Friday, December 26, 2008

你以为你对他好吗.?

顶你, 明知道我最讨厌别人冤枉我, 你还是一而再, 再而三的继续冤枉我..
都几十岁人了, 明知道小孩子不骂, 不教, 不讲不可以, 还是要继续宠她..
还可以为了一个做错事的小孩冤枉那个帮她收拾烂摊子的人...



平时我们开玩笑你都当真, 还把我们骂得一脸屁; 现在, 一个小孩做错事躲你背后, 你不讲他还说别人不对.?!
你不觉得你这样有问题吗.?
难道你一支维护她, 为她辩护, 她就会比较懂事, 明白那样做不对吗.?
难道你以为, 那样真的对她比较好吗.?
没错, 他的样子的确会让人不由自主地想同情他, 但你也必须明白, 错了就是错了..
会改的还不要紧, 但你都知道他讲了听了懂了记起来了, 还是不会改的, 那你就不应该再宠他啊..
等他改了你再tam回他也不迟啊..

再怎么说, 你还都是一个样..
别人的孩子你一定超疼..
他们做错了你都维护他..
但我们做错了, 你都会骂..
从小你都是酱教我们的, 我们教人当然也会酱教的啦, 你又跟我们唱反调..
难道是别人的孩子我们都不许教, 只许宠吗.?
如果他们以后被宠坏了, 看别人是谢谢你还是怨恨你..

你常说小孩子不懂事, 难到你不教他他也会自己懂事啊.?
没有人教, 他们还不都一样.?

baka..




THE END

Thursday, December 25, 2008

对于你..

好久不见了, 很想念你..
吃着, 玩着, 看着, 听着, 喝着, 运动着, 读着, 做着, 躺着, 睡着...
脑里都会有你的影子..

看什么听什么都会联想到你..
有时想到和你的趣事, 会禁不住窃笑...
想到我做的蠢事, 会不自觉地摸摸头..
想到我做的错事, 差点会盖自己一个耳光..
和你一起的日子, 我想我此生难忘..

有时没事做, 我会拿起手机, 犹豫着要不要寄短讯给你..
做功课做到一半, 分心一下, 会想打电话给你..
涂鸦涂到一半, 会想画你的肖像...

分开了这么久, 我曾经试过忘记你, 不寄短讯, 不打电话给你, 不看你的照片..
我以为我成功了, 过不久却还是寄了短讯给你, 看你的照片, 继续画着你...
直到现在, 我还是忘不了你..
我想, 我想你这件事情, 是戒不掉的了..
我会继续想着你..
对于这件事, 我想, 这应该就是我的幸福吧..




THE END..

miss

那天, 刚看了 miriam 与 eason 的 "每当变幻时", miriam 的角色说她到最后才真正明白英文单字 "miss" 的意思..

MISS, 可以是小姐, 错过, 想念....
我也不知道为什么我写这篇...
就, 突然想写, 就写了....



想念一个人, 不用任何理由, 不用计较场所..
不管什么情形底下, 你的心里都可以有一个人..
她/他, 可以是任何人..
可以是你的父母, 你的亲戚, 你的朋友, 你重要的人, 你讨厌的人, 你喜欢的人, 甚至是陌生人...

一个人, 一生中最少一定会有一个最重要的人..
不管他/她是你的谁, 没有必要特地让他/她知道, 只要你自己知道...

我也不例外, 这个人, 对我很好, 一直以来都无微不至的照顾我, 陪着我..
只是很遗憾的, 她已离我而去了, 不只是我, 还有我们一家人, 他的家人亲戚朋友..
两年, 快要三年了..

当一个人永远离去时, 你一定会怪自己, 为什么以前没好好关心他/她, 为什么没有达成他/她的愿望, 为什么没有耐心倾听他/她的话语, 为什么他/她要的我们没有给他/她, 为什么...
为什么
为什么
为什么
...
如果
如果
如果
...

"为什么", 一个人问为什么, 可以说他求上进, 可以是任何理由..
但一个人说 "如果", 是不能原谅的..
"如果, 如果, 如果"..
如果世上有如果, 每个人都是大富翁, 世上没有穷人, 每个人都愿望成真..
那么, 人人都没有目标啦.?
不用读书, 不用工作, 没有烦恼了吗.?

你想得美.!!

到时, 罪犯们想要什么武器, 想怎样捣乱, 想怎样改革 都可以啦..


人都走了, 你怎样讲结果都不会变的啦..
就算真的时光倒流, 你也一定做不到你说的 "如果"..

一切都已成往事, 往事只能回味, ..
老歌都有得你唱啦...

人走了, 你要怪就怪自己, 怪了就要反省, 反省了就把你想到的一切 "如果, 为什么" 施于还在的人身上, 以免你以后后悔了..

他们的离去, 不代表消失了, 只是你看不见, 摸不着..
但过了一阵子, 你会发现, 他不是消失了, 只是住进了你的心底..

看吧, 我每次越写越多, 就离题越远, 都不懂要怎么搞了...
=.="




THE END..

continue-ing...

friday..
we depart..? just after we having our lunch @ uncle's house..
we'd travelled for 4 hours something...
another long journey....
around 7 or 8 pm..
we'd having our dinner @ the pizza shop there...
omg....
then heading to the hotel..Lakeland Resort..
then.?
bathing, watching + sleeping...
xD


saturday...
we'd going up the hill...
sure not climbing... we bought the cabel's ticket....
when Kenny's Q-up for the tickets, my cousin and i playing then snow on the ground..
i'd built a small snow man.. but it's "sam but jiong"...
xD
we didn't ski nor slide..
just see around and find some place for my cousin to slide..
but there's all for beginner and not slide board to lent....

after that, we'd be the first that going down the hill...XD
we "yao che hor" for awhile and then go KFC for lunch...**that hotel offer breakfast**
you're hard to find a 'real' hot sauce here..
don't know is M'sia d food too spicy or what..
there's not much spicy food here....
so, the KFC no spicy d favourite, but gt crunchy d..
they have burger too...but much more choice compared with M'sia....
and my mum said it's more delicious...
xP

guess what.?
we then yao che hor again then back to hotel for....
SWIMING~~~
in the winter..
wakakaka~~~
but the water got a bit cold la..
=="
but there got jucuzzi too~~
compared with the swimming pool, it's total can't fight.!!
xD
we first get in to the jacuzzi..
when it's warm enough, we jump into the swimming pool...
wau.. it's fun.!!
kakaka..
felt like jump into a cold water jor..
=="
we then back to our room and.?
bathing + watching + sleeping..
again..
what a pig..
xD
no la, still got go dinner la, @ thai food d restaurant..
wau.. it's delicious.!!

sunday....
all the way back to san jose after we had our breakfast...
but we're slide on the way back, @ the petrol station..
that's the first time i play the slide..
but o, my cousin didn't played, you know why.?
coz she's scared of it.!!
the board's only used once if we didn't played..xD
we'd had our lunch @ taco bell..
it's not bad.!!
kaka, cheap and yummy~~


on the next day, 22 dec, US time, my cousin brother's born...
xD
so small + soft~~
@.@"
xD

24 dec here, m'sia's christmas..
he, clement, and my aunt back to d house..
he cried for times.. at night.. make my uncle and aunt can't slept tide..

today, 25 dec, christmas here..
but don't feel any christmas d "qi fen"..
=="
kaka
that's all...




THE END..

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

d place i nvr thought i'll b thr..

2 dec..
its LC's birthday..
xD
i just can't fall asleep that day...
or you can say, it's i don't want to sleep...

on the plane, i just trying not to sleep......
but.. just can say i'm stupid.......................

kaka..
on the way from M'sia to HK, i still don't fell sleepy..don't know why...
so i just 'sot-2 d' sit there 'touch this see that'...

@ HK airport, i bought a sandwishes an a mango drink..xD
the price is very..............................@.@"
but their served very big d..
..and o..their gate...check in d gate....sentiasa change 1......
=="

on the way to US..
walauA....
what a long distant travel......
take us 10++ hours..
but.. i still don't fell sleepy....
moreover, there's games and videos and songs.. for us...
xD
shuang..
so...
i played most of the time and watched some movies..
xD
so...i slept not much on the flight......
crazy, huh.?

we're arrive~~~~~~
but..
where's my uncle.?
oh, he 'ngam-2 hou' went to the toilet jor...
xD
long time no see.!!!!
miss him so much~~~~
we heading to his house then...

wao..
just when we stepped out from the car, my cousin sister shout @ the door...
xD
she's still so cute.!!
and looks more like her mother now..
she seems very happy..
haha

then a........
*simplifying 500++ words*

we're going to a 7-days trip in the 2nd week..
we wait for the 'bus' from 9am, but they arrived at 9.20am...
my mum said "this is the bus.? looks ugly.!!"..
wakaka..
but we then know that there's many travel company d mini bus also like this d..
for 22sumthg people d..

the first day is travelled, ate, travelled, slept...
and finally..checked-in...

2nd day..
las vegas.?
maybe...
the guide...should i add 'r'.? i don't know 'dao you's' eng word... how bout juz call him kicap.?
no la, his name is charlie... same with my NS d company d name..xD
he brought us to ...manywhr la...xD
*yuan liang wo ying wen bu hao..xD*
we're going to watch the show named 'ice', from rusia...
that show quite funny, and nice...
but it's got a bit expensive if convert back to our money..

3rd day..
we went to grand canyon
the bus is same with our knowledge d big bus
xD
coz this time there's 4 mini bus d guys combined d
so we gt big bus...
but the...china.?man...
gt some quite rude d...
ask ppl duno sit others' place but they sat...
what the..
but we didn't "choi" them la..
=="
the bus "laogai" u know.?
suddenly got a bit problem..
then they gave us a free time for lunch..for 1 hour 30 mins or 2 hrs i can't remember..
but o....the 2nd bus came about 4 hours after we stop..
which means we actually have 4 hours for our lunch............
xP
then, we finally arrived grand canyon..
wau, it's really....
hard to say..
nice.?
beautiful.?
duno..
we hv our dinner thr..
then arrived the hotel around....11sumthg or maybe 12..?

4th day..
travelled day..
again
most of them on our bus is 4 days trip d, just 4 of us, another 2 girls from china, is 7 days trip d..
the mini bus travelled back to SF took a long time...
but 4 of us, who're going to LA, need to change another mini bus and travelled again....
but it's quite near, just ..traffic jam....
we'd went to the mexican street...and...4gt edi...
we have much time to sleep now...
the 3 night before this, we're woke up at 5 or 6am everyday...
and slept late in the night..
oh my gosh.........

5th day..
we could woke up late finally....7 am~~
woohoo~~
we went to universal studio and the starwalk..
it's fun in the studio..
got things to play, watch, shop.....
wakakakaka~~~~
it's excellent.!!!
sweet dream again~~
but there's only.....
no place for "wasting time" at night..
no souvenir shop....
but at least there have machine for drinks which is not as expensive as we thought..

6th.!!
DISNEYLAND~~~~~~~
wakakaka..
played, and played and played~~~
but..
it's really not enough time for us to play all the things inside....
especially when there's just left me and mum walk together...
didn't played any games then...
cause.?
don't know what should i played first..
there're too much games.!!
and there's shows..
road show and fireworks.!!!
it's brilliant.!!!
and, mum'd brought me a bottle which have printed HSM3.!! with a mini basketball shaped cover~~
kaka
i've saved the whole firework d le~~~
xD

7th day..
ta ta ta da la~~
back to uncle's house finally~~~~~
xD
i missed that bed *my cousin's bed act* so much~~
xD
and....
tala~~

7 days trip is ended~~

i've decided to revise my college d things actually..
but i don't....
T.T"
i can't...
just can't focus....

*simplified another 300++words*

it's friday..
we're going to Lake Tahoe...with my cousin sister's uncle, Kenny..
...


TO BE CONTINUE @ THE NEXT POST..

Monday, December 22, 2008

bla-2...

ho ho ho...
christmas is nearer lo~~~
but i didn't saw santa..never... kaka....
no la, got is got de la, but it's statue...
xP

i'm not in M'sia now lo....not many people know this, i just tell them i'm staying in my uncle's house, but it's not a lie too...
i never thought that i'll be here before, but now i'm here..
xD

i lived with my grandma & grandpa since i was young...maybe since i was born...
my uncle is still live with my grandparent that time..
i grew up with them, that's why i love them much.!!
but i'm leaving my grandparent's house when i was 5, my parent brought me back to KL for school........
T.T"

althought i'm ....old....xP..... now, but i still can't forget those sweet memory when i'm in Kajang...

arhx~~~~~

hahahaha

wakakakaka

im mad.?
quite...

my cousin sister, who is only 5 now...
make me "sot-2 dei.."

somtime cute 'dao'~~~~~
sometime 'laogai dao'~~~
somtime 'fan dao'~~~~~~
sometime funny 'dao'~~~

kaka..but she's cute...xD

now, gt 1 more cousin brother liao...
'ong ey, ong ey'....
xD
i don't dare to hold him....
=.="
he's too ..soft... and a ....too ..small...
xD

ya, i must thanks to my uncle..
why not.?
xD



..duno wat to write jor...
=="