penang trip~~~[ 2-5dec 2009] Part I

final year trip~~~
participant...(?):
-angel
-yan
-smay
-evonne**duno how to spell**
-v
-van
-ky
-robson
-yy
-me

lolz...really is 九个女仔一只鬼.....
==
but our case is nine girls and one guy la....xD


FIRST DAY:

i wake up in the morning....but 'lai chuang' as usually....
suddenly, dad coe in morning call....but i still got time to sleep....so i just tell him i'll wake up later....
then mum come in fo another wake up call.....but then she realised she's too early to ask me to wake up actually...then she go out too.....

later, dad suddenl knock my door thn ask me..."u wanna try drive there(penang).?"
i was...."huh.?!"
**half awake..
then dd ask me to consider myself......
then awhile later...mum come in.....
"ur dad is asking you, whether you wanna try to drive to penang on yor own.? u dare or not?"
LOLX.!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was thinking....."is this my dream? i'm dreaming? haven't wake up orhz?"
lolz.....

then i'm thinking........considering................
i' not sure the way to penang, and my bro's friend drove there before and ended up keep complaining the road there is small, driver there is rude enough, and bla-3.......so was wen hon...lolz

so.....i don't know.....then i said "i think i take bus there better"....

8.00am....
i tell my dad we can go fetch my friends already....but i think it's a bit too early for them....?
then yy haven't reach smksb there, just me and dad and angel is in the kembara......and i'm still thinking wanna try to drive there or not.....

then i ask angel, she tell me the same road as dad told me to go penang....so...i say "yes" to dad....
"i'll drive there....."
then bla-3 and we back home to change big saga then go fetch yy jor...
then.!!!
i've forget.!!!
still got v to fetch...xP
then angel find help with her sis' friend i think...then we found the way to v's house finally...
then v and evonne is in my car.......
ngek-3, start our 'tour' to penang~~~~
yea~~~

then..find har road, drive har drive har already on the highway jor...xD
then after i stop at petrol station there under yy's request, when we're goin to continue our trip, angel they saw ky's car.!!!!!
lolz....but i didn't saw la.....don't know which and what car she drive....lolz

k la...gtg first...summary out first..:
-drive till ipoh, switch driver to v, then gt rain on the way..
-reach penang, w8 hj and peigy for mor than one hour at petrol station wif no petrol punya..lolz..afta we belok the wrong way afta the penang bridge....
-heading to gurney plaza follow hj car...
-watch movie (2012 /ninja and assassin)..separate into 3 grps tat time...
me, ky, san may, robson go 2012 ; angel, v, evonne go for ninja an assassin ; yan, van, smay go gaigai..; tat couple go pak tuo la..of coz...lolz
-having our dinner at gurney drive punya sho, walk a distance from gurney plaza..
-heading to our hotel(red rock hotel) finally.....bathing, watchng, chatting, and sleeping...
but ky, evonne, angel they go supper at mamak-like there wor...then bungkus jor tandori chicken bek...
-sleeping~~~end of one day....

how to remove? =="

lolz...accidentally click punya..don't know how to remove, just ignore this...

yan's birthday -- Part II

we then went desa parkcity for our lunch..
@ BBQ Chicken there..
**if not mistaken**

there's 9 people if i'm not mistaken..
the angel ordered don't-know-what..
left us 8 person there, ordered 2 family set...

when the french fried is served, sim yee suddenly say "wow, so big.?"
but the waitress is just right beside her, then the waitress say "caused it's for 4 person d arhz"....
lolz....
we don't know she'll really answer it.!!!
so all of us laugh die...swt

then is the salad/ 'smash potato'...i don't know what it called..
swt

then is our main dishes, the chicken~~
xD

got 2 drumsticks in red d orhz....seems quite unique, so our table punya, kao dong start with that in red d....

but then...all of them say that's spicy..kinda, super duper spicy..
but i think thats ok ok only..
maybe it's becaused of i just eat few ba.....
and almost didn't ate the chicken's skin..
**all sauce on skin ma..**

after that, we bertolak to sunway...
angel lead us the way...

found parking, then go meet them...
but they **ah v, van, yan, ..** all haven't have their lunch..
they thought wanna wait for us for lunch..but then, we eat jor only go there...
sorry la...xP
then we split into 2~3 groups lo...

one go for lunch, the others go shopping...
then i follow angel them d group....ended up follow robson, ivan, and goh...
then ky, angel them one group..
van, ah v, yan them one group
baoly, sim yee, green them another group...
lolz...

walk har walk har yao meet har, walk har walk har yao split har....
xP

then me and goh them go cinema..planned to watch 2012 d, but it's showing...
then no others movie will show that time...all need to wait...
then we go arcade...
there punya arcade not that fun, for me...
haiz...

then we go meet angel them lo...
ended up sit on a chair there, discussing places for our dinner and yan's muffin..swt....
**no skating...T.T"**

finally, we're going back to 1U there.. for dinner..
then all having their sit in those drivers' car...lolz
then...long story here...

we're GET LOST.!!!!!
O_O
PJ's road are ssoooo~~ horrible...
we went the wrong way, then U-turn-ing back...
on the 'bridge', we can have the 'view' for roads down there...
walaoA.!!!
since that time is just so ppular for trafic jam...down there is ALL red.!!
so horrible..
down there got one big road, front there split into 3/4 junction, then infront of us there, split into 3 junctions....
ALL full of cars..and RED light.!!
OMG.!!!!

then i finally get help from house..
i called mum, caused she used that road to home from her office, then she let our house's enclopedia, my dad, get the phone and teach us how to get back to 1U there...
swt...
but then goh ask his dad and robson asking baoly them...
quite blur..then baoly them said U-turn to lead us, but they're gone.....on their way to meet big group jor...
so, left goh's dad and my dad..
goh's dad have different 'story' from my dad's version...
lolz...
but i still trust my dad more...........**ren zhi chang qing ba..?**

then finally...my dad's direction lead us the correct way.!!!!!!
we're out of lost.!!!!!
hurray~~~~~
**no any side meaning...please don't misund...thx**

then i get angel's direction to find them...in the shell petrol station....
sorry la guys....we're no lucks on that day, 4 of us got no 6th senses.....
lolz..
then we reach the..what.....?
korean punya bbq.....don't know, quite confused with the lunch one....**name, i mean**

then...after that quite-expensive-and-personally-not-that-like punya dinner, yan's muffins with alphabets : H, A, P, P, Y, B, D, A, Y, Y, A, N..
the muffins taste good.!!!
xD

then arhz...hmm....
sim yee's car gonna go cathay cinema watch 2012, ask whether we want follow..then angel say yes..and i follow..lolz...
when the drivers are chatting and discussing, van's estima just right beside us, so i just guessing who's on van's car..**back seat**
just play and play and play and guess lo....but i guess wrong...swt.....
should be: yan is the one follow whatever i do in the beginning, which means the nearer to me one; then san may is the one kacau-kacau beside her, which means the far from me one...
then suddenly i heard robson's "heaar", followed by angel's shout..
i thought is robson frighten angel, but then they both seems 'blaiming' baoly...
then i know what happened..lolz

then we changed seat to sim yee's car..
heading to cathay cinema**the curve there**..
but..BUT.!!!!!
the cinema is CLOSED.!!!!!
lolx.!!!!!
swt...
i didn't watch that movie...again...am i no yuan fen with that movie in cinema?
T.T"

then we all...or maybe THEY ALL is suitable..taking picture in the curve punya walk-way there...
becaused of my long+ugly hair+fatty acid in my body, i refuse to take more picture with them that night..sorry la...if this let you guys feel not that comfortable...

then....we're back...since all shop is closed...but we'd forgot bout, mamak is still on.!!!
xP
maybe they want back home already....nobody remember that..xD

then baoly back first, then is me and angel's turn..since i parked kembara there, so i drive home after that...

ow ya....my weirdf for y is start from that day punya...omg me...
**i think nobody und this sentence ba, except me..xP**
***just can say that i hate this***

then....back homw, around 1something am....then finally i can have my sweet dream..xD

P.S. i sleep until 12~1pm that day i forgot...again..
xD
who ask me now only post...xP




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yan's birthday.. part I

lolz...almost one week jor only i post this..
xP
sorry la...also nobody read de...xP

yan's birthday ngam ngam is tuesday, which is the day after further applied exam..
and MOST of the big group people punya last day is on monday too..

so, her birthday is on the good ...day..?
so weird, to say like this..
lolz..

hmm..
they've planned to go sunway..
i long time didn't go jor lu...
i think i went there two or three times only...lolz

i told van them i wanna sleep for 12 hours that night, then only i'll satisfy...
caused i already rush-midnight-car for many days.!!!!
almost the whole week.!!
swt...

but ended up, i can't fall asleep on monday night.!!!!
i online till ..around 1am that night when i'm just reach home around 11pm.!!!!

then, i rolled here rolled there on my bed till 3am something only i can sleep.!!!
don't know why....

then..tuesday morning, i woke up around 9am.!!!!
which means i just sleep for 6 hours that night.!!!
just half of my promised.!!!
**i told van i won't go anywhere if i din't sleep for 12hours that night**

but i got go with them also la..cannot put aeroplane la...
yan's birthday wor...

i called pei around 10am..
she picked up the phone, with the....cleary-haven't-awake-sound...then suddenly ask me in shock...
"you infront of my house now.?!!"

i'm shocked too, "ow, nop.!! i'm still in my house, just wanna ask what time i gonna go your house there"....

caused they go her house fetch her..
saya tumpang juga..

then...i arrived there arouns 11.30am....we said 11am...
then i scare i'm late
but then..i wait there.......till 1pm or more..only they arrived.....
pei already done her lunch that time..swt..

then we both sit WHon's car....
swt.!!!
i thought the one in his car *behind* is xiao v.!!!
but then..
pei asked :" where is V.?"...
i was...
huh.?!!

then only i realised, that one sit beside me and say hi to us is not V....
funny?
i think so..
she's just sit right beside me and i say hi "brightly" to her with face-to-face when i open WHon's car door.!!
but i didn't realised she's not V.!!!
but someone i don't know....
lolz...

too long..cont part II ...

Do People Secretly Hate You -- II

continue-ing.......

i still wondering....is SY ..**lets use the word 'H' for this kind of...feeling(?) ba..**
H me?

i felt that...again...
lolz...
when can i fight with this feeling?

i hate this.!!!!
why i don't dare to ask.?!
why can't i be that kind of...just speak whatever i want, do whatever i hope to..?
why i'll keep thinking something like..."no, i cannot do this", "i shouldn't talk", "i can't share my minds", "it's not the time for me to say anything.!!!", ......
why.?!

i hate myself....
and this is the reason...

one of the reasons....

everytime most of the time, i regret what i said, and what i did, ...
but there's nothing i can change....
i did it and i said it.....

when is this weird war starts.?
where is its ending?
i hope this weird war's ending is tomorrow, or even 5mins more from now.........

i hope i know the result now, no matter the result i'll get is a good ending, or sad ending....

i want the result NOW.!!!

i hate this weird feeling..
i hate whatever i had in my mind
i hate myself.....

if you're like to know me more, i'm sorry, i hope you'll just ask me...
or else it's hard to let me tell you those things on my own without any 'supported situation'...
lolz...

that's why, whenever my friends ask me why i'm so "cool", i don't know how to reply....
and i can tell you now that, i'm scared...
i scare if i know a new friend now, the percentage for the "weird feeling" to 'attack' me is higher..
the percentage for this to happen, i think, is directly proportional to the number of friends i have....

oh gosh...
sometimes i really hope that i'm totally alone...
but i'll envy others when they're chatting with their friends happily...

so..i don't know what i really want...

either,
have a nice days for knowing new friends, then down few months for the weird feeling...

or,
staying alone from the beginning, until the end.........

if you were me, which kind of life will you choose?

i dont' know, i really got no idea on this...

when im 14, form 2 yrs, i changed secondary school from SMKTE to SMKSB..
then i tell myself that, i wanna stay alone...until im graduated from my high school...
but, i can't.!!
i failed.!!

even i keep quiet and sit there alone, there'll always someone that very friendly approach you to say hi and intro to you....

well, i know i like social...i like to being surrounded by friends, all the time..
i like to being the top in few things, like sport, or kawad......

i wanna to be more popular, i want everyone know who is LWH.!!!!

but...yea, i tried my best on these activities, i have had my nicest memories within this few years, but also, i've had that weird feeling all the time, too....

why i failed.?!
why can't i against it?
why must i keep myself in the small black room i created years ago secretly in my heart?
why can't i just live like my others friends.?!
like whatever they did, the sun will still shine on them, the spotlight will always on them, they'll always be the centre of the group, the main character of others' stories.?!

Do People Secretly Hate You

i created a new account on facebook..
finally..yea, FINALLY....
everybody wrote that word on my wall...
OMG......

i saw a link on vanessa's there, titled "do people secretly hate you.?" or so...
then, i get my result...

My result:

Self Doubter
The question is-do you really even like yourself? Other people would like to get to know you more but your lack of self confidence can get in the way. Get out there!

swt...
quite true izzit?
i think it is...
everytime i felt unconfortable that i think who and who is not that like me.....
or even hate me....
but they're not actually...
why?

coz im not confidence?
sort of...i think.....
i hope everyone in the world will like me more, but i don't even like myself....
so, that's impossible..
moreover, there'll always be someone in the world that don't like you...
this is sure.....
but........

everytime, i'll be the listener when my friends are talking, chatting, bluffing, playing, ...
i like to be in that role...
but sometimes, i don't like it at all, i could feel like...
i'd been forgotten, i can't mix with them....

but, whenever there're someone else told me that kind of ...secret..., i'll ask them to join, just sit there, sure they can be part of the topic or what......
but, when the problem dropped back to myself here......i realised that i can't..
now i know why they're prefer to leave the place, than trying to ..join them......

i'm stupid, yea, maybe i'm crazy too...
maybe you'll say i think too much, yea, i admit, but then?
i can't stop thinking that way.!!!
that's a habit i think..
a WORST habit i hope i never have..

everytime, when i saw ..some of my friends..., i'm wondering....
why they can just as happy as a kid, play as fun as they can?
i hope i'm that kind of person.!!!
i want to be one of them.!!!!

i would like to join them more, but on the other side, i scare...
i always thinking bout, how if ALL of my friends don't like me?
or they're just acting friendly infront of me?!!
coz i feel myself is....soo.....weird, can't be trusted, selfish, somemore, 我觉得我很假.....
**my eng too bad, so i just manage to write it in chinese...**

everytime we chatting around, there'll be some topic like "which kind of person that you don't like.?", or "how do you think/ do you like that XXX?"
we're quite "enjoy" our topic..**coz we're bad i'm bad..**

but somehow, everytime after we end that topic, i'll start thinking something like....is XXY or XYX or YXX hate/ don't like me?

last time, before my A-Level course started, i "felt" KS ..err...**let use the word 'hate' for this kind of situation ba..** hate me....
for almost one year or more....lolz
then...well, honestly, i do felt that kind of feeling all the time..
and almost everyone of my friends or even those who're not that closed to me, i'll think of the same way....
i'll feel something like.....
they hate me.!!
then i can 'down' for few days....or more.........

why.?
Why.?
WHY.?!!!!

who can help me?
can someone save me?
i don't think so, there're just one person, me, myself, can help me......

too long...continue next post ba...?

tatatala~~~~~

hmm.....
all stp paper is gone~~~
left one paper now...
on friday...
but i don't have the mood to study already
how nia.?
i don't know....

just now..
after my further pure maths, it's raining
again

so we **big gang** wait beside canteen 2 lo..
then WHon back, from cc....

he fetch us to our car
swt....
then maggi fetch ivan go get his own car, and i follow WHon car go park infront his house lo...
so i no need to drive to KL....
i don't like to drive there....lolz

then when im waiting in WHon's house, maggi arrive TS...lolz
the big gang changed their plan..
they're heading SW to singk...
left us 3 guys will be in TS, follow our 'original' plan.........xP
no la..
actually we planned to watch 2 movies...
2012 and MJ's This Is It...
but then..
caused of the showing time....
we're just watch the 7.20pm-MJ...
2012 fly~~~
T.T"

that 'movie' is still ok la...
im just go there see leng zai only..
LOLZ..
**their dancers**

for those MJ's super fans, like Goh, he like it verryyy~~ much..
he's watching this for the 2nd times....
xD

then maggi...i don't know...

hmm...

tats all...
we walk here walk there until 10 sumthing if im not mistaken.....

ow ya, before that, caused Whon and i is late, my hand is ...been...smashed..? by maggi..lolz...
i let her smash my palm, but she hit my arm.!!!
OMG.!!
my bone's there.!!!
its pain.!!!!
@.@"
nevermind, who ask that's our fault...
lolz..
but not all our fault la, got trafic jam...bt she don't care...
fine...
xP



END...

3rd week 1st day

lolz...
die die die.!!!!!
what i memorised didn't out,
what i got no confident and blur and blank on it out.!!!!
OMG.....

coming another stp p4...
but i think i'll more concentrate in fm1 ba.....
jia you jia you jia you~~~~~



-END-

thanks dad..

wow..again..
dad called back and ask me whether i want a mp4 or not..
last time is mp3..

and..as you know, i don't know how to respond and replied ok lo.....
then say yes le ba..i think...

btw, i like it, thanks, dad..

the purple is ..brilliant...
xD

i'm still worried bout which purple colour is that...

ok la, i know my english is totally sucks to those reading this blog just now...
**or maybe there's no one reading this blog too..**

but i'll still keep updating it..xP
until i forget or lazy till ..........
omg

thanks ya...

**back to my way to hell**



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3rd week of A2

wow...
1st week gt 1 paper
2nd week gt 2 papers in 2 days
3rd week gt 3 papers in 2 days..
which means i gt 8 papers for then next 2 weeks...
=="
and they're the tough-est paper....

i die in 3rd week...my chem p2 p5 and phy p3...
swt...

and the coming week is hell....
im now reporting in to hell...
i gt phy p4 on monday
chem p4 on wednesday **if nt mistaken**
f.p.m on thursday..
for those who know what paper is this, i think they'll definetely know how i feel now..
xP
then phy p1 on friday....

and the next monday afta that, my last week for A2, i gt
phy p2 p5, AND f.a.m
swt...
don't know who planing this timetable one...
so cruel and so........
=="
suak....



better get back to my revision..
TATA.....