what i want?

i was thinking.........but i'm still thinking, by the way.....

what should i do?
what i really want?
why am i taking ME?

then suddenly remember.....i took ME, just becaused the requirement for the job aircraft engineer included ME....

but, why i wanna be an aircraft engineer?

hmm....maybe it's because this job is nearer to aeroplane i think....

and that time, when the airlines need cadet pilot, maybe my chance will be bigger....
but now i think of my age...

when i done my bachelor, lets assume i got no failed, no re-sit, i'll be 24yo...then if i get myself a job for airlines successfully, will there be another 2~3yrs for the contract *if got*..?
walau~~then i'll be no longer fits the requirement izzit?
O_O

hmm...then i was thinking....why don't i just try to be the flight attendant.??
then i think of my outlook...........
=___________="" <
my mum say:" why don't you just go and have a try?"
me:"..........don't know, i'll go if there're someone go with me......"

mum:" no need look for others to accompany you there d la~you should go alone somehow...."
me:"but interview need wear formal........"

mum:"go buy la~"
me:"........."

haiz.......
not bout the formal or what la.....
just.....feel weird if really wanna go alone.....is there anyone free to accompany me if i really wanna go?
if there are, they won't saw this passage too....xD
except for THAT ONE, i think....xP

to THAT ONE:" ei~~~~~stp baka detsu~~~~~~~~wanna go?"
xDDDDD

p.s. nt the um punya, of coz....xP

but i think THAT ONE nt on9-ing thoo.....

btw, my course is still fine, till now *the first week only la...xP*, but the parking is suck....=="



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