Thursday, July 16, 2009

bad day >> to mummy...

lolz...
i hate a stupid guy today....
wth....

want i do something for him..k, i'll do it...
then?
show to stupid-est face for me ...
wt.....

he seldom come living room actually, and he come down today...
for assignment...
yea, he is the "prince" in my house...
then...?

we went "jusco" in desa parkcity....
i bought a ..megaminx...? and a photo album, a birthday card for uncle's birthday..., and few things we'll use everyday.....or else...i don't know la, my poor english....
xP

ooh ya, although i got the solution for my 4x4 rubik cube, but i still can't solve it...
omg...

k, back to the fella.....
he used the excuse "i'm rushing for my assignment", then come down stair "overlord" the dining table....but actually is the whole living room....
guess what.?

i stayed in living room almost everyday, enjoy myself there....like imagining there's the biggest karaoke room, my performance stage, watching tv, lying on the whole sofa alone, and so on.....

but today, while i just sang few phrase...the PRINCE said :"i don't like people sing suddenly"..
wth....you don't like then you can go upstair, i don't care.!!!

i sing everyday, why don't you said before.?!
you can't just simply black-ing you face and say like that k.!!!!
wth.....

yes, a bad day....
when we're dining out there, in a restaurant...
there's full of cigaratte smoke smell.!!!
why they can't smell it.?!
i smell till beh tahan, i told my mum, she heard with no further reaction nor action...
so.?
i 暗槌 myself la.!! just sit there lo.....what can i do.?

caused of the smell, i just don't speak, don't joke nor chat.....with a little bit 包青天脸 (black-face..?)..
then my mum suddenly said :"i feel sien when saw her face"....
t***.....
i didn't 'fatt lan zha', didn't score others.....i don't even say a word.!!!!
just "stretch" my finger under the table out of you all's eyesight.!!!!

hey mum, why you just like to call my name when you need someone do something like homeworks or run errand.?
k, this time, you used the reason "your brother's doing assignment"...
how bout last time when i'm rushing my works, and you DID call me up to 3 or more times to do something for you.?!
i told you im busy, but what's your reaction.?
JUST keep calling me after 30 seconds.!!!!!

this is unfair you know.?

everytime he didn't go out with us, you'll always think bout him and keep asking to buy something for him.....
how bout me?
i need you care too.!!!!!!

few days ago when we're in a restaurant at ipoh, i sat beside my brother...just two seat beeside you...and three for him...
when the dishes is placed quite far from US, you just asked whether HE can get it or not, how bout me.?
when i'm asking you to get it for me, you even answered me that..you've forget bout me.....
my heart half-broken....but i know that, you won't know its breaking....

yea, maybe sometimes i did let you felt that i can take care of myself sometimes, but please remember that, NOT all the time...

when my brother done something good that make you satisfied...you praised him...MOST OF THE TIME..
when i did something well, i told you and you did "encourage" me with "smile" on your face...

maybe you didn't notice this...but i wish i could let you know that.....YOU DID THAT....

but i just didn't tell you, do you know why?
caused, everytime....k, most of the time i tell you this kind of ...your reaction....you will SURE said you didn't...and you won't....

why.?

honestly, i don't need the answer.. 'cos i know....there will be no answer from you....never ever.....





hmm....
i don't think there's improvement in my eng language.........
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