think is this name la.....don't know correct or not..
for 3hours...but, 3 hours is not enough you know.....but no choice, i got things to do and gonna pass-up the next day....my piano theory....who ask i'm lazy person that wanna done my things just before the day i wanna passup...baka ne.......

and..after singk only me and bro realised, we didn't ask my dad the road back to our house...the road we take to connaught is one-way-road....lolz.....
then my uncle's cold-joke is out......
"neh, W, just call taxi bring them home la, then ask your dad come drive the car back" or similar..

then....we reached home safely after my uncle led us till the connaught pasar malam there...thanks, uncle..

xD




-wei-

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

sound pollution.....

there's a stupid car driver honking another idiot car's driver...
it's 2300++ now, still making such a noise...that idiot car driver seems can't hear it but the honk is superb loud especially at night you know....
omg....

Sunday, January 3, 2010

which can i......

pilot or......?

few choices i'm gonna choose (courses)......:

-engineering
>>aircraft
>>mechatronic
>>mechanical

-psychology

-hospitality and tourism

and....i want the most actually....but i think i must cancel it from the list.....but....i............

-pilot

haiz........
but i think i'll most probably take mecha or mechat engineering........
how?

or maybe i'll go try for cabin crew...for pilot?
swt....
who knows?



-wei-

心情日记 - i

没有什么特别的语法, 没有什么特别的意义....
就只是突然想用中文..

飘落的叶子, 在不在意它们的着地处呢?

有人说在意, 如果掉到马路上, 会被人踩踏, 也可能被车践过...
有人说不在意, 因为它们已没有感觉, 它们是因为枯死才飘落的....
等等...

但, 讨论了又怎样呢?
少数服从多数?
有道理的就是对的?

那, 为什么要说是 "飘落的叶子" 啊?
应该是 "飘落的你" 吧?
因为这全都是你们想象的, 你们觉得的, 而不是叶子真正的感受啊...

有谁知道叶子的感受吗?
你?
难道你可以跟它沟通吗?
还是它告诉你了?

没有...

所以, 世上不是所有东西都是 "肯定" 的...
是 "可能"....

不是所有东西都能以 "多数服从少数" 勉强说你自己是对的, 强逼别人接受他的意见是错的...
我们需要接纳多方面的意见, 从许多不同的角度, 去看待理解一个同样的东西...

这样, 或许还有进步的空间..

可是, 如果你只是死死的守着自己的那一套, 你就只有退步的空间....

所以, 你自己决定, 是要评定叶子的感觉, 还是要 "建议" 你对叶子感觉的看法........


-zeno_wei-

today's piano lesson..

lolz....
what i'm doing there?
not showing how much improvement i got during these 2 weeks, but just doing theory past year.....

Ms. Choong's student before me still there, then i sit there doing my theory first...then.....should be my turn huh....but i'm still keep doing my theory.....since ms choong also didn't asked me to sit there play my pieces....so.......................

that girl sit opposite site from me....**not infront la** and teacher sat too.....
then.....when three "female" sit together, what will happened?

gossip

and as you know.....i got no topic to share.....so, i'm just the listener.....
and......Jui Yee is.....OMG geng u know.?!!
she got DISTINCTION for her GRADE 8 PRACTICAL on 2008......
then now......her theory exam result is out......and....
she get DISTINCTION for GD 8 THEORY too.!!!!!
omg.....
she can counted as my idol already.....her SPM result also very good de you know........
quite perfect........**yuppy, she's younger than me**

haiz.....@,@"

if i'm not mistaken, i **my mum** remember my piano teacher told me that, when you get both distinction for gd 8....you'll automatically get the scholarships from ABRSM.....
don't know she can get it or not...hope she can....since she's ssoooo hardworking and gifted..**she is a perfect teller, which means the person who can tell you the note or key you played perfectly**

hope you have what you want~~

p.s. i knew her before i met her in theory class...'cause she's my dad punya friend's daughter..but we got less chat before....so....don't know is this counted as 'friend', but, i wish her is just because she's really hardworking...and...also a person i know...




-wei-

Friday, January 1, 2010

hAppy n3w y3Ar~~~~

xD
it's 2010 now~~~
2more years to the end of the world?
who knows?
xP

all right, lets get back to the blog....

LC, sheena, me, jing, sean, and yeing went bbq at lin's house...and teng joined later..
jing, me, LC, lin and sean went jusco for those 'ingredient'...lolz...no la, the food we gonna bbq, on 30 dec 2009..
but chicken wing sold out....and no sweet potatoes.....and many many more...
seems there're many people having bbq party on the last day for 2009...xD
so we went carefour...

we found a parking lot just when we reach there...quite lucky huh...'caused there seems parking full jor...xP

so......we realised the money we brought may not enough for those things, so jing go atm..=="
and we found few workers bringing trolley upstair...and no need coins one...xD
really lucky wei~~~xP

then..shopping lolz....but the chicken wings really expensive till~~~~~beh tahan...1kg rm13++
then they go weight it, 5 chicken wings already costs rm12++
=="
so they decided to buy the next day morning....go pasar...xD

then, we bought bacons, sausages, crabmeats, meat balls, honey, butter, cutterfishs, ...
and the others buy at pasar lolz....
here already costed rm43++

then, when we're on the way back, i've decided not follow them go pasar the next day, 'caused i'll sure slept late one....and got mum's things to do.....not much time...xP
sorry ya~~

tada~~~~bbq day..

wake up 12nn++, did mum's things with tv swiched on..xP
till 4pm++
then go take a nap, till 5.30pm jing called me told me when LC'll agak-2 reach to fetch us to her house, then lin come fetch us go her house......

on the way go lin's house, loo stopped somewhere 'cause she don't know how to go lin's house, then we drive few rounds and finally found her, LC and jing go her car to pick juan up..xP

sean reach there before us, and go into lin's house together with us la of course...they seems quite scare lin's family member espeacially her mum...lolz...

then...then only guy, juan reach, he did almost all the gulei things..xD
no la....SOME lolz...xP
and...lazy to describe...should be too long already....
we enjoyed our bbq...although the sweet potatoes is burnt..=="
i like it much lolz............

then...some of us including me go wash those things we used in the kitchen there, while the others cleaning the floor out there....
then...

we went desapark city to 'countdown'....go see firework actually...xD

but, yan they all there, just...we didn't met...=="

we walked into DPC...quite long way i think, then stopped at the 'garden' there........and...
".., 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, happy new year~~~~"

yiuu~~boob..boob...~~~

actually got a bit bored at first, but then, when there's another type d fireworks released, it's really nice.!!!!
xD
the fireworks felt like ssoooo~~ near to me, and big, feel like it will pull me into it, like a time tunnel....xD

then.....the most amazing part, all fireworks released non-stop for few seconds.........
and.......the end~~~
lolz
xP

and?
walked back the car we parked there lolz......**near lin's house**
and back to lin's house play poker.......**initial plan**
then..some play poker, LC said she want play ps........
and finally, all distracted by tv.....when LC playing RE4, all laugh at her, keep saying those things like :" run away.!! shoot him.!!! shoot his head.!!! back of.!!!!!!!"
xD
then, when she's playing naruto, she keep won sheena, then lin duel LC, lost dramatically...xD
then sean.....lost also....xD
i salute you on this, LC.!!!
xD
all 甘拜下风 finally.....
then....after playing the 'turtle' with cards.......it's time to say goodbye~~~
all sleepy jor....
then, back home lolz....

when it's my turn to back, my bro ngam-2 hor called me asked me go bought him a burger...lolz....my friend fetching me le........=="

then i online till 3am++ only watch pps......can't finished the 痞子英雄 also...sad.............




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